Diary Entries 2008
28th December 2008
Hi, I hope that you are enjoying the festivities. I'd like to wish a Merry Christmas to all of My Diary readers around the world and especially to all of My regular slaves.
I had a couple of days off work but there's always kinky stuff going on here. My email slave kurt.. who's now onto his third set of six email instructions was given a task to do to make me laugh.. I made him turn his cock into a hotdog.. not that I'm into real meat hotdogs being a vegetarian! Here's his email report and a pic to make you smile:
I know that My Diary is read all over the world and I am guessing that slave kurt now has a following of his own.. and maybe a few sluts out there that would love Me to force them to lick the ketchup off of that cockdog!
Slave t from Denmark just called Me via Niteflirt and told Me that he liked My idea of opening a knocking shop and pimping out My slaves... but there is that little problem of the law! He had an excellent idea of his own - that I let out little rooms at an extortionate rent - say £2,000 per month and that I use and abuse My tenants as and when I feel like. How clever.. I could put a completely new spin on being a slum landLady. I do like it when slaves use their initiative and suggest ideas of their own. He's still too scared to come and see Me but maybe he will have built up the courage by the time I have My new room extension built in April/May next year and can test out his idea. He said that he needs to lose weight so as I am such a kind and giving Mistress.. I'll restrict his food at no extra cost... maybe just three cockdogs a day lol.
Well it's not long now until My birthday on the 31st and I will be celebrating it by partying in central London with Mistress Kate. We do require a chauffeur from St James's back to Chigwell at approximately 2am if you would like to volunteer.. it goes without saying that you must be completely sober! we might even kick you in the balls or lock you in the cage overnight if you are lucky.
I still need someone to draw Me some plans for a loft extension... come on!
I have a new slave - a top hairdresser - that cut and coloured My hair for Me the other weekend.. and paid Me for the privilege too. Sometimes, I just think that My life can't get any better and then it does.
Slave pansy is working away at the moment building Me a throne cum watersports bondage chair that I designed Myself and he will be delivering it in January - I can't wait to see it. It really is a dream come true having such a devoted and talented slave.
Some people decide that they are no longer into their fetish or need to cut down on their stuff and throw away all sorts of valuable things.. such as TV gear, adult baby wear, rubber and bondage outfits, chastity devices. You may send them to Me and I will either use them in sessions, donate them to a worthy slave or sell them. Email Me for details.
It's that time of year to be thinking about your New Year's Resoultions. I always make Myself a list of goals for the coming year as I believe that it is incredibly important to be focused. My goals will cover all aspects of My life including health, family, home, business (fun lol), spiritual development and personal (more fun lol). I find that by focusing on what is important to Me that I manage to achieve most of My goals.
I have got Myself into some terrible sleep patterns and often don't go to bed until VERY late and one of My goals for the coming year is to go to bed much earlier and get up much earlier. My new plan is to get up at 6.00am and work out for an hour before the day starts... otherwise it never happens. I used to do this years ago five days a week and it is very effective. It will be hard for Me to change My habits but it is exciting to think of year-on-year improvements and achievements.
Nigel p's yearly contract came to an end and he willingly (lol) signed up for another year. Here's a copy of his contract:
Contract
I Nigel P agree, without duress, the following terms:
1, I will without fail, attend twelve consecutive monthly appointments to serve Mistress Prima. I will endure full-weight chest sitting and whatever else Mistress Prima deems necessary.
2, I agree that if I do not attend sesssions as agreed with Mistress Prima that she may disclose my name, address and telephone numbers on her website and any other punsihment that she deems fit.
3, Mistress Prima has the right to randomly demand my attendance at any time with the term of this contract. I will be given notice of 48 hours and will suggest a suitable alternative if I cannot attend at the requested time and date.
4, This contract may be extended by another year on 20/12/09 at Mistress Prima's discretion and may be terminated by Mistress Prima at any time.
5, Mistress Prima may at any time pass the rights and obligations of this contract to another Mistress of her choice.
Signed Nigel P Date 20/12/08
Signed Mistress Prima Date 20/12/08
I did study contact law for five years and just love how biased towards Me it is. I do love playing with the minds of My slaves and will be happy to put you into a contact of your own!
As this is probably My last Diary entry for 2008 I'd also like to wish you a fantastic New Year and chat again in 2009.
Mistress Prima XXX
17th December
Special Attn: Chastity Slaves
An email I just received from chastity slave michael may be of interest to you:
I've noticed that the CB2000 is going out of production after 9 years and is available for £60 from Tickleberry.co.uk. This is what I'm wearing, along with the spiky 'points of intrigue' (which are reduced to £10). You might want to put something on the chastity page and/or diary advising people to get them now before they're gone. The CB2000 is probably the best device I've come across, and when fitted with the spikiest points of intrigue it is impossible to either slip out of the device or achieve an orgasm, as any arousal is painful and the pain is proportional to the arousal and it's unbearable long before an orgasm would be possible. I don't see why I should be the only one to suffer like this!!
Anyway, won't you let me remove this permanently in April? I thought that's what we agreed?
Yours humbly, respectfully, grovelling etc.
Michael.
Ah poor thing .. he does sound a bit desperate doesn't he. What's so funny is that I can't even remember when I locked away his pathetic cock.. I guess he can remember to the minute.
I am always happy to lock a cock away and take away the only bit of pleasure left in your life. It's amazing that a slave becomes so attentive when he can't wank anymore. Although I am starting to suspect that slave michael has gone so long that he has lost the desire and effectively become a eunock!
Mistress Prima XX
16th December
I like to include snippets of the emails I receive - to give you an insight into My life. I choose one's that are well written, entertain Me or are just bizarre. Here's one I received from a potential new blackmail slave.. he hasn't mustered up the courage yet.. ah he doesn't know what he is missing. Being blackmailed by Me really makes you feel as though you are living life on the edge.. walking on glass.. with a permanent erection.. wondering what unreasonable demands I'm going to make on you next.
I believe that My reputation is such that everyone knows that I really do deliver. After all, you wouldn't hire a hit man and expect him to go soft and not carry out the job.. likewise.. don't ask to be blackmailed by Me and expect Me to be understanding if you give Me pathetic excuses. This is real. I remember one guy years' ago that booked an overnight session with Me and told me that he was a wealthy doctor with a private pracice and that he wanted to be financially bled dry by Me. We were only 20 minutes or so into his overnight session and I had already planned to take him to the cash machine at 11.55pm so that he could withdraw 2 days worth of cash and I was all set to drive him to his London flat so that I could help Myself to whatever I wanted.
The poor guy buckled under the intense reality of it all.. and begged Me to let him go free. What a wimp.. I was genuinely disappointed as I was quite excited by the thought of raiding his home.. of any art works, expensive electronics.. whatever I found. On this occassion I actually let him go.. and he limped off home feeling very foolish and I had earned £500 in 20 minutes. He got off very lightly!
So here's david's email.. let's hope he gets the courage soon.. and even better if he's loaded.. as soon after, I would be too :)
As a perpetual moth around the flame of blackmail I might not have allowed myself to be burnt yet but that doesn't mean I don't wish I were caught by the flame... Still in the meantime your diary is a fantastic read, more updates I say :-)
David
We all KNOW that some moths take a bit longer.. but they all go to the light in the end lol.
The mystery Mistress that I made a film with yesterday was Mistress Miranda, the bondage Mistress, in Hanwell, W7. I took a TV slave along with Me for the treat of a lifetime and We all had a great day. Mistress Miranda's dungeon is filled to the brim with equipment and I got a few ideas of items that I want.. including a fucking machine.. the first person to buy Me one gets strapped to it for hours while I go out shopping. I am sure that I shall be going along again for more film sessions in the future as I got on very well with Mistress Miranda.
The full length film will be available on My clips4sale store very soon. In the meantime here are some stills from the film:
As Christmas is getting very close.. I have decided to give a Free DVD of the above 1 hour film to everyone that sessions with Me until the end of the year. Alternatively, if you'd like to purchase the DVD, it is £15. Email Me and I will advise how to pay.
until next time
Mistress Prima XX
11th December
I have been getting some 'reminders' by email to update My Diary more regularly. I will make an extra special effort but it can be difficult sometimes if I am busy in sessions all day (and sometimes all night too) to get the time and of course just like you - I like to relax and socialise after a hard day of beating people up, trampling them or fucking their asses.
I also answer all of My emails and telephone calls personally - that in itself can be a full time job with approx 200 emails a day. Then there's making and editing films.. oh My I need a PA asap.. the trouble is - I do work with people now and then... but ultimately I always end up working alone again and doing everything Myself as people are either unreliable or not up to My high standards. As the old saying goes.. 'it's so difficult to find good help these days' even truer I guess if you don't pay them, beat them up, keep them in chastity and are a Super Bitch control freak with perfectionist standards! I bet some of you are going to get a hard on just fantasizing about being My PA... maybe naked but collered and cuffed - I am laughing at you now!
I tested out a new email task on one of My email slaves. He was ordered to wank as much as possible for a week into an ice cube tray.. then to put the 'ice' cubes up his butt just as he was to leave for work. I alway ask for a full written progress report for every task and I often have a great laugh picturing their sufferring or humiliation.. here's slave kurt's report as he is such a good writer:
Talk about being careful what you wish for. Id hoped to masturbate a little
more than I had been lately, but Ive got a feeling this assignment is going to call for something above and beyond the call of duty. Ive got this cup im masturbating into then pouring it into my icecube tray. I dont look at how much cum I put out normally,and now that Im saving it up its quite a surprise how little comes out each time. Ive masturbated so much in the last week that I feel like I will never masturbate again.
I managed to form 4 cubes. I lubed up my ass and stuck them in, the cold was intense. I felt turned on and embarassed at the same time. I got a brief erection but then all I felt was humiliation at being forced to stick my own cum up my ass. I have a 45min commute to work and the whole time Im feeling this pressure to relieve myself, it wasnt a pleasant ride. After I got to work I went straight to the bathroom. The cum had melted by then and dribbled out of my ass, again I felt humiliated.
This was an interesting assignment Mistress, it really tested me. I thank Mistress for the all the assignments that Mistress has given me. They were varied between public and private humiliation but all were fun.
If you'd like to receive email instructions from Me - it's £40 for 6 instructions. Email Me to apply.
I do find it surprising how many people contact Me for the first time and say that they have been following My Diary for several years and have now finally got the courage. It makes Me think that when I do finally give up work there will be hundreds of people wishing that they'd had the courage to contact Me while they had the chance. Now I don't mean to be gloomy here.. but every day is a day of your life gone (Mine too of course) and you do need a bit of urgency about you or you'll never experience your dreams... and that applies to all the things you've been meaning to get around to.. not just contacting Me.
In My last Diary update I promised some pics of the new suspension and here it is:
You can see that the suspension is good for bondage, CBT and strap-on.
I will be visiting another Mistress soon for a filming session.. possibly in the New Year as Christmas is coming very soon. I will not mention Her name at this point but I will say that She is very attractive and that She is very experienced and well equipped.. and on the other side of London. I am looking forward to the filming session and will let you know all about it in due course. I will accept only two slaves to come with Me for a days filming and the tribute is £500 each - an exceptional opportunity to spend the day with 2 of the UK's top Mistreses. Activities will largely be decided on the day and you may wear a mask - call or email Me if you'd like to be considered.
My birthday is coming soon.. the 31st December is My big day.. when hopefully you will be partying too as you see the old year out and the new year in.
I'd like to say some big thank you's to baby Tess for the very large bottle of Baileys, philippa for the lovely flowers, tiggy for the Batman DVD (it was lovely to meet you at last)and oink for the financial contribution to My house extension. You are all very sweet X
Well that's it for now.. until next time
ps still much more funds needed for house extension.. new nursery room with cot for adult babies planned April/May 2009. Please give generously :) and if you are planning to visit Me from either Europe or the USA .. the current weak pound has made it even better value for you.
Mistress Prima XX
27th November
I have some great news.. for the first time EVER.. I now have suspension in My dungeon. For years I have been wanting it but not got it for various reasons - including the fear of not having a strong enough ceiling. Well the ceiling has been reinforced and I can't wait to try it for a strap-on session. Pics and details to follow soon.
I went to the Erotica exhibition with adult baby slave pansy on Sunday. What can I say.. he wanted everything he saw and I bought a fair amount too including some plastic aprons for Myself. Strangely I have recently developed an apron fetish and from not having any at all I now have six including a sweet vintage inspired one I bought from the USA. I have to admit that the strawberry chocolate covered strawberries for sale at Erotica were divine .. if you go next year you must try them.
I have been working slave pansy into the ground .. he's now updated My bathroom which looks fresher and gleaming white now, built Me a fitted cupboard in the dungeon and of course spent a day reinforcing the ceiling so I could have the suspension. He also organised My loft and put shelves and a light in while he was working up there. The whole place seems to get absolutely wrecked while he's doing the work and I couldn't do any sessions on Tuesday or Wednesday this week as he was working in the dungeon.. but it is fantastic having such a clever and useful slave. He's gone now and I just have to get a few things organised and laid out how I like them before My sessions start today.
I need someone to draw Me some plans for an extension and a loft conversion. Preferably the person that also gives the building certificate/permission. I cannot remember the job title of this person but if you can help please contact Me.
Is it Me or are the weeks completely flying by? I was ahead with My present buying at one point.. now I am starting to feel the panic of not being organised as it will be December next week!
I was editing a film that I'd made recently and noticed that as I was finishing up and saying 'I hope you enjoyed the film' that Mistress Kate was pulling silly faces beside Me on camera.. - I was trying not to laugh and continuing to be serious but the smile is there! We do some scary stuff I guess but We do still like to have a laugh. I had only minutes before been torturing a slave while Mistress Kate filmed it - and yes that is My boot on his face! It could so easily be YOU next and I'll probably laugh at you while I do it too :)
The film will soon be loaded onto My clips store and if you haven't visited it yet - there's FREE PREVIEWS of every clip. Go on - buy some and get addicted.. blow all your money on Me and see if I care!
until next time
Mistress Prima XX
16th November
Knowing, as I do, how weird and wonderful My world appears to many of you outthere... I thought that I would share a bit of it with you.
I am still hearing from many people that their dream is to come and serve Me but they are just too SCARED! No need to be nervous - I am as sweet as a pussycat :)
I received the following email from a new slave that I sessioned with recently. His session MAY sound extreme to you.. but remember I always use My skilled judgement to decide how much you can take.
Your boundaries will certainly be pushed by Me.. maybe further than you imagined or further than other Mistress' took you but never further than you can cope with either physically or mentally.
I do have such fun humiliating and abusing My big slut slaves but as a Woman that adores spending (other people's) money I am particularly partial to MONEY SLAVES. For some reason, it just feels so much easier to blow someone else's money on frivolous things rather than My own? Here's another email that I received recently.. it goes on a bit but you'll get the point. As for slave kevin and all the other money pigs out there.... it's time to send Me some!
Hello again Mistress Prima
For me being a slave is ive just realised in the last day or so, sacrificing myself for the benefit of the Mistress. to me that means going without things so that Her interests always come first. it means sacrificing financially if such is demanded and going hungry for periods if necessary to ensure that Her needs are met in that department if one is on a low income. in that respect slavery is hard, but it was never designed to be easy, if it was easy all males would do it and it would not be slavery , it would be a frivolous form of play slavery.
Should a Mistress expect anything less of her slave than he define himself and show real deference and honour to his boss by sacrificing on a daily basis for Her benefit. After all who is Owner , and who is owned. In these relationships the needs of the Owner must always come first, the needs of the owned come a distant second, unless there are very important reasons like matter s of health where the slave's needs would obviously come first if he was in any danger health wise. In closing being a slave is not about looking after your own needs and living a lavish existence, it is about looking after the Owner's needs so that She gains Her entitlements and has her needs looked after. If this means the slave must live humbly and go without financially then so be it. Slaves are supposed to be humble and obedient.
As i am one of those that is my function to make sure that those above me have a better quality of life than myself. in practice that means i must go without as You are more deserving and already by the very fact you are Female and a Mistress, You have an entitlement to a percentage of my income. As a slave i must live humbly and even in poverty if necessary to ensure You get Your Money and what is Legally Yours. Because from this day forward the word of the Superior Female, and You are an example, Mistress Prima, is now the absolute Law i must obey. just as i would never break a traffic light , as a slave i would never dream of disobeying your orders even, as it will, cause me to sacrifice and go without so that Your Entitlements are fulfilled without question or complaint
yours in obedience
kevin
Recently I had an all-day session with slave j - a french man. What a sweety - he came over from France just for his session with Me. He gave Me a lovely bottle of wine and when I heard that he was a chef.. he of course was instructed to cook us both lunch. It isn't every day that I have My very own french chef to cook lunch.. and he of course had to work naked while I watched! I was amused by his accent as he said "I am sufferring Mistress".. it sounded so cute that I made him repeat it many times. Of course, he was actually sufferring a lot of the time.. the poor soul had watersports fantasies but had never actually drunk.. well I do always push the boundaries lol Here's his email after his session.. complete with some strange english.. but.. much better than My french.
Slave j looked quite dazed by the time I had finished with him.. and amazed that I sent him home without an orgasm, covered in My pee and wearing My pee soaked glossy Wolford tights under his trousers. After a full day with me - of course I could have allowed him to shower.. but instead I laughed that he would be self-conscious all the way back to his hotel - wondering whether he smelt. He'd seen other Mistresses in the past .. but obviously.. nothing like that had ever happened to him before and he can't wait to come back for more! Hmm I look forward to naked lunch.
For all My lovely Adult Baby/Diaper Lovers .. I recently made some AB films and these are available at My Clips Store and very soon on My Members Area. The Diary of adult baby Jessica's recent extended stay with Me will soon be posted on My Adult Baby Site.
Here's a still from one of the films:
Being a Dominatrix as well as a Nanny, and very experienced in both, means that I can do sessions combining elements of both if you wish. Only a couple of Ladies, including Myself, in the UK are able or willing to do this. As an actress at heart I love all forms of role play and obviously as an ex Head Mistress/Teacher I play that role very convincingly!
until next time
Mistress Prima XX
12th November
Things have been hectic here. It's taken ages trying to catch up with all My emails, Members Area updates, films that needed editing and so many other things. Now we are fully into cold, grey and wet days I start wishing again that I was in some nice sunny place. Luckily My home is lovely and warm and I also have one of those lamps to prevent SAD (seasonal affective disorder). I am sure that the lamp works as if I have it on at night.. it tricks My body into thinking it is daytime and I can happily work right through to 6am. Not that I intended that to happen lol.
So many people seem to be really down and depressed at the moment and I almost feel guilty that I feel really great. Maybe the happiest that I have ever been in My life. I have sufferred with depression in the past and at the time I felt that I had no control over My emotions or how I felt. I have studied mind control and self-development methods from all the great thinkers and motivators with a passion for the last few years and I have to credit that for the fantastic way I feel. Now, even if something doesn't go well or I think of a sad thought.. I just choose to feel good and I do. It was Tony Robbins' Personal Power and Get the Edge programme on CD that helped Me to give up smoking.. 16 weeks this Friday incidentally. If anyone would like them (13 disks) - make Me an offer.
I know that some of the people that come to see Me sometimes feel depressed about their fetishes and wish that they could suppress them and be 'normal'... if that exists? I could NEVER condone any fetish or behaviour that hurt children or animals.. just don't go there. However, the things that I get up to with My slaves are all with consent and are safe adult play. I really don't see anything wrong with letting off a bit of steam and disappearing into a fantasy world for an hour or two. I do. Sometimes I can see a real physical difference in someone before and after a session with Me. Some people turn up looking so stressed (I am referring to regulars here not nervous novices) that I imagine that they are well on their way to a heart attack.. and then when they leave.. they look calm, relaxed and peaceful .. how they should be. Of course.. we all know that look of serenity partly comes form the intense orgasm they just had lol.
I have had a few film clip requests recently and will do My best to make them.. if I haven't made them within six weeks - please email Me again. Here's one of them:
Dear Mistress Prima
I'm delighted there is new content in your clips4sale store. I'll have to be careful otherwise this letter will turn into pure fanmail! You are revered in the ballbusting community. In one particular clip when you asked your slave if he needed a cuddle, after the testicle abuse he'd received, I was in love.
Would you consider this scenario? It would be fully on your terms as no third party is required.
Please face the camera sitting in your chair, and tell us how superior you are because you have no weakness. You'll never know how it feels to be kicked in the balls. Spend a minute or so telling us how much it would hurt if you kicked us there. Imitate the reactions of a man who had just been kicked extremely hard/had his balls crushed in a vice. Then explain to us with your hand what you would do to a pair of testicles to hurt them and in detail what would happen if you squeezed too hard!
Thank you in advance! - Steve
Hmmm - I have no weakness - I like that thought. I was always very strong anyway but I guess with all the thought and mind control techniques I now know.. I am beyond many of the things that bother the majority of the population. Particularly as all weakness (and strength) is in the mind.
Slave pansy - that fitted My beautiful new kitchen.. what a sweetheart.. has also made Me a new cage. It is 6 feet long and 3 feet wide... just like the one I had years ago.. but better. It is made from the strongest steel you can buy.. very heavy.. and you will NEVER escape from it. It also has a very comfortable padded top so I may sleep on top while you are locked inside all night? Overnight sessions are available on Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays.. with notice and deposit. I will post a piccy of My new cage soon.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
23rd October
I am very pleased to say that My kitchen is now completed. Adult baby slave pansy has now gone home and everywhere is clean and back to normal. I did have fun torturing and teasing pansy every day. I promised him at the beginning of his stay that I would become stricter every day and believe Me - I did! He was forced to wear the most uncomfortable or humiliating outfits at all times - while he was working and when he was asleep.
Here's two pics of him working away and two pics of the finished kitchen - which I am very pleased with:
As pansy's reward for working so hard I will be taking him to the Erotica exhibition in late November for some public humiliation. I will dress him in plastic bloomers and a nappy with a dummy taped into his mouth and lead him around in baby reins. So at least if you are there you will find it easy to spot Me! A little note for My boiler slave - please call Me to arrange an appointment
At any time I have several email slaves - and this one in particular - writes very well and often makes Me laugh with his feedback reports. I enclose his latest here and wonder if you can guess what his task was?
When I first saw this assignment i spent several days thinking about the logistics of it. I live with my parents and younger brother so i couldnt just set up the ironing board and whip out my cock and get to it. At first i was trying to think of a time when no one would notice me taking the ironing board and iron into my room, which would be suspicious enough since i never iron anything, but after several days i decided what the heck, let
them wonder why i was using the iron and ironing board, not like theyd ever guess the real truth anyway.
So this morning i finally asked my mom where she kept the iron and
ironing board and sure enough she was very surprised about my using it, but gave them to me without question and i brought them into my room and closed the door. I plugged the iron in and let it heat up, i let it heat up too much and had to wait several minutes for it to cool down enough so i wouldnt burn myself, all the time wondering what was my mom thinking about how long i was using it. Finally it was just right, i stacked a few books up and stood on them so i could get my cock and balls on the ironing board and then
just let loose with the iron, i pressed as hard as i could, i guess i could have taken more heat but i still felt how much Mistress Prima controlled my cock and balls.
Here i was mashing my cock and balls on command, hardly something i would do normally. With all Mistress' assignments one of the best parts is being able to masturbate afterwards. I decided since i was in my room id use the Plow yoga technique and cum in my mouth. I assumed the position, stroked my cock and fired a nice big load into my mouth. Thank you Mistress for this assignment. Eagerly awaiting the next one.
I have been toying with the idea of getting together a group of maybe 5 or 10 of My biggest sluts and selling their bodies once per week. I have no idea of the current rate for a cock suck but if I made each one of them suck 10 cocks a night for Me once per week.. I would be considerably richer :)
I am sure that some readers out there are more knowlegeable about these things and could advise Me how to get up to 100 clients at a time in one go. Maybe I need to open a knocking shop.. it would be an excellent business.. as not only would I charge the customers.. of course.. but I would also charge My staff for the honour of working there for Me and being totally used and abused. I am so clever!!
In these times of gloomy and official 'recession' I have decided to do My bit for rebuilding the economy and from now on all Thursday's are going to be 'Champagne Thursday' - I couldn't wait - I started today (well actually, this week I also had a Champagne Monday.. but that's not every week). I must say that it lifted the dark gloomy afternoon somewhat.. and Mistress Kate didn't mind at all lol. What another excellent idea of Mine. Especially nice, slave rob bought Me some lovely flowers today too. Thank you rob.
Now that I have given up smoking - if you wish to bring (or send) Me a gift - Champagne, flowers, jewellery or stockings (large) are always delightful.
It is very important to ALWAYS have something fun going on. I may be busy at any time kicking some poor slave's balls or whatever.. but I always take the time to see the funny side.
until next time
Mistress Prima XX
14th October
I have sissy pansy staying with Me at the moment. He has been with Me just over a week so far and is fitting a new kitchen for Me. He warned Me in advance that it is stressful having a new kitchen fitted.. and it is! The floor has been gritty and at moments My home has felt like a building site. Luckily, unlike 'normal' people, I am able to get rid of My frustration and irritation in whatever way I feel like.
Saturday, I was out for the night enjoying Myself and had left pansy strict instructions on what work he had to do in the kitchen and what he had to wear to bed. It was late when I got in - around 3am and after checking My kitchen I was very pleased with the work he'd done.. however I had a feeling that something wasn't right so I woke up pansy for a clothing inspection.
I had ordered him to wear a very tight panty girdle, a terry nappy, a disposable nappy, tight plastic pants that dug into his legs and a sissy nightdress over the top. As always I was right.. something was wrong. He was sleeping in a pair of normal male pants!! I didn't even know that he had any male clothes as I had taken them all from him and locked them in the boot of My car.
Well, I rubbed a smelly wet nappy from earlier in his face and pansy had the hardest spanking anyone has ever had.. so hard and long that the wood paddle and leather strap actually gave Me a blister on My finger.. and he was forced to watch as I cut up his male pants. His regime is getting stricter and more painful every day.. and he is working hard without a break from 8.30am until midnight. Before, I estimated that pansy was saving me something like £4,000 or so by working for Me for free.. well now I see the quality of the work, it is closer to £10,000. It is a labour of love and very sweetly.. pansy said to Me this morning that he is having the best week of his life. That makes Me so happy and content.. that I am getting a beautiful kitchen and My naughty sissy slave is loving it! He still has almost another week to go yet.. let's hope he still feels like that then lol.
Here's a pic of Me in the in-progress kitchen and pansy being forced to work in a hot PVC catsuit complete with a heavily padded panty girdle, several other tight girdles and a corselette, breast forms, make-up, wig and boots!
Notice the spunk stain on his school knickers.. and the drip of pre-cum hanging on the end of his cock... he was obviously very excited by his forced cross-dressing!
Last night a new slave came to Me for a session. Slave mark, My first ever Bulgarian slave, he told Me that he has been looking at My website EVERY DAY FOR AT LEAST FOUR YEARS and dreaming about coming to serve Me. I asked him why he had waited so long before coming to see Me and he said that he had been too afraid because he had seen Me in My films wildly fucking slaves with My strap-on... of course that is also what he had been dreaming about every day for all those years!
It is so sweet having someone before Me telling Me that they have dreamt about this moment every day for four years. You may be wondering.. did I make his dreams come true? of course I did. After a little warming up.. he was able to take My strap-on and then he got to feel My full power as My body was slamming against him very hard. I could see the sweat trickling down his forehead.. it is a very intense experience!
As I took his cherry and made his ass Mine - he said loudly that he was now being fucked by the Best Mistress ever.. so sweet! I obviously have loads of experience but I can honetly say that I AM the STRAP-ON QUEEN. I am gentle with virgins of course.. but I use My skill to judge how much you can take.. and once I believe that you can take it.. there is no stopping Me.. and no-one is left in any doubt ever of who is in charge. I am very strong and slave mark's ass was the second one that I'd pounded powerfully that day.
Mistress Kate and I are filming this Wednesday from 11am-4pm - call Me if you'd like to participate. Once the films have been edited they will be appearing on My Members Area and Clips Store.
I have a proposition for any of My Diary readers out there that may have a spare property.. or a decent space within a property in London that I could use as a dungeon. It is just an idea at this stage... but I might consider an arrangement of sessions in exchange. The same applies to quality properties abroad.. where I might consider either holidaying or working. Contact Me with your ideas.. whether they be one-offs or a regular arrangement.
It will be twelve weeks without smoking for Me this Friday and after that I will be in new territory in that it will be the longest time ever that I have gone without smoking. Of course, I still get the odd longing for a cigarette..understandable after a 20+ a day habit for almost eighteen years but I am so determined this time round. Like many people that have just given up smoking I now detest the smell of smoke and have agreed with Mistress Kate that once She has a second dungeon in Southend set up in November that My home will be completely smoke free. Mistress Kate is a committed smoker and adores smoking fetish sessions... but We remain the greatest of friends.
Well, that's it for now.. I will show you My completed new kitchen in the next update.. and if you have been dreaming of serving Me for YEARS... feel the fear and do it anyway!! There is an excellent book of that title which I highly recommend to everyone.
Until next time
Mistress Prima XX
25th September
Today is the International Hug a Vegetarian Day!
I'd like to give a big thank you to everyone that came forward and offerred their skills to fix My PC and I am very pleased to announce that it is now fixed albeit with only one of the two hard disks working. In fact I wrote about the PC Repairer's adventure in My latest blog entry at Sinsearch - I think that you'll agree that I do get to have lots of fun!
I have come to realise that I have a fantastic life. I earn My living effectively playing and having fun. Being mean when I feel like it, making up the rules as I go and breaking them as I wish.
When I was a child I could never decide what I wanted to be when I grew up as I had so many interests. I wanted to be a model or maybe a writer.. or maybe an actress.. but then again I thought that witches, vampires and female ninja's were VERY exciting. As an adult now - I get to be all of those things to a degree. There was always also a technical side to Me too.. the part of Me that enjoyed studying Law and Accounting for years.. that now gets fulfilled with the web design etc that I do. I believe that as adults - we need to keep in touch with that part of us that enjoys to play.. to fantasize.. to leave behind the responsibilities and dull details of adult life for a while.
If possible make play and fun a very regular part of your life... what have you done this week to satisfy your inner child? that part of you that believed anything was possible.. don't neglect it.. cherish it and allow it some play time.. and speaking from My own experience.. you will feel so much happier and complete and able to give more to others.
Here's a video of Me at play - being an actress in a music video for a friend of mine. It was My idea to have a theme of animal rights.. but blended with humour.. so that it didn't immediately turn everyone off to the important message we were trying to get accross. If I could - I would stop all of you this minute from ever eating at a KFC ever again.. if you want to know why .. then go here.
work hard... but remember to play too.. live with passion and compassion
Mistress Prima XX
17th September
It's been a few weeks since My last diary entry as I caught some awful flu virus. At the risk of sounding like a weak 'man' with 'man flu' lol I was feeling terrible and spent a good part of a week with chills, fever and bone pains. That meant that My party and the club visit had to be cancelled. What a shame as I was really looking forward to them :(
Apart from a cough that is taking it's time to go - I am now back to good health. Adult baby jessica came to stay with Me on Saturday and flew back home today. 'She' is going to write a report on her stay with Me and I will post it on My adult baby website. I have been inundated with adult babies wanting appointments - sometimes last minute - I will always see people if I am able to - but it really is better to book ahead if you can as I do get very busy.
I am very pleased to say that I have a couple of new money slaves too - one that wishes to just randomly pay funds into My Paypal account and another that is being blackmailed too. I did warn him - BE VERY CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR... as I am renowned for making wishes and fantasies come true - even when they are horrible lol.
This credit crunch stuff is getting really depressing - so many people losing their jobs and economic instability everywhere. Coming for a session with Me of course, is a NEED rather than a luxury for most people.. and the more stressful the world gets out there.. the more My services are required. I of course am pleased that I can help as now, as much as when I was a teacher, I like to 'make a difference'.
It will be eight weeks this Friday since I had My last cigarette. I am proud of Myself and although I still get the occassional craving.. I really want to succeed at this. To reward Myself I have been spending all of the cigarette money I have saved on treats for Myself.. well actually about three times the money I am saving lol but then I DO deserve it :)
I offer domination exercise, weight loss and stop-smoking programmes for those that need a bit of motivational support. Just imagine Me as a very MEAN personal trainer... if I am not satisfied with your performance.. the punishment could be very severe... forced strap-on, CBT, ballbusting, forced cock-sucking, needles, strangulation... I think you'd think twice before disobeying Me... of course you might catch Me on a mean day when I decide to punish you anyway regardless of whether you met your targets or not lol.
My PC needs fixing and obviously I can't take it to a normal place - so if any PC repairers read this and can help - do call Me asap.
ttfn
Mistress Prima XX
29th August
I have agreed to write a regular blog at SinSearch. I have to think about whether I shall write just the one and put a link here or write two and keep them seperate? I think that I will see how it goes first and then make My decision. I have mentioned slave john in the blog entry.. ha ha he begged Me not to mention his name.
I have been busy with 1-2-1 sessions and strangely there has been a sudden huge increaase in demand for My telephone domination. I did a few specific fantasy scenarios this week, which I happen to be excellent at - and those slaves sent Me cash in the post. It's an alternative if you don't want to use your credit card on-line.
I am about to spend several thousand pounds on kitchen cabinets, tiles, integrated dish washer and washing machine, cooker and all that. Slave pansy is fitting it all for me for free - which saves Me approx £5,000... and what's more his work is excellent.. but come on money pigs.. pay for the dishwasher or something! It's kind of funny that I want a beautiful kitchen as I rarely cook and prefer to eat out most nights. I love beautiful things though and every now and then I do get the fancy to make a loaf of bread or something!
To read My SinSearch blog go here.
Remember to always have fun
Mistress Prima XX
21st August
It's been ages since My last diary entry - well I have to admit I have been feeling kind of funny since being back from holiday. Maybe lazy is the word lol as I just haven't been able to get Myself quite up to speed. I mean - I get so many emails and telephone calls to answer every day - and I've just kind of felt like chilling for a bit longer! I never appreciated that taking a long holiday would affect My productivity like that - I haven't even felt like making any films. Although I did manage to pop out a new chastity film as it is so much fun locking a guy's cock away (forever he he). You can watch the film here.
Of course I have still been doing 1-2-1 sessions and I just love meeting new subs/slaves and all My regulars. Sessions can often be very intense. Sometimes a sub comes for a session not just as a sexual fantasy but as a release from their stress or pain in their life. This is hard to explain, but I sometimes see and feel their suffering. It's almost like a psychic connection between Myself and the sub. There may or may not be physical pain in the session - caused by Me - but for a few hours I am able to take away their mental pain. It is that extreme intensity I believe that means that sometimes... I just need to chill out a bit and not work so much as normal.
Many Mistresses burn themselves out and it is important to pace yourself. Some end up mentally or physically ill or just have to stop doing sessions which is a great shame. Of course, this advice doesn't just apply to Mistresses - most people's jobs these days are very demanding. I hope to be still going strong as a top professional Mistress for another ten years at least! As some of you take five years to get the courage to email Me or visit Me.. that's a good job.
On the subject of taking care of oneself.. it is now almost four weeks since I gave up smoking. Strangely, I woke Myself up coughing for the first few nights after giving up (My lungs clearing?) but apart from the odd craving now and then - I feel great. It has been fairly easy so far.. but I am well aware that it doesn't take more than a second to start again.. so I am never going to get complacent.
At the weekend I read a great book - Body for Life by Bill Phillips and the book also has a website. Certainly some of My puny and weak or fat and flabby slaves could do with following the plan. Well, not being one to do things by halves - I decided that for My first workout - I would do the same upper body workout as the 2002 Female Grand Master Champion as She looks pretty fantastic. Well I did the workout yesterday and My arms are now getting sore - but that's good - it means My muscles were challenged and are now repairing and getting stronger. You see, in life you are either getting stronger or you are getting weaker and you do have a choice. I can already make a man unconscious in seconds with My rock hard thighs.. but I want to be stronger. A little point of interest here.. as a baby, My first word was... MORE... and I can't think of anything more appropriate for Me.
I have seen a great house that I want but it is £250,000 or so out of My reach. It would make Me VERY HAPPY and if you happen to be rich and very generous and would like to help please contact Me.
Tomorrow I will be loading ten new films to My Members Area - including the new chastity film and the films I made in Thailand with a cute little female slave. Do join, as it is such a great value way to watch and download hundreds of My films.. one special request please.. do not upload My films to other websites where other people may watch them for free. I caught one guy recently that had loaded one of My scat films to a site and over 25,000 people had watched it for free within days. This guy calls himself a 'slave' and I told him exactly what I and Mistress Ingrid thought about people that steal from Us. He apologised and I think he was genuinely sorry. It's a simple equation - you pay to watch the films to cover the time and expenses of making the films. If no-one pays.. no new films.
Don't forget to book your place at the party or the club night.. or both.. and I have reduced the price quite a bit.. credit crunch and all that... so that everyone that wants to come can afford to come.
bye for now - keep having fun
Mistress Prima XX
7th August
Hi again, you may have noticed that there is a new link on My homepage. I am hosting a FemDom party on Thursday 4th September. All are welcome but there ia a maximum of six submissives/slaves at any time.
I will be attending with Mistress Kate and a new friend of Mine - Mistress Angel. See the link for pics.
Basically, it's going to be a very naughty party - where anything goes. If you are shy or don't want to be identified by the other subs - hoods and masks will be provided.
Activities will be going on in the dungeon and in the domestic areas and light refreshments will be provided.
One slave has already made a request for a CBT/electrics competition.. and all requests will be granted where possible.
I am also arranging a night out at the London Club Subversion on Sat 30th August that I will be attending with Mistress Kate and Mistress Angel. The theme is 'Boot Camp' There are two submissive/slave places per Mistress at a cost of £400 inclusive for the night or if you wish to sleep over too (in bondage) it's £500.
I do hope to see you at either or both events.
Mistress Prima XX
5th August
Well, I am back home now and as I expected I had to hit the ground running as I have been busy with sessions every day this week. My Internet is back on and I have made the July updates to My Members Area and will be putting on another ten or so films soon.
For a while I was waking up at 5am but I have adjusted to UK time now. Although I am sure that aliens stole the old Mistress Prima and switched Me.... let Me explain. Apart from having a lovely long rest on My holiday, I also wanted to focus on My life and where I am going, what My goals for the future are etc... as I needed peace and quiet for that.
I realised that I wanted to be really healthy and free of all addictions. I really did want to give up smoking.. and so I did. At 4pm (Thai time)on Friday 25th July.. I gave My packet of cigarettes to Mistress Kate and stopped just like that! I had been smoking 27 a day on holiday but I am committed to NEVER smoking again... as one puff would be My downfall.. I have learned that from the past!
Now that might be change enough for some.. but I have also given up sweetener in My tea and Diet Coke. I have been eating only healthy food and drinking fizzy water. I am back working out at the gym every day and now even wake up wanting to get on that treadmill - that is so NOT the old Me. It's amazing and I really do hope that it lasts.
I promised that I'd make some films in Thailand and include some pics on here. I made a few but these pics are from a film where I start off farting on a female slaves face and then randomly I decided to tickle her.. and she is very ticklish! It was really good fun and I was laughing a lot. You may buy the film at My clipstore and hopefully you will enjoy watching it as much as I enjoyed making it... and if I say so Myself.. We both look very hot!
I made a new chastity film yesterday - which I should have edited and loaded soon. But it's not all been fun - Terry, My little Chihuahua had to be castrated today as he had undescended testicals (and that's a cancer risk)- I took the day off today to spend some quiet time cuddling with him but tomorrow it is business as usual.
I have loaded two new pics on My gallery on this site - I hope that you like them.. in one of them I am actually topless.. but you can't see anything too rude lol.
that's it for now, see you again soon
Mistress Prima XX
21st July
Hello from Thailand. I have been laying in the sun all day with Mistress Kate, reading and dipping into the sea and the pool to cool down. It is extremely hot here and I am totally enjoying My rest. Amazingly, Mistress Kate has a blanket over her while she sleeps.. saying that it is chilly! while I lay naked with the fan blowing on Me all night (and the air conditioning on too but it isn't very effective).
We shall be travelling to the next island tomorrow by speedboat and stayiong there for three nights and then we fly back to Bangkok for our last night in Thailand. I arrive home late on the 27th July and will be available for sessions from the 28th July. I can't believe that My holiday is nearly over now - I have enjoyed doing absolutely nothing but I am also looking forward to sessioning again.
I fell down a cliff in the dark a few nights ago and frightened the life out of Mistress Kate.. She wasn't watching and just heard Me scream as I fell. Apart from a badly sprained ankle I was luckily alright.. it could very easily have been much worse.. and I am almost better now. I have been having Thai massages on the beach and they very sweetly have been applying Tiger Balm to help it heal.
Well, life has it's tumbles and ups and downs along with the adventures!
That's it for now.
Mistress Prima XX
9th July 2008
Gosh I was working right up to the minute I went on holiday and I still had to turn down several sessions. Even when I told someone that called Me that I was off to Thailand within hours and was so busy that I hadn't even started packing yet.. he was so upset that he couldn't get a session with Me for the next day that he begged Me to change My travel itinerary and visit India at his expense and dominate him there (as he was only in the UK for a few days) - he even offerred to fly to Bangkok for a session! It was a tempting offer and I hate to disappoint people... but this holiday has been planned for months now... and I deserve a break. So he will just have to wait until I get back - I will be doing sessions again from the 28th July.
I was actually thinking to Myself today - why am I so popular while many Mistresses are finding things difficult nowadays.. and then the slave in My next session shortly after, answered it perfectly. Slave paul - came to see Me today for the first time ever but he has been buying and enjoying My film clips for years. He explained to Me that he had previously had disappointing experiences with some Mistresses and that I am the most versatile Mistress that he has ever come accross, in the sense that I can be very strict, severe and extreme or gentle and teasing depending on the situation (and how I feel of course). I also adore role play and totally get into the scene and always enjoy Myself. Maybe that is My secret? as I was also thinking today how blessed I am to be able to do what I enjoy and basically 'have fun' and at the same time earn a living from it.
Slave paul is not rich and has to save up for a session and explained how important it is for the session to go well and what a huge disappointment it is if the Mistress appears to be put out by the whole thing. Well I am very pleased to say that he sent Me a text after his session today saying "Thank you Goddess for my best ever session. It was perfect and I can't forget you in a hurry - my arse has never felt this slack! Thanks for putting me to sleep - that was a big fantasy - hopefully one day you will put me to sleep with hypnosis. Thank you Goddess, have a great holiday and I will contact you when you get back, your slut paul. As you can guess from his text - he had his ass pounded by My HUGE strap-on and then I used My numchucks on him and made him pass out - he was so funny as he came round as he didn't know where he was or anything.
I have so much more to say about the sessions I have been doing this week but I just don't have time - I must now go and pack My suitcase. I have made sure that a new clip appears on My clips store at http:www.clips4sale.com/store/1010 every day while I am away - check it out regularly as there are some new forced cock-sucking ones and I will be doing more filming when I get back. If you are a member of My Members Area - as MY broadband is still down (ough).. I haven't been able to update the site.. but you will get twice as many new films as soon as I am reconnected. In the meantime there's around 180 films to watch and download so that should keep you busy.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
1st July 2008
Well it's been a long time since My last Diary entry as My Internet at home went down on the 15th June and is still not fixed. I had previously being singing the praises of Sky broadband and now I think they are rubbish. With no warning at all they cut Me off for what I am later told (after hours on the phone to them) could be 20 working days and I have not been able to update My Diary, My Members Area or anything properly. Luckily I have finally managed to upload some new films to My clips4sale store.. but it has pee'd Me off big time.
At last I have My video camera back from the repairers - which is a relief. I also had a car crash almost two weeks ago but luckily no-one was hurt and My car is now back from the crash repaireres. I have been very, very busy doing sessions and so has Mistress Kate so I wouldn't have had that much time for the Internet anyway.
Slave pansy has started working on My kitchen - he has plastered the ceiling - which now looks lovely - and fitted some new kitchen units. What a good slave he is - and he is watching My house and dog when I go away on holiday next Tuesday for three weeks.
So, it's time to get your sessions in with Me now - as I have limited availability until I go away on Tuesday and then that's it until July 28th onwards.
That's it for now, until next time.
Mistress Prima XX
12th June 2008
I forgot to mention that every clip on My clips store now has a free ten second trailer - here's two links for you of films I've made recently:
So, if you are thinking of coming to see Me for a session - you get to hear My voice and see Me in action before ever even meeting Me! Although I make a lot of films.. don't worry - sessions are never filmed without your permission.
Mistress Kate and I did an outcall session together on Monday evening. We have never done outcalls before but it was actually really good fun. After making the slave fetch Us drinks and a fan as it was VERY HOT that evening, We trampled the naked slave in his own home and made him worship Our feet and Our bottoms before farting in his face. I left him one of My silky seamed stockings as a souvineer of our session... which he was instructed to leave in his mouth for twenty minutes after We had left. We would only consider outcalls within reasonable travelling distance of course - but if you would maybe like that experience Our tribute for one hour is £400. Of course if you are in an exotic location that We would like to visit lol and are able to pay our flights and hotel expenses too - We may consider travelling further.
I do need MORE financial slaves... as much as I love the ones I have already.. a Lady just can never have TOO MUCH FINANCIAL SUPPORT.. and there are all sorts of monthly bills available for adoption.. and I am always happy to liven things up with a bit of enforced payment by blackmail.
I actually did two four hour sessions at the same time yesterday - both slaves insisted that they wanted their appointments at a specific time and didn't mind that they were sharing. Well, I had one slave tied down severely to the bondage bed in the dungeon, ear plugged, hooded and blind-folded. He was fixed-up with the electrics and put through a lot of painful CBT - which he LOVED! At the same time I had a DL (Diaper Lover) downstairs that adored being given Therapy whereby he was forced to wear and pee into a nappy and wear sissy clothes and a blind-fold. The slaves remained on different floors and did not meet or react with each other.. but how funny is this.. both asked what the other slave was doing.. and both found the other slaves tastes 'peculiar'. Well.. that's the pot calling the kettle black! you could say they both have peculiar tastes.. but that's what I specialise in and enjoy. I love the variety that My work gives Me and what's more - they are both really nice people.. in fact so was the guy Mistress Kate and I trampled on Monday evening.
You certainly don't have to worry that I might find your particular tastes too shocking. I will tell you straight if I won't do it - but basically if it's on My list of services it means I enjoy doing it. There are only a few things that I refuse to do.. one of them being crushing live creatures. I respect ALL life and find that particular fetish absolutely stomach churning.
It's the holiday season and if you get the chance to pick up some duty free Marlboro Lights for Me - they would be very welcome. You may either post them to me or give them to Me in person.
My video camera has been at the repairers for about seven weeks! It is a Sony recommended repairers.. but they are rubbish! They have now posted My camcorder off to Sony (paying any extra costs themselves of course) as they couldn't fix it and I have suspicians that they broke it further as they didn't want to give it back to Me. Luckily I have been able to use Mistress Kate's video camera in the meantime but I want My one back.. yesterday!
That reminds Me - I would consider paying a decent camera man if you have a professional camcorder and excellent editing skills as it would save Me a lot of time. Contact Me to discuss your services.
Please note that I am soon going to remove the Diary archives for 2004-2007 from this site and put them on MY Members area.. so if you have been meaning to read them.. now is the time as they will only be accessible to Members soon.
Have a great weekend
Mistress Prima XX
9th June
It's been a funny week for Me this week, I haven't been feeling well and had to cancel the session bookings that I had and took a whole week off sessions. I very rarely do that.. but I just needed a rest. Slave nishi - thank you for your texts and emails of concern - call Me and we can reschedule your appointment.
On Saturday I went shopping with Mistress Kate and We bought some lovely bits and pieces for Our forthcoming holiday. Hats, sunglasses, shoes.. you name it - We bought it. When We got back to My place in the evening, one of My financial slaves had very kindly popped a large financial contribution to My holiday through My letterbox. He wishes to remain anonymous and I will respect his wishes but he has basically paid for My accomodation and some spending money for My almost three weeks in Thailand... very sweet and a huge Thank You to him. Our accomodation is now booked and We will be staying in three resorts.. Bangkok, Koh Phanghan and Koh Samui. The timing is perfect - We will be in Koh Phanghan for the monthly full moon beach party at Had Rin and I certainly intend to have a great time. Mistress Kate and I do get on very well and have a great laugh... and We intend to make some films while on holiday so that you may see Us enjoying cocktails beside the pool etc.
I made a size and strength comparison and lift and carry film which I will be loading shortly to My clip store - it's a great film for you if you fantasize about strong Women - here's some stills for you:
If you like the outfit that I am wearing in the film and would like Me to wear it for your session with Me - feel free to request it.
That's it for now, until next time
Mistress Prima XX
1st June
Ah sweet - I received a text from a slave today saying.. "you haven't updated your diary for weeks.. I'm worried.. are you alright?" Well, I know on occassions I've updated more regularly.. but it really wasn't that long.. no need to get worried.
I was rather pissed off last Sunday.. the slave that I was supposed to be kidnapping from the airport turned out to be a timewaster. After many emails going back and forth and My turning down many sessions to dedicate My time to him and his fantasies.
That really is incredibly rude as I treat all people with respect and am always professional - I expect the same in return. Maybe he was having a sad little wank somewhere at My expense.. but it wasn't very funny. I lost out financially and many genuine slaves didn't get the sessions that they wanted.
One of the joys of being a Mistress is that I get to meet so many really nice people and that our time together is very intense and often I know more about a slave than anyone else in the world.. even their wife/partner. It is a real kick in the teeth when one is conned - and I know that it is people like this that make many Mistresses tire of it all in the end. What can I say.. I won't let that one rotten apple spoil it for the thousands of decent, genuine slaves out there.
On a cheerier note - Mistress Kate and I made a new forced-bi film yesterday and I have just edited it and loaded it to My clips store. Here's some still's for you:
There will be some other new films going on over the next few days. Well - no-one has managed to correctly guess My heritage.. so here it is.. I am three quarters British and one quarter Burmese. A quarter.. just gives a hint at something exotic and confuses everyone!
I am getting inundated with session requests these days and although I am always willing to take bookings on the day if I have space - I would recommend that you book in advance if you can... by telephone not email - as I do not always have time to read My emails on the day.
Mistress Kate and I took a trip to Fettered Pleasures on Thursday and bought ourselves a special toilet. I have used it in a couple of sessions already... the relaxed position makes watersports so much easier.. and has somehow increased My volumes drastically. In a session yesterday.. I managed two large drafts of champagne within fifteen minutes of each other! I am still trying to get the hang of scat.. it really is difficult to perform at a predicted time.. I have litereally hundreds of people waiting for scat sessions.. but I am not in a position to guarentee results at the moment.. maybe soon - now that I have the new seat.
It's six or so weeks to My holiday.. I can't wait to be lounging on the beach in Thailand... and I cannot believe that it is the first of June already!!
That's it for now, be good.. be naughty.. and ALWAYS with respect!
Mistress Prima XX
25th May
I received an email from a slave asking where I am from originally? suggesting that I look a bit Arab. This gave me an idea for a little contest for My Diary readers. Now of course, if I have already told you My ethnic origin... then you cannot enter. Over the years people have had numerous guesses and they have always been incorrect.. so let's see if any of you can guess correctly and as all fun contests have a prize there will be a free film download to the person that gets the closest. I will give you only two clues.. My name is no help at all and I am three quarters one and one quarter another. That's it - email Me with your guesses.
I shall be kidnapping My new Swiss slave from a London airport this evening. With armed police around, of course I am going to have to be discreet lol. More details to follow.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
21st May
I have added a little extra service, which I suspect will be very popular - an idea I got from another Mistress's site. If you would like Me to remove My panties or stockings during a session - I will gag you with them and allow you to take them home with you for an additional £50. Of course you are welcome to wear them home.
I have a busy few days ahead of Me. This Friday is fully booked from 11.30am right through until Saturday morning including a lift and carry double domme session with Mistress Kate. Then I have some sessions on Saturday afternoon including nigel p's monthly forced full-weight chest sitting and then on Sunday evening I have a slave coming over from Switzerland for an extended kidnap session until Wednesday afternoon. As well as having him locked up.. I also have an adult baby coming all day on Tuesday from 9.30am - 6pm. Then another adult baby coming on the following Friday evening for a whole weekend. So, I thought that I'd better update My Diary while I still had some energy left lol. Luckily I really enjoy My work and getting to meet so many nice people.. otherwise I just wouldn't be able to do it. Extended sessions are currently in great demand and obviously there are only four weekends a month - so if you would like one of these you need to book in advance as much as possible.
Weekend sessions are becoming particularly limited as Mistress Kate and I are going away on holiday on the 8th July until the 27th to Thailand. I will do as many as I can before I go away... then the next one's available will be in August.
One of My adult babies is going to completely re-fit My kitchen for Me in a couple of months. I can't wait and wish it was already done! First though I have got to choose new tiles, units and all the other bits and pieces. It's much more convenient having a slave do My work for me as you can imagine the stuff that goes on in My place would be a bit shocking for conventional trades men.
I am not sure whether I have already mentioned this or not, but the other week Mistress Kate made me laugh. She was busy in the dungeon sessioning with a slave and popped downstairs and said to Me "are you aware there's a naked man in the bathroom fixing the lights?.. it's like being at Cynthia Paynes" It can get a bit like that sometimes lol. Don't worry if you don't want to be seen by another man - that is ALWAYS respected.. even if on occassion it means waiting for a moment in one room while the coast is made clear for you.
I would dearly love to buy a larger house but with the economy so uncertain and house prices predicted to drop.. it will pay Me to wait and see how things go. I would love to have a creepy cellar as a dungeon but the houses in My area just don't have cellars. So I will review the situation either late this year or early next year and decide what to do then. I love Chigwell, Buckhurst Hill and Loughton but being such nice areas they are also extemely expensive. Some of the large houses on Manor Road, five minutes from Me cost £3,000,000 upwards. An indoor pool and so much space, now that would be nice!
I recently bought a new pair of PVC shorts but they are a bit loose (size L) and I need to buy some smaller ones. They have been worn for several sessions now and if anyone would like to buy them.. washed or unwashed.. they are available for £50 inc p/p. Email Me for details. I also have some worn boots and shoes available - email for details.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
15th May
Well, it's been over a week since My last Diary update. The weather here in the UK has been so lovely that I have been taking it a bit easier and when the weather is like this I realise why I have a covertible car. I absolutely adore driving along leafy country lanes with the top down and some good music playing.
Of course I have still being doing sessions and making a few films and have been busy posting out DVD's, worn panties and tights all around the world..strangely to several chris's in Australia! I have also added another five films to My Members site. The number of films on there gets bigger all the time as so far I have not removed any.. there's an amazing 169 films and 454 photos at the last count.. that's enough to keep My fans busy for a very long time and they are all downloadable!
I have good news - the Scat site is now back up and running as usual and there is a new film too.
Mistress Kate and I have decided to go on holiday to Thailand in July instead of Cuba. Not because I don't like Cuba but because I remembered that there is no Internet access there.. and well I have to admit that I go crazy if I can't get My fix at least every other day. I have been to Thailand twice before and it too is lovely - so We will have a great time.
I have re-designed My adult baby site - and I will be taking more photos for the site soon and loading them to the gallery. One of My favourite adult babies is coming to stay with Me for the whole weekend at the end of May - he has been coming for over six years and I have got lots of plans for him - like a trip with Me to the cinema wearing a huge nappy and plastic pants under his clothes - very humiliating! Many of you may be surprised to find that I have a softer side to Me at times. People that have sessioned with Me will know that I can switch from soft and gentle to mean and domineering in a second.. and back again if I feel like it.. or if I need to. Occassionally slaves have passed out in sessions (for silly reasons sometimes like refusing to use their safe word) and I have had to bring them round and take care of them.. with a cup of sugary tea and biscuits.. more like a nurse than a dominatrix lol. I have heard of some Mistresses that shout all the time and never allow normal conversation... that is just not My style. It never has been. Years ago when I was a teacher, even then I never needed to shout and My students told Me that I was the scariest of all the teachers and that they called Me 'silent but violent'.. that made Me laugh.. and that was before I ever considered becoming a dominatrix!
I am having a blood test in the morning at 9.30am (don't worry it's nothing serious - I have excellent health) and I have had to fast for 12 hours. Going without food is not a problem but I am desperate for a cup of tea as I write this. Foreign Diary readers will maybe not understand My addiction to tea... but I guess along with talking about the weather (as I did earlier) and being a kinky nation - it's what marks us out as British.
Well the contributions to My holiday fund - see the link above - have been a bit scarce. Why is that? Maybe you don't want to open a Niteflirt account? If that is so - email Me and I will suggest other ways to make a donation. You know that you want to :)
that's it for now
Mistress Prima
3rd May
I have a solution for those people that want to watch My Scat films but cannot have DVD's delivered to their homes for various reasons. If you post Me £50 sterling cash I will give you a link where you can download My Scat films - email Me for details.
I have had another request for help - sent to My alter-ego Nanny Betty - the email is self-explanatary - please support this good cause if you can and have fun at the same time:
Dear Nanny,
There is a sponsored nappy walk taking place in Eastbourne (about 20 miles from Brighton on the south-east coast ) on Saturday 17th May. This will involve men dressed up in nappies taking a very public walk along the seafront and into town, including into the main shopping centre, on a busy Saturday.
The aim is to raise as much money as possible for a friend of the organizer of the nappy walk; she has put her house and life savings on the line in order to take a government regulatory body to court to try to overturn it's decision to shut down the Maternity Unit of the Eastbourne District General Hospital. If she loses the case, she will lose her house and her life savings. So the organizer has organized this event ( plus others of a non-baby theme) to try to pay her legal costs if she loses.
The walk has got council approval, it is now official and is going ahead. I have been in contact with the organizer ( Gary Moore ) and asked if it would be possible to allow people to turn up on the day and join the march in their nappies for a donation to the cause. He has told me: Yes.
So, if you know any ABs in Essex or around the south-east who would relish the chance to go public in their nappies and plastic pants ( that would probably be about the limit costume-wise ) for a donation ( please ask people to donate generously ), please would you let them know about this event?
It is not an AB-organized event so a certain amount of discretion is required, particularly if you contact the organizer. He's a very nice chap, but I don't think AB matters would be his interest!
The organizer is Gary Moore, tel. ( 01323 ) 469 406 . If anybody wants to contact me, I am extremely approachable and very willing to help / advise, you can contact me at badge12@hotmail.com I check my e-mails every day and I will reply.
Please help if you can, Nanny. I am sure there are ABs of your acquaintance who would LOVE to go on this walk!!! Perhaps you could come along as well, Nanny? Bucket carriers are already sorted, the marchers are being accompanied by wives and girlfriends in support because everyone doing it is very nervous at the prospect! I will be there, probably in my nappies, but that depends on how confident I feel on the day.....(Gulp!)
I am going to try to get the Sun , Talksport etc. to give it some publicity.
Regards,
Thurston Badger
Until next time
Mistress Prima XX
30th April
I opened My emails tonight just before going to bed... and it's all desperation emails today!
My Scat site is down at the moment - I am having trouble getting someone to handle the credit card transactions as it is such an extreme site!! Apparently this is causing a lot of suffering and
desperation out there and I have had several desperate requests for even one day's access. The simple answer until it goes back up.. send Me £50 cash sterling in the post and I will send you, discreetly, five DVD's of the films on Scatdommes. Here's just two of the desperate emails:
Dear Mistress Prima
I have more $$$$ clearing this week, and cant wait to buy the 25$ clip of the slave slurping from 6 condoms. Please tell me how much i need to spend to have access to scatdommes even for 1 day.
your shit slave
Hello Mistress,
I've purchased many clips from your clips4sale store, and will buy many more,
but please, I beg you, can I have access to your Scatdommes site, even for just 1 day. Im a true shit slave, but now im married, and cant use my cc to
access it. So I buy your clips thru clips4sale which I can fund with cash.
Im so addicted to you and Mistress Kate.
I have a slave that is an impoverished student and he is desperate for a sesion with Me but he just can't get the funds together. He has requested My help in finding him a generous sponser. Maybe someone out there is willing to pay for this poor sub's session with Me? Maybe someone would like to come and watch him be tormented by Me and pay for the pleasure of watching? Here's his desperate email:
dear mistress i have been an email slave of yours once before and i loved the whole thing i have a good idea which i dont know what u will think but i was hopeing that you could put this on your diary of course i will pay for this to be put up if u want me to
" bascially i was thiking that when i come home from uni in june i would love to have a session but i am saving so i was wondering if any other slaves would be willign to contribute to my demise, obv its a big thing to ask but theier reward would be me doign whatevre THEY wnted in the session i will have no limits and you mistress can admister their every wish to me"
i would love to hear from you with any commetns and i am happy to pay for this to go on ur diray and see if any one else wants to sponsor me being humitalted for all to see
cant wait for ur reply
ex email slave matt
xxxxxxxxxx
Well, I don't know what slave matt is studying at university.. but clearly he still needs to work on his spelling and grammar! He will get a good spanking too for his disrespectful use of lower case and shorthand to address Me. I would have thought that was humiliation enough, having such a badly written email published for thousands to read! Oh, the Teacher in Me will obviously never die lol. Hopefully someone out there will take pity on this hopeless financially challenged sub and pay for the punishment and humiliation he craves.
As I published an email in My last Diary update from My 'biggest fan in Australia' - here's one from My biggest fan in France:
Mistress Prima,
I write you from France. I am one of your best fan in this country. I hope I can meet you in the future. I'm sorry, my english isn't very good. And it's difficult for me to explain all reasons I admire you.
I'm a 32 years old submissive slave, used as toilet by several mistresses (piss and scat).
I appreciate much your scat videos with Ingrid. That's why I whould order the 5 volumes of Scatdommes series for 50£.
Is it possible to order from France ?
Thank you for your answer,
Regards,
Slave Arnaud
Well, slave arnaud, your Scat DVD's are on their way to France this very moment - I hope that you enjoy them.. and your English is MUCH better than My French!
I mentioned in My previous Diary entry that I am considering a second holiday later in the year with Mistress Kate and Mistress Pleasuredome and very sweetly one of My new slaves has offerred Me the use of his four bedroom villa, with pool and ten minutes from the sea in Portugal. That sounds delightful.. I have been to Portugal only once before but I may even make it a regular retreat if it works out well. I do work incredibly hard, sometimes seven days a week, and I must start taking more breaks. He of course will be the first on the list of the limited number of slaves allowed to attend so that leaves only five spaces available. I will probably go in July or August and will let you know via My Diary as soon as the details are confirmed.
One slave today purchased over $456 of My film clips in one transaction - now that email was a wonderful surprise to open. Maybe christian is My biggest fan in Switzerland?
A big thank you to financial slave john that put more funds into My account today - I have ordered Myself some black PVC hotpants and fishnet body stockings with your hard earned cash. Once they arrive I will wear them in a film so you will get to see them.
My racing driver slave was pleased to read about himself in My Diary a few weeks ago.. and I believe that he wants to come for a session this weekend. Well, maybe I will force him to suck a cock for me on Saturday morning at 11am :)
until next time
Mistress Prima XX
ps Vote for Me EVERY DAY.. and that's an order!
29th April 2008
There's been a mysterious odour, no a terrible stink, coming from My fridge all day today and as My domestic slaves were not around I was almost too afraid to look and see what was causing it. I thought that it must be something that had gone awfully rotten and finally I could take it no more and took a look. The culprit? Some 'French Mature Ripe Brie' that I had purchased from Waitrose, which is extremely tasty I must say but oh so stinky.
Regular readers of My Diary will know that I do not eat meat and that I consume only limited quantities of dairy products... and this cheese was a special treat for Myself. I really don't like supporting the veal trade even if indirectly.. but I have found it too much of a sacrifice to give up cheese completely. So I compromise and have only the occassional dairy treat... but I think that something that stinks My house out has got to go onto the banned list from now on.
I have had a lot of calls recently from Scandinavia - two from Sweden and one from Norway yesterday alone - from people enquiring about weekend extended stays. So I thought that I would mention what I offer. A weekend session would start on a Friday - possibly lunchtime - and go right through until Sunday evening. My tribute for this is £1000 and I require it to be booked and a deposit of £200 to be paid in advance. Each session is tailor made and can incorporate your interests and can also include a visit to a fetish club or maybe even a tourist destination during the days. If you would like Mistress Kate to be involved too then the tribute is £1,600 and the deposit £300. Obviously there is time for a lot of BDSM play over a whole weekend and there is the option of staying in bondage overnight too.
Mistress Kate and I have decided to go on holiday together in July. We are off to Cuba for two weeks of sun and rest - you will notice that I have placed a button at the top of this page so that you may contribute financially to My fun. Go on - let My first cocktail be on you! There's a gift of a large unpublished pic of Me for everyone that contributes and a chance to win a DVD of My films. I have been to Cuba before a few years ago - but My philosophy in life is.. 'try everything at least once.. and if it's good - do it again!'
Havana is a fun place, I love the warmth, the music, the old cars and architecture and the beaches on the coastal resorts are lovely with water as warm as My bath. I adore snorkelling in warm water and watching everything under the sea while I listen to the hypnotic sound of My breathing through the tube. Oh if only you could be there with us!!
Well, I am thinking of going away again later in the year to somewhere else with Mistress Kate and maybe Mistress Pleasuredome and We will invite a very limited number of slaves (maximum six) to attend to our needs throughout. I will publish the details on this page a few months in advance - so stay tuned.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
26th April
Slave nigel p came as agreed for his session today and also sent me the money for his previously cancelled appointment - and as as he took his punishment like a man.. well almost, lol, I agreed to remove his surname from My Diary entries. I do ALWAYS keep to My side of the contract and am always Fair.. while always FIRM too of course.
I received a text yesterday from slave n the boiler/lights slave. It was a response to My previous Diary entry about him.. and it did make Me smile.. here it is:
Hi Mistress Prima, I have just read Your diary. You would take priority over our Queen without doubt. I dread to think of My punishment if it were any other way. I look forward to serving You soon.
slave n
Well, our Queen can potentially dish out some pretty harsh punishments too slave n - I believe that Treason is still punishable by death... but then again.. maybe My punishments can be worse lol, at least execution is quick. I shall have you back again soon for some extreme breath control. Suffocation and strangulation to unconsciousness.. for those of you that were not sure what I meant by that.
I mentioned before that I currently have a special promotion of a free pair of My used tights (pantyhose) or stockings for anyone that buys $100 of clips in one transaction from My film clips store - well several people have now and here is an extract from an email that I received today and found very sweet:
Dear Mistress Prima
Well I did it! As soon as I saw that you had a new movie out - "made to swallow cum" I had to order it as this is a major fetish of mine. Nothing more humiliating or degrading for a male slave other than to swallow another mans cum! I hope one day you will do a movie where the slave is forced to drink the contents of used condoms through a mask / gag with some sort of funnel or other device. Perhaps after a girls night out or some such occasion. Any way enough about my movie ideas.
Once I had spent $26 dollars I decided to push on and go for the whole hundred! Sadly as I live in Melbourne, Australia I am unable to visit you so the idea of owning a pair of your used pantyhose is the only chance I will get to be even slightly close to you! I have been a member of both your web sites over the last few years and have purchased several of your clips from clips4sale.com.
I would prefer something sheer in a dark colour if possible. Just worn for a day or so would be great. I hope I am not being too demanding!
Until 1998 I used to live in Amersham ,Buckinghamshire so hopefully I will get back to the UK one day and can make an appointment to visit you.
Well by the time you get this email I will be tucked up in bed as we are 9 hours ahead of you.(after watching all the clips I am presently downloading).
With Kindest Regards
Chris - your biggest fan in Australia!
So slave chris, My biggest fan is Australia will be receiving a pair of My freshly worn pantyhose very soon and I might even put in a little something extra as he is such a sweety.
Here are some stills from the 'Made to Drink Cum' film that I made this week with Mistress Kate:
Regular readers of My Diary will be aware that I truly believe that I have special powers and I do seem to be in full-flow at the moment making everything that I want happen just like that... often within minutes of thinking it. The last sentence in My previous Diary entry asked for a plasterers services - well, lo and behold, My session person turned up ten minutes after I had written it and guess what his job is.. a plasterer! Hopefully he will be doing the work for Me soon.
My next forced-bi filming session will be on Saturday 3rd May around 11am - slave neil if you are available then - contact Me.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
22nd April
Slave neil came to see Me yesterday to buy five DVD's (currently on a fantastic offer of 5 for only £50). He lives more than 300 miles away so he hadn't had a chance to visit Me before. I was feeling a bit cross when he turned up as I had just had a three hour session cancelled at the last minute and had been turning people down all day saying that I was fully booked.
I mentioned this to him (he was on his knees before Me at this stage) and he asked if he could have a session as I now had the time. We had a great session and now I have plans for him - I have instructed him that he is to return soon and have his pathetic cock locked into a chastity device and then return on a regular basis say every 6 weeks - to be let out for some temporary relief. The catch.. and there always is one with Me lol .. he will have to earn each ten minute unit of release by sucking a cock for Me. So if he doesn't want to.. that's fine - he can stay locked-up forever.
slave neil is a regular follower of My Diary (for over three years!!) and reads it on his phone - so sadly he could not watch the little trailer gift I put in My last update. I got him to show Me what My site looks like on a phone as I have never looked at it that way before as I am always on My PC... and wasn't even aware that it worked on phones!
Here's a text from him I received this morning:
Dear Mistress,
Thank you for yesterday's session, it was fantastic and an honour to be in your presence. The DVD's are great too, I watched them all while locked in chastity device (still in it) - not sure how your other slaves manage it for months. Being your chaste slave and the power it gives you fills me with fear but also tremendous excitement.
slave neil
I have no idea how he managed to watch all five DVD's so quickly on top of that long journey home - that's enthusiasm for you!!
This is so funny, slave nigel p (full surname removed as he complied with My instructions) called Me yesterday.. after not bothering to contact Me in ages.. and begged Me to remove his name from My Diary. Well, not only is it not removed lol it's been written here again. That will teach him to mess Me around!! I told him he was VERY LUCKY that I haven't published his mobile number yet and that it goes up if he hasn't sessioned with Me by the end of April. Thousands of people all around the world read My Diary and love following the adventures of My slaves..especially the errant ones.. and he is in for a full hour of full-weight chest sitting with no mercy when he finally gets his sorry ass over to Me.
Slave n - the one that fixed My boiler a while ago.. put up some new light fittings in My living room and kitchen yesterday. While we were chatting - he told Me something interesting. Apparently, he also works at Buckingham Palace and fixes leaking radiators etc in the Queen's and the Princes' bedrooms. How funny is that (and fitting!).. I have a Royal service on call and so that I never have to be cold again.. he now carries every possible part for My boiler in his van in case it ever goes wrong again. Umm now I wonder.. if the Queen has an emergency and so do I at the same time.. which one of us will have to wait :)
I require a plasterer to re-plaster My kitchen ceiling - if you are skilled and can help please call Me. I will give a free session in exchange.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
20th April
Well, it's been another busy week - so many slaves and adult babies to attend to. I had a new slave join My stable today and I have called him slut brenda. His little ass, which is now mine of course, was given a good training session and he is maybe 2 or 3 sessions away from being able to take My strap-on. I intend to use him in My films soon and I have instructed him to buy himself some high heels and a wig so that he looks presentable in My films. I can't wait to spit-roast him.. as he has never done that before.
You may remember Me mentioning a slave called nigel recently that was signed-up on a contract to serve Me on a monthly basis for a year. Well, he has cancelled his appointment to serve Me one time too many and I have lost My patience. he was instructed to send Me the cash for his cancelled appointment and he didn't.. so rather than waste My time texting or calling him to warn him... here is his full name: Nigel P (removed as he complied with My instructions) and his mobile number will be published here soon unless I hear from him. I have had it with timewasting slaves pushing their luck.. and all the other Mitresses that read My diary will now know that he is a timewaster and refuse to see him. He hopefully will find himself unable to get a session with anyone ever again. Good!!
Slave paul also paid Me a visit today - I have mentioned him before - he comes for an hour's session but is such a sweety slave that he gives Me £400. I must add that he is not rich and that he has to work very hard to save up that money for Me.. so I appreciate it all the more. That didn't stop Me asking whether he had any more money hidden away in his pockets though and I took his last £15 as well as the £400. Well, he would have just wasted it on himself lol. I asked him how many times a week he wanks while thinking of Me.. and his reply was around 6 times per week... that's a lot of wanking! The sacrifice that a financial slave makes is very special, and although not for everyone, shows the utmost devotion. I do love each and every one of My financial slaves and always welcome more. Would you like to take me on a shopping trip? Just as touching are slaves that give up their valuable time for Me - fixing up My house etc. I currently require a plasterer and a carpenter.. so call Me if you can help.
I Myself am feeling generous today so I decided to give you a little gift - a little sample of Me going mad with My strap-on earlier this week while making a film with Mistress Kate and a new friend of Mine Mistress Leesa. The film is available at My clips store and is also being loaded on My Members Site.
I hope you enjoy the taster! Right click here and save target as to download it to your computer.
As promised here are the diary entries from My big slut slave karen from 'her' recent week's trip as a female.
"i drove off from home wearing womens panties, bra, jeans t shirt and jumper and arrived at Tesco Lakeside, where i bought supplies and a new flowery black top and skirt. I changed there and headed north as karenjane fully made up wig, glasses etc. It was a journey of several hours so i had plenty of time to get used to being karenjane. I did put my jeans back on and take off my wig and make up to get some more supplies in Caernarfon, as i wasn't sure what the reaction would be to me, but as soon as i got in the cottage, i dressed properly. There was time on the Saturday for a drive to the side of Llyn Quellyn a beautiful lake with a nice walk and seat at the side. It was just great to walk out from the car as karenjane and sit and look at the lake with the wind in my hair and my skirt blowing. Then it was back to my hilltop cottage, a converted chapel, to cook some dinner and watch tv. I went to bed with bra and breasts in and wig on, in a satin strappy long nightie.
Sunday was a walk some way up Snowdon. It was quite cold, but sunny, and my boots were fashion boots, which tended to sink in any mud. However, i set off up the path and walked up for about an hour, admiring the fantastic view and putting on a headscarf to keep my hair under control. On the way down i passed a few other walkers but no one paid me any attention. My calf muscles were getting quite tired. So into Porthmadog to fill up with petrol and have a look around the area.
The week was a mix of dressing in jumper and jeans for volunteer work and as soon as i got home dressing as karenjane. Real immersion, i recommend it. i really relaxed and chilled out. Friday was a final walk down the hill from my cottage and off up a hillside path, my handbag over my shoulder and my hair blowing about. i've never climbed over a stile in a skirt before.
So my time as karen or karenjane has now come to an end. i am not sure when or if i will do it again. As i came to the end, i thought of how far i had come. i now think of my jeans size as 14 medium. i can put on liquid eyeliner without getting into a mess. i always outline my lips before applying lipstick. Having long hair is something i can now treat almost as second nature - i now know what ears are for, tucking my hair behind.
My adventures have included a meal in a restaurant in East London, riding the Tube, a makeover in Debenhams, being stranded in very inappropriate clothes in Essex, and climbing a mountain.
Somehow, it now feels a bit strange not being karenjane!!
Thank You Mistress Prima for encouraging me to find my feminine side"
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
15th April
Gosh, I did write a long Diary entry last time. Well it's going to be just a short update this time as I am feeling rather exhausted. I do tend to get carried away with things and do them to excess.. no, not drug taking and drinking.. improving My Members Site is what has been keeping Me up until the wee hours this time around. I have changed the design quite a few times over the past weeks but I am finally happy with it now - I think.
I am so determined that it is going to be Mega-Successful and I won't stop until I have 10,000+ members. I have continued to build on My web design skills - you will notice a little difference to this site today :) and I have now started loading new content to My Members Site on a weekly basis.
That's a lot of new films being made every week and on top of that I have been inundated with people wanting sessions. There's such a lot of talk of economic doom and gloom in the news, what with the credit crunch in the USA that for a while I was worried whether I would have to start cutting back. Ironically however, the more stressed and under pressure people become through their jobs and businesses, the greater their urge for a domination session. It is very relaxing you know! So maybe I shall have a very demanding year ahead of Me - slaving away lol.
There is a fine line between who is serving who sometimes between a Mistress and a slave. I realised this last Friday, I was having a lay-in and relaxing as My session appointments had not confirmed. Then out of the blue, two people called for sessions that they wanted almost immediately.. and as I was showering I purposely went slowly and maintained My relaxed state.. remembering that it is they who serve ME and not the other way round!
I am having another go at doing some forced-cocksucking filming this Thursday at Noon - if you would like to participate call Me.
Big slut karen went away for a week and spent the whole time dressed as a Woman - with make-up, boobies, lingerie, wig and Ladies clothes. I shall be publishing the diary of her adventures in My next Diary Update. Something for you to look forward to!
Until then,
Mistress Prima XX
5th April
I couldn't update My Diary last weekend because My telephone line (and therefore also My broadband connection) suddenly went dead on Saturday morning. It wasn't fixed until Monday morning and when I spoke to the men in the street fixing the line, I found out why it had gone down. Apparently someone had stolen the cable from the street!! Now, some people really have got to get a life - there's got to be millions of better things to do with one's time.. like come and have a session with Me for a start:)
I have been extremely busy this last two weeks. Lots of sessions and film making. Sadly the planned outrageous cock-sucking film didn't happen because not enough reliable people confirmed on the day.
Instead, Mistress Kate and I made a great strap-on film which is being edited and loaded to My clips4sale store and My Members Area as you read this. It's called 'Anal Virgin's Abuse' and is currently at the top of the first page. In the final clip I have put a stocking over the slave's head and body to bind him up and I then give him a forced handjob - I was trying to ruin his orgasm so I kept My thumb over his cock so that the cum couldn't spurt out. Well, not much of a ruined orgasm.. he said that he'd never had an orgasm like it in his life.. and he was completely spaced out afterwards for ages. I just get better and better lol.
I have just started a special promotion - I will send a FREE pair of My used stockings or tights to everyone that spends $100+ in one transaction on MY clips at My clips4sale store. I only advertised the promotion in the early hours of this morning but already I will be packing up todays fragrant tights for a good fan in Austria. I put a new film clip on youtube to advertise the promotion and it is unbelieveable.. over 3,500 views in less than 24 hours. If only they all gave Me £1.. Here's the film below for you - the music is by Scouting for Girls.. I thought that it fitted the film perfectly.
I had yet another financial slave send Me money this week - he isn't rich and he will have to go without now as he has sent Me his cash.. ahhhh.. still .. not to worry... I will buy Myself some pretty lingerie with his cash from Figleaves.com and if any fans would like to purchase some for Me.. the link takes you to a set that I like - My size is 36DD for the bra and 14 for the shorties/panties and I like the Jetrose and Ruby Red versions best... but of course they are all really nice :) It will be the closest something of yours will ever get to My body. You can buy a gift voucher and give them My email address .. and as a thank you for being so sweet - I will email you a pic of Me wearing the lingerie... just for you.
Update: Financial slave john read this diary entry within hours of Me posting it and immediately called Me and sweetly paid ANOTHER £50 for My new lingerie.. so I have just ordered the set above and he will be receiving a pic of Me wearing it.. as a little thank you pressie from Me. However there's always MORE that I would like.. and here's another set that I would love from Figleaves
Last week a new slave visited Me for his first ever session.. I asked him what his job was and he replied that he is a professional racing driver. I then asked if it was scary and his reply was "not as scary as being here with you" I did find that funny and told him that I would put his reply in My diary entry. As I don't follow any sports at all Myself I also had no idea whether he was one of the really famous guys.. and being as discreet as I am.. of course I wouldn't say anyway.. but I will say that he didn't resemble Max Mosley... and he didn't request a Nazi scenario lol. I do wish him luck in the forthcoming races.
On Thursday a slave came over from the USA for a three hour trampling session with Mistress Kate and Myself. I have to say that I was quite impressed.. he managed to take the full weight of both of Us for a lot of the session. I even sat and ate toast and Marmite at one point while smothering him with My bottom.. now how many people in the world have such a relaxing job as that? it would have made an excellent film but he didn't want his session filmed.
I mentioned in My last Diary update that My DVD's are selling well and that they have never been this cheap.. well.. since then they are selling like hot cakes.. so keep it up.. and if you haven't ordered them yet - email Me NOW and order them.
well that's it for now
Mistress Prima XX
23rd March
Well it took ages as My PC was dying on Me for some reason while I was trying to do it - but I have now made the Free Trailer for My Members Area. Mistress Kate and Mistress Pleasuredome are kindly going to do very revealing Exclusive Interviews for the Members Area and these will be going on there very soon on the Interviews page.
I will be making some Forced Cock Sucking films on Tuesday 1st April at noon with Mistress Kate. If you would like to join in please call Me to book a place. Lets make it a complete cum drinking gang-bang to out-do all previous outrageous films - the more the merrier!!
I hope that you enjoy the film trailer - until next time.
Mistress Prima XX
23rd March
Just a quick hello to say happy Easter to all of My Diary readers. The weather is rough... what with snow this morning and I am thinking of heading off to warmer climes as soon as I get the time.
I have spent time re-designing My Members Area. I tried one look yesterday and decided that I didn't like it and have now changed it again. A Woman's perogative of course and oh so much easier now I can make the changes Myself. I have still got to make the new free trailer to go onto the Preview page - and hopefully I'll get that done by tomorrow. Then I will be re-designing the Photo Gallery within the Members Only part and adding hundreds of downloadable photos. I have also created a Stories page within the Members Only area and will be adding more each week so do email Me your stories and I will publish them.
My videos are selling well now that I have a special offer on of five for only £50 inc p/p.. they have never been this cheap so do take advantage before I decide to put the price back up again.
That's it for now
Mistress Prima XX
15th March
I have a new financial slave that sent me £50 this week (thank you slave r) and another one that has signed a contract to pay Me £100 per month. I do adore My financial slaves - I love the fact that they are working hard to make My life easier.. the way it should be of course!
I have decided that I have a vacancy for a regular slave to be called on at least once a week for whatever duties I desire.. that might be domestic work, foot massage, filming, serving tea to Myself and Mistress Kate.. whatever.. and it will be on a contract for 1 year and My tribute will be £300 per month payable in advance. Call Me if you would like to apply.
Slave nigel p heeded the previous warnings on My Diary page and is coming to see Me soon - ahh he didn't want his details published on here like poor blackmail slave john's. He actually seemed surprised that I am fair and that I didn't publish his details as he had made an appointment to see Me. Well that's what the deal is - I am always very fair - so long as a slave is OBEDIENT.
I intend to redesign My Members Area next - I am still planning how it should look, but it is great now I know how to build websites Myself easily. Even updating My Diary entry is now much simpler than it used to be and all previous Diary entries are neatly archived (see below).
I made a film of Mistress Kate sessioning with one of My regular slaves this week and the film is now available at My Clips4sale store - I am not in the film as I am behind the camera - but you will hear Me laughing and egging Mistress Kate on to be mean! It was funny, Mistress Kate was using a dildo on the slaves's ass and masturbating him and ordering him not to become too excited.. in the film you'll hear Me say "it's a bit late for that" and shortly after, against Her instructions, he shot his load. Mistress Kate was actually a bit cross but I was laughing and said that did tend to happen if you do that! After My thousands of sessions generally I can keep someone on the edge for the whole hour, without any "accidental orgasms" but even I get caught out sometimes. Only this week, one of My slave couldn't help himself as I was sliding a large needle very slowly and teasingly into the most sensitive part of his cock. Obviously the sensation was just too exquisite to bear!!
I do love the variety. One person's delight may be needles, another person may enjoy dressing up as a slutty TV and yet another may just adore worshipping My feet. All sessions are fun so long as I can see genuine pleasure and satisfaction on the slaves's face.
Here's some stills from the film I made this week, Mistress Kate giving the slave a wedgie really made Me laugh - it's never occurred to Me to do that:
Well, I hope that you like the pics and enjoy the film, I do work hard for your entertainment, don't I.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
5th March
The slave that fixed My boiler for Me a few weeks back, came for a breath control session with Me this week. He has sessioned with Me before but not for a long time. Well he kindly wrote the following comments about his session and said that he is happy for Me to publish his comments - so here they are:
Hi Mistress Prima,
My breath play session was without doubt the most powerful experience I have ever had.
Sure, I was very nervous, but never once doubted your skill. I felt comfortable to talk to you and open up to you.
You are a true and honest Mistress in every sense. I am looking forward to our next session.
Thank you
slave nick
I would like to add that I was very aware that slave nick was enjoying his session as he had a huge erection for almost the whole hour.. especially when he was gasping for breath!! He was encased in latex from the waist up and breathing through a tube while I sat on his face when I finally allowed him to relieve himself.
Breath control is one of My specialities and I have been trained in advanced techniques, have many years of experience and enjoy the edge play. The power is extreme as you look into someones' eyes as you suffocate the last breath out of them as they pass into unconsciousness (only for a few seconds by the way). Of course you must NEVER practice breath play alone as it is seriously dangerous to do so.
You do need to be in good health for Me to be willing to do a breath play session with you - and if you are new to breath play - I would not take you to unconsciousness on a first session - you have to build up the confidence and trust for that.
I have now loaded the "Caged Forced Footworship" and the "Warm Lube Forced Handjob and Ruined Orgasm" films to My clipstore and My Members Area. Here's some stills from the handjob film - I hope you like them:
Oh how funny - blackmail slave john emailed Me and asked if I was alright?? I replied and said that he obviously hadn't read My latest diary entry and as he clearly had no intention of paying Me and had lied about posting Me money that there was no reason for him to ever contact me again.. ha ha.. his reply started with the word SXXX.. that he didn't beieve that I would really do that!! well now he knows that I would.. and I did .. and so does the rest of the world.
that's it for now
Mistress Prima XX
28th February
Well I didn't receive any money in the post from blackmail slave jon - so as promised here are his personal details - do feel free to call him and tell him that only a complete WANKER wastes Mistress Prima's time.
His full name is John Jarvis, he lives in Byfield and his mobile number is 07935 785447. See My previous entry for his photograph.
I have just loaded a new film to my film clips store that fans of My feet will love - here's the pics from the film. You can either buy the film from My clips store or I will be loading it shortly onto My Members Area
Well, just a short update this time,
Until next time
Mistress Prima XX
25th February
This is just a short diary entry to say that I actually redesigned My website Myself. I hope that you like the changes!! It should all load very quickly now and be easy to find your way around. There are a lot more pics in the gallery too - some that have never been seen before and some old favourites.
I have spent quite a few hours over the past week or so learning web design and maybe it's a control thing lol but I realised that I prefered to do it Myself - so, sorry to slave michael that had started working on My site and was then told that I had already done it. I don't like being dependent on anyone if I can help it.. I guess that strong, independent and determined streak in Me is what makes Me so suited to being a Dominatrix. I would be able to do absolutely everything.. if only I had the time to learn.
I am waiting for a payment from blackmail slave jon - if I haven't received it by Wednesday - his personal details will be published on here - it's funny but he obviously hadn't read My last diary entry - and he emailed Me asking if I had forgotton about him.. what a surprise he must have got - to see himself on here!!
slave nigel p also got the message and has arranged his next appointment with me - funny how a little persuasion always works :)
Do email Me and let Me know what you think of the new site design and the new gallery - I worked very hard to make it look good - and would love to hear what you think. In fact I enjoyed Myself so much I am considering becoming a website designer.. don't worry .. I'm not giving up domination yet.. but if you need a website designed.. think about asking Me.. especially if you have a BIG company budget.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
16th February
I have uploaded some new pics to My gallery including some pics of the new dungeon. I hope that you like them. slave michael is designing a new website for Me at the moment but I could use another slave with web skills.. so if you want to serve Me.. just email Me with your skills and availability.
How terrible, in My last update I forgot to say a big thank you to slave n for fixing My boiler.. and kindly paying for the £120 part. He was definately My hero that week, as the temperature was 1C outside and I was freezing. A big thank you too to danny for the 200 cigarettes and bottles of wine and TV Tess for the roses.
Blackmail slave jon has pushed Me to the limits.. he did not send Me his monthly payment.. even though he texted Me and said that I would get it. How studpid is that.. I mean.. who gives all their personal details to a Dominatrix, begs for blackmail and then doesn't pay? To make him think that I was going to let it go.. ha ha I have purposely not made the phonecalls to his girlfriend/boss YET.. so he is currently sitting smug.. thinking that I don't stick by My threats. As a lesson to him and all other slaves that may wonder do I really see My threats through.. here are two pics of him.. showing his face and wearing ladies panties and shaving his legs.. what would his family think of that...his full name and maybe more personal details will be published in My next diary update.. unless he pays Me £300 asap.
slave nigel p needs to take this as a warning.. he is on a one year contact to come and see Me once a month and after his last session, he said that he had reached his limits and tried to wimp out of the contract. Well, I very kindly offerred him the option of buying himself out of the contract for £1,000.. I mean, even the army lets you buy yourself out lol but he doesn't seem keen on that.. so enforcement it will be if he does not contact Me asap to make either his next appointment or a £1,000 payment. Remember nigel p.. I have lots of personal info on you and you willingly signed a contract to serve Me for 1 year... even though I was sitting on your chest and forcing you at the time lol.
I have a very mean pic of Myself and Mistress Kate - too scary to go on our mainstream websites.. but We may start a new Members area for real hardcore sadism fans.. apparently She looks extrememely evil and I look like a psycopath. As I have so many people afraid of Me already, I am not sure the world is ready for it yet!! I do have a sweet side .. really lol
Have fun
Mistress Prima XX
6th February
I have been busy over the last week setting up a dungeon in My house in Chigwell. Mistress Kate and I and three slaves moved Mistress Kate's dungeon equipment from Southend to Chigwell. It was hard work but worth it - I have already done some sessions in the new dungeon - and I did enjoy Myself. A normal domestic scenario is still available for those slaves that prefer that and also for Adult baby sessions.
Mistress Kate will be moving in with Me in early March - She will be with Me this Wednesday, Thursday and Friday and also next Friday. Below is an email from one of Mistress Kate's slaves that helped Us with moving the dungeon equipment:
Dear Mistress Prima
It was lovely to meet you yesterday whilst helping, albeit in a very small way, Mistress Kate with her move. I thought you to be much more impressive in person than the pictures on your website, a reversal of the usual way of things. I was deeply impressed by your ability to get inside my head on such a short acquaintance and to bring out a hidden desire that I never knew I had. Unlike the many who would find this frightening, I find it reassuring; you are obviously a woman who knows exactly what she is doing, a Mistress of your craft instead of someone who just styles themselves “A Mistress.”
I am really looking forward to seeing you in session with Mistress Kate. Before I had the honour of meeting Mistress Kate I was for some years the personal slave/maid of a wonderful Lady, now sadly deceased Mistress Jennifer,hence the “Lucy.” She was never a pro-domme but was a keen scene player. She suffered two stokes last autumn and died between Christmas and New Year, she knew that her time had come and graciously permitted me to find a new Lady to love and to serve. Her strokes were almost certainly caused by her heavy smoking, which is why I had the impertinence to mention the fact of your smoking yesterday. I spent the best part of my time in service to her trying to persuade her to give it up, but she was a lady who lived life to full. She smoked at least fifty a day, always with a holder, of which she had three, one jade, one jet, and one ivory. She(and it has to said many others) thought it made her look sensual and sexy, but despite being of riper years she was sensual and sexy enough not to need cheap props, and it killed her. I am sorry to have whinged on but I feel the same way about smoking as you do about the mistreatment of animals. When I read on website that you had given up the evil weed my heart sang, even though I didn’t know you I thought “that’s given her another ten of years of life, good.” Believe me Mistress Prima watching somebody you love and worship needlessly destroy themselves is far more painful than anything you could deliberately inflict in your dungeon.
Yours obediently,
Lucy
Well I am still smoking despite lucy's pleas but maybe I'll get around to giving up again sometime this year. Here's another email that I enjoyed - it's always nice to hear that people enjoy reading My diary:
i really enjoyed Your latest journal entry. It is a privilege to be inside Your Thought Process on sub's fear of You, and so hot that You Enjoy it :) i can relate to the subs who are both scared and enthralled by You.
Every moment that i have watched Your Work on video, i have been so taken by You, Your looks, Your manerisms...just Your general way. At the same time, the hardcore videos are downright frightening! Which is a compliment. i tend to be too crazy for my own good and if i lived in the UK i would without a doubt eagerly attempt to session with You. But i admit, i would have a nervous stomach. i also enjoyed Your story about the vanilla gathering. One of my most favorite things in my life is getting to see the Cruel Women, who domme me so harshly, interacting sweetly with other people who are not their property like me. Knowing how cruel and sadistic She is, but watching Her carry on so politefully and fairly with others, it's like knowing a secret...plus it keeps me constantly hard knowing how unfair and wicked She is going to soon be to me.
And i liked the part where Your Laugh blew Your cover...because i sure do love Your Laugh! Hours of being Laughed at by You would make dire predicaments suddenly so appealing, Mistress Prima. i really enjoy Your clips, Mistress. And the dvd that i bought from You. Hopefully someday i will get to Europe...unless a lucky miracle brings Mistress Prima to San Francisco in the United States ;)
JR
Well, you never know jr, maybe one day I will find the time to visit San Fransisco - I am sure that I would love it. What a shame that there is only one Me to go around lol so many slaves all over the world wish that I could visit their country. I adore travelling but it's a matter of finding the time as My slaves here in the UK keep Me pretty busy.
Blackmail slave jon had the impertinence to ask Me what I would do if he didn't make his monthly payment this month. He is truly pushing Me for some very severe punishment.. very unwise as I have his work and girl friend's telephone numbers, real name and address and several incriminating photos of him. I think a call to his girlfriend and/or work saying that his results from the 'Special Clinic' are now available and that he needs to come in for medication might do the trick.. unless I get that payment this Thursday I will be making those calls... and that is just the start of it!
I will be having some photos taken this week of the new dungeon and will post them on here next time I update My diary. Until then, keep safe and have fun.
Mistress Prima XX
27th January
I went to a lunch party today of one of My vanilla friends. She and her husband of course know what I do, but the other guests do not. Of course, I was in vanilla clothing and I believed I passed quite naturally for a 'normal' person... ie. sweet, gentle.. maybe even shockable ha ha. Well that image of Myself didn't last long. A child at the lunch happened to pass a Mr Men book called "Mr Small" to one of the male guests and as I just happened to notice I couldn't help but laugh out loud.
Well everyone immediately commented on My 'evil' laugh... My cover was cracking. I was having a normal chat with a couple and explained that I used to be a teacher.. and they both then said.. "a mean teacher" and started making Dominatrix like gestures.
I have had comments like this all MY life - since I was a young schoolgirl - way before I ever considered being a Dominatrix and I have always wondered why. So many strangers have suggested that I be a Dominatrix - maybe as many as 100 - and I honestly have no idea why. I guess that it is just My natural calling in life. Many of My Mistress friends tell Me that when their slaves mention Me to them that they say that they are too scared to speak to Me. I actually find that quite funny as I really do see Myself as a sweet and gentle person... but then maybe not.
Even funnier, when I then logged onto My Mistress Prima emails - the first one I opened was this:
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From: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
To: mistressprima@hotmail.com
Subject: A worshipper from afar
Date: Sun, 27 Jan 2008 01:29:25 +0000
Mistress,
I am writing to you whilst waiting for my computer to download one of your forced cock sucking humiliation clips from clips4sale. I have seen you on the internet for over a year now and am very intimidated by you and your extreme power. Forced cocksucking is a fantasy which I have never carried out. It frightens the life out of me, and yet I often masturbate while thinknig about it, or while watching it my computer screen.
I'm sure you have heard these type of sentiments before Mistress Prima. I am writing simply to tell you that I feel in awe of you. If I lived in England I have no doubt I would have sought an audience with you Mistress. And I am sure I would have felt unbelievably anxious and worried after entering your lair - more so I am sure than with any other Mistress I have visited.
There is something about you Mistress Prima which strikes the fear of God into me and yet excites the hell out of me at the same time. The stinging nettle clip is an example of the extremity, and originality, which makes my mouth gasp and my cock twitch. I hope to speak with you one day. Sadly our currency is very weak so I will have to save my pennies before I can afford a niteflirt call.
Yours Jon
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RE: A worshipper from afar?
From: Mistress PRIMA (mistressprima@hotmail.com)
Sent: 27 January 2008 03:13:26
To: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Dear jon, You sound very sweet - what a pity you can't come and visit Me in person.. I would force you to suck a cock for My entertainment while I laughed at you. Continue to support Me by buying My films... I will be making more forced-bi films in a couple of weeks. regards Mistress Prima
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One of Mistress Kate's slaves told her the other day that he was too scared to visit Me but that if She was going to be there then it might be alright. We were both laughing about it and Mistress Kate thinks that it is really cool that I am the most terrifying Mistress.. that I am both exciting and terrifying men throughout the world. It is quite cool really and something that I do enjoy. But you should get the courage to come and visit Me.. nothing will happen that you cannot handle.. My skill guarentees that.
On a totally boring note - My central heating boiler broke down this evening - hopefully adult baby stevie will be able to fix it for Me - but just in case he cannot - if you are a gas man - please call Me asap to offer your help. One of the perks of being one of the UK's top Mistresses is that I rarely have to pay for these things.
Until we meet again
Mistress Prima XX
18th January
It's been a while since My last diary update as I've been so busy but I would like to wish you all a very happy new year. I know that just eighteen days into the month all that now seems like ages ago.
I have some exciting news. My good friend Mistress Kate will be working from My place in Chigwell full-time within the next few weeks. What's more She will be bringing all of her fantastic dungeon equipment over to My place as well.. excellent news for those slaves that have missed Me having a dungeon!! I will let you know via this diary the exact date that the new dungeon will be set up and when Mistress Kate will be working from Chigwell Mon-Fri 10am-8pm. On the same subject I require a man and a van to help move the dungeon equipment from Southend to Chigwell. Reliability and discretion is essential but a free session with Mistress Kate and Myself will be your reward (worth £220). Please contact Me if you can help.
I had a wonderful birthday on new Year's Eve and thank you so much to all of the people that sent lovely cards and presents. A slave that wishes to remain anonomous gave Me a very generous gift of £2000 which as always is lovely to receive.. I received far too many presents to list them individually but they were all lovely and greatly appreciated.
I have a new blackmail slave called jon - I shall be planning some exciting and scary tasks for him over the coming months and if he doesn't comply in any way - a photo of him in a pair of ladies panties and his real name and address will appear on this page. Ha Ha I do love to put such terror into a slave. Another slave of Mine is now under contract to come and visit Me once a month for one year - and the same humiliating punishment will be in stall for him should he fail to show up for an appointment. Slave michael has now been in his latest bout of chastity for over five months and he sent Me a pleading email, saying that he cannot even have love with his tackle locked away.. I just laughed.. what more did he expect.. sympathy???
Until we meet (again)
Mistress Prima X