25th December 2009

Merry Christmas to all of My Diary readers. I am totally relaxing today and tomorrow so I will not be answering My phone. Thank you for all the emails and best wishes. Back to work as normal on the 27th Dec.

Be safe and see you soon.

Mistress Prima XX

18th December

Wow only 1 week to go until Christmas day! I am available for sessions over the Christmas period apart from the following days:

24th, 25th, 26th, 31st December and 1st January.

I will be making a film on the 28th December with My friend Mistress Miranda at My place - if you have sessioned with Me before and would like to appear in one of the films email or call Me. We will be doing forced-bi along with other stuff which We will decide on the day.

I will start building a new Members area if I get the time over the holidays - sadly no super website developer volunteer came forward so I am left to do it Myself. I have got a bit lazy regards film making since I had My accident last May - I intend to get back into it in 2010. I get many volunteers wanting to appear in films but generally the best way to get accepted is to session with Me first - then once I have met you We can discuss filming.

You may have noticed that I have removed most of My Diary archive pages - this is the start of Me stream-lining My website - they have been on there for years so if you didn't read them - well now it's too late :(

It was just a quick update today - in case I don't update again before Christmas - have a fantastic Christmas! As I write there is snow on the ground so maybe it will be a white Christmas?

until next time

Mistress Prima XX

13th December

How fast the weeks (and the year) are going. I haven't even got around to putting My Christmas decorations up yet. I've just got in from a late night out and thought I'd do a quick Diary update.. before I start getting those enquiries about am I alright :)

Todays entry is about MY CONTROL over My slaves.

Firstly there's the latest Chastity film that I made last week. The most extreme chastity EVER! If chastity is your fantasy you will just love this film as poor slave michael has his chastity device covered in liquid metal so that he can NEVER be released. He's already been in chastity for five years and finally his fantasy has come true.. he is well and truly locked away for ever and is completely under My control. It was funny while We were making the film - the liquid metals' chemical reaction began burning his poor cock and balls and he was terrified that they may get burned off. Apart from a dash to a cold shower there wasn't a lot we could do as it is all now impossible to remove. The film is for sale at My clips store and here's a pic of the chastity device being cemented on permanently.

Another slave under My (maybe permanent) control is slave nigel p - he came up with some sob story about how he must stop coming to see Me as he has lost his job - I said fine - provide documentary evidence and I may negotiate.. ah how predictably lame - he can't come up with any lol. Of course I will now be more severe with him :)

Here's an email from him:

I have been asked by Mistress Prima to give an account of my experience with her to prove that she is a serious Professional Dominatrix.

To say that Mistress Prima is the ultimate Professional Dominatrix is an understatement. She is the real deal. One look through her website will tell any genuine sub that she has a complete understanding of their interests and needs. Everything is described clearly with all the key words in block capitals, bold text or underlined to emphasise what she is about. It is uniquely designed in terms of format and content which is consistent with her lifestyle as a natural dominatrix as I later found out.

I have now been under contract to Mistress Prima for two years and she has already told me that she will force me to continue for at least another year with a stricter contract that she will enforce against my will if necessary. She is even considering whether to make it a rolling indefinite contract to prove to me that I am her property and will let me know her decision shortly. Her punishment for not complying with the contract terms and conditions can be harsh. However, because it is all real and not role play she has often been lenient. Nevertheless, in desperation I have even tried to second guess her by thinking ahead that she might force me to attend sessions even more regularly which I cannot afford (because that was also in my fantasy) by telling her my financial problems before she did this. But this may have backfired because she thinks what I want is further realistic enforced control over me. I feel that despite my genuine resistance Mistress Prima will finally force me to realise once and for all that because I have committed to this arrangement with her voluntarily she will now ensure that this is my destiny.   

Well I certainly don't need his report to prove that I am a serious profesional Dominatrix lol - I publish it here for your entertainment - and I already had an excellent professional reputation five years before meeting nigel p.. but bless.. I left his comments in there. I understand the poor guy is squirming now wondering what I have in store for him next Saturday.. and it will be HARSH!

I had an appointment with slave m this week - he just adores breath control and needle play. he is the first and only person ever that I have had difficulty knocking out.. even chloroform took forever to work! I asked him if he's ever had a general anaethetic and he said yes but he needs double.. unbelievable. I finally got him completely out though and he was snoring away for a good 3-4 minutes and when he woke up he didn't even know he'd been unconscious. It reminded Me of when I had a wisdom tooth removed two and a half years ago and asking when it was being done - only to be told that it had been removed already - there is no sense of time!

I'd like to give two big Thank You's today for Christmas/Birthday presents - one to Adult Baby Phillippa for the giant bottle of Baileys and one to slave jean for the lovely PVC top from Westwardbound. I do like getting pressies!

It's not long now until Christmas or My birthday (New Years Eve) and I am looking forward to both.

bye for now

Mistress Prima XX

28th November

I have posted a review by slave m on the bottom of My Services page - if anyone else would like to email Me reveiws of their sessions please do. Some photos of him taken during his session are on My Gallery page.

I had a great time at Erotica and slave pansy was dressed as a big sissy. Many people asked to take "her" photograph - she was quite the celebrity. I bought some bits and pieces including a small steel butt plug, a wide leg spreader and a new soft ball gag. Before We went to the exhibition pansy kindly repaired My fucking machine which needed a new engine :) I have threatened many times that I will leave someone on that while I go for a cup of tea and maybe come back and find them fucked to death.. I haven't done it yet.. but maybe soon lol.

Here's a pic of Us at Erotica on Sunday:

I received the following email after My vist to Erotica - what a shame he had not read My Diary entry suggesting people say hi!

Dear Mistress Prima,

Saw you at Erotica yesterday. I was so star struck you wouldnt believe :-) I was standing by some whips when all of a sudden, you were there, standing right next to me with a slave (dressed very much like Little Miss Muffet :-)

You then sat down, and checked your phone for a while, and I was dying to say hello. I was standing about five feet away. But my friend (who is far more experienced in the BDSM scene than I am) said that it was not proper etiquette to just walk upto a Pro Domme just to say hello. I dont know if she was right, would have loved to have said hello. But like I say, she seems to know more than me about the scene, so I complied.

Was a real eye-opener going to Erotica. I have spoken to you on the phone a few months back, and you were wonderfull, and so easy to talk to. You advised me to get involved slowly, going to clubs etc,  which I am slowly doing (still not quite got the courage to come and see you). But im getting there.

Anyway, lovely to have finally seen you. Hopefully, I will come and see you properly in the near future.

Kindest Regards,
Richard

PS - you looked absolutely stunning yesterday ;-)

Here's an intermediate feedback on one of My disgusting email tasks - laugh - I did!

Mistress Prima,

I peed into the glass then came into it last night, it was the most horrible thing to see in a glass!!!! I drank the whole mess down.....
Then I was immediately sick!!! 6 more days of this!!!!!
Do I really have to do this task???? I wish I hadn't told you of my dreams!!!!
This is to prepare me for my session with you, because I suppose I will not be allowed to puke up your wee.
I must have brushed my teeth a dozen times yesterday.......6 more times, hanging over me!!!! How could you make it even worse??
Is that my name for all time now?

Regards

Slave Peedrinker 

I don't think that I need to make that task worse .. I can picture the spunk floating in the pee.. yuk LOL.

I had a slave/AB come from Holland for a two day stay this week - that was fun - even though he escaped from his bondage on the first night.

I'd like to give a VERY BIG THANK YOU to slave s that purchased Me a 46" TV - it's on it's way to Me now and I can't wait to watch a film on it. The joys of being one of the UK's top Mistresses!

That's it for now

Mistress Prima XX

20th November 2009

Hi - I have to warn you about the most useless website I have ever come accross! I tried to order My uncle a TV for his 70th birthday from Comet - I ordered it online last Friday night and the order said call this number if you don't get a confirmation email. Needless to say I didn't get the email I then called them on Sunday and they asked Me to call back as their system was down and when I called back again later they said they'd sorted the order out and I'd get an email in A COUPLE OF DAYS!! well that was Sunday and still no email so I called them today.. and guess what - they hadn't put My order through and then told Me that they could not get any more TVs and so could not fulfil My order. No offer of compensation or anything and if I hadn't called them today I would have still been thinking that a nice present was arriving for MY uncle's birthday. I told the guy to tell his manager that this was My first and last dealings with Comet and that I had never encountered such an inefficient company in MY life. I also said that I had a website read by thousands and that I would warn people not to shop there - and I told the sales guy My website address too. The whole experience was a fiasco and made Me quite cross.

On a happier note I had a slave come for an overnight bondage session and here's a pic for you to enjoy:

He spent the night in the cage wearing My leather straightjacket for a full thirteen hours!

Nigel P---cK is coming for his session tomorrow afternoon - although I had to warn him with a text that his pic was about to be published.. for that here's another letter to his name :)

Don't forget I will be visiting Erotica on Sunday - do say hello - you won't miss Me I will be leading around a big sissy on reins!

Until next time

Mistress Prima XX

12th November

I have had the most horrible cold for the past two weeks - finally it is getting better. I managed to keep working throughout My cold though and have had loads of sessions including several overnights - one last night and another tonight. There certainly isn't any rest for the Wicked :)

I've also managed to keep My email slaves busy. Slave stephen was instructed to make up a jelly and wear it in his pants around people for an hour and then eat it.. sending Me a photo of course so that I can humiliate him further on here lol. Here's his email report and his pics - do have a laugh at his expense - I did:

Mistress Prima,

Where do you come up with these weird Tasks??
Last night I purchased some Rowntree's ready set Jelly, Strawberry flavour!!!
I'm not at work today, so as soon as the house was empty I went upstairs to the bathroom.
I couldn't find plastic panties anywhere yesterday so had to use my imagination.
I took 2 plastic carrier bags, made 2 holes in them and squezed into them.
I them using duck tape sealed them by wrapping the tape round my leg!!!
I then emptied the jelly down my crotch!!!
I took a few pictures as ordered so you can humiliate me further.....
The bag ruffled alot with the slightest movement from my part.....
I have to say this concerned me as I was about to venture outdoors like this....
But once I was fully clothed it quietened down incredably.
I set off with the dog into town, bumping into several people along the way!!!
One particular 10 minute conversation with a local pensioner was rather unnerving.
I mean, have you ever tried to make small talk about the weather and stuff while wearing makeshift plastic panties with a jellied Eel contained inside them!!!!!
As I know you like me to feel uncomfortable I decicded to go into the local Co-Op,seemed only fitting as I was now using their carrier bags as my kinky undrwear?????
Inside the panties I wa feeling hot & sticky by now, I'd been wearing them for about an hour and 30 mins now....
Longer may I add than you ordered....
Its difficult to explain the sensation I was feeling walking in this way, Just really bizarre my mitress!!!!!
I got home at 10 am, Sat down at the pc to tell you of my ordeal with a spoon as you also ordered me to eat the jelly from my pants.......
It tasted warm but enjoyable apart from the odd stray pube that made me gag a bit......
I'm just gonna finish now by also apologising to you mistress as I've just had my first jelly wank. I was overcome I know I didn't have permission but couldn't help myself........
Until my next mission......
Slave Stephen....... Signing Out xxxxx

Euck.. pubes in jelly.. sounds disgusting!

My new ball weight device has now arrived - so slave g.. call Me and book your extended bondage session.

You may remember slave nigel p-----k well he has pissed Me off - even though I have photo's of his face, his real name and address he is trying to wangle out of his 'contract'. He thinks he has got away with it as I haven't replied to his pathetic texts..as I was ill.. but if he doesn't call or text Me and apologise before My next diary update his pic will be on here.. along with his real name and phone number too! I have already called his work once before so he knows that I am serious.

I have decided not to do the degree course I was considering - so sessions will continue as normal next year. A big relief to many people out there!

I am going to Erotica on Sunday 22nd November - if you would like to attend with Me call to discuss. If you see Me there - do say hello. I may let you buy Me something kinky.

bye for now

Mistress Prima XX

28th October

I have My TV slut Miss Truly Goodlips being pimped out on Tuesday 3rd November from 1-7pm. Half-hour sessions on the day with 'her' and Myself are £120. I can guarentee that the little slut will be forced to satisfy you with well trained cock-sucking and you may fuck her virgin ass too while I watch and laugh at her. I'm hoping that she makes Me a lot of money - so do come and use her services!

I have just purchased a Tens machine with four cock and ball rings. I've tested it on My fingers lol and it's pretty strong considering it runs only on 2 AAA batteries - I couldn't bear to turn it up to full power - I enjoy giving pain not receiving it :) - so it is now waiting to be tested on some lucky slave's cock and balls and I'll judge how it compares to My expensive Erostek system.

I also ordered a steel ball stretcher with hooks to attach weights to but the dozy company sent Me the wrong thing - so I shall have that soon hopefully.

I was busy the last two weekends with adult babies so sadly had to turn down many slaves that wanted sessions at short notice. It is always worth calling in case I have had a cancellation but it is best whenever possible to book a day or so in advance. Mistress Amy is helping Me out with an overnight session this Sunday - I am looking forward to it.

For those readers aware that I broke My wrist in May - I have excellent news. I no longer have to go to physio each week - My arm is now as good as anyones. When I think back to when I first started My kickboxing classes months back.. punching with such a weak hand.. I was tough! but it's paid off and My therapist was quite impressed at how quickly I have fully recovered. I did break My Radius into 4 pieces at the wrist but I was never going to accept anything other than full recovery and I am a very determined person.

I thought that I'd found a perfect new house for Myself this week - I fell in love with it on the Internet and I loved the location but when I went and viewed it inside.. there wasn't one thing I liked about it. So it's back to browsing online for now for Me.

Have a great week

Mistress Prima XX

17th October

I had a really nice weekend off relaxing with My uncle. I did do a session on Saturday morning - so almost a weekend off lol and I'd like to thank sweety slave mike for the bottle of Baileys. I took My uncle for Sunday lunch to the Speakeasy - a jazz bar in Epping - it's really nice there - so if you are in the area give it a try.

Ugh from his pic at work email slave stephen m obviously works in catering. What a thought - a perv with a hard-on possibly preparing My food in a restaurant! I do like to make My email slaves do tasks at work and take a pic to prove that they actually did it - and he just loves being humiliated on here lol.

Here's his email

Mistress Prima,

I just couldn't get a wink of sleep on friday night after reading your latest instruction!!!!
I hunted out the bootlace and pegs, put them in my pockets of my trousers....... for the next day......
They haunted me...........
These tasks at my work always give me the willys???
How could I do this task???
The tied up cock..... should be easy..... right???
Pegs on my nipples for an hour while working..... should be easy.........right????
BUT..... taking a pic of my tied up cock at work?
The risks speak for themselves my mistress!!!!
I decided the best course of action would be to go to work early, so off I set at 6am on a bloody saturday?
What the heck, I COULDN'T FUCKING SLEEP ANYHOW!!!
Got into my office just before 7, got changed into my whites and set about tying up my cock.......
Not easy as I was hard!! Why oh why did I have an erection????
You knew this would happen, I'll bet my house on it!!!
I tied it up best I could & boy did it ache but my cock just kept throbbing?????
I took a pic from my mobile quickly, while in my office.
Then I clamped the peg on each nipple and finished dressing.
My erect cock was blatantly obvious even with my apron on!
Shit I was gonna get caught being a perv!!!!!
This thought made my cock further throb???
So then I headed to a storeroom to take another pic of my tortured cock for you my mistress
All the while trying to think of normal work thoughts to dumb down my erection, make less obtruding but tied as it was........NIGHTMARE!!!!!
As for my tits, they started off slightly aching but got an hour seems like a lifetime in a predicament like this my mistress.
By the 35 min mark my tits were really sore!!!!
It was a struggle to do any work but I had to do something to keep my mind off the pain from my most sensitive areas!!!!
When other staff arrived...... honestly I deserve a oscar???
I will attach the pics for your amusement and await with dread your next email.

Your loyal email property

Slave Stephen xxx

I have adult baby jammes here for the weekend from Scotland now until Monday morning - I got a shock when he told me that his normal waking time is 6am so we started at 7am this morning instead. He gets to be the first AB/DL to try out My new adult sized highchair - which I will be securing him to later while I allow him to watch My films.

Well - I'm off now as I have a big, naughty adult baby to take care of.

Oh I nearly forgot - here's a preview pic of My bodybuilder freind Mistress Amy - She will be available for Double Domme sessions very soon and specialises in wrestling, lift and carry and foot and bottom worship:

Until next time

Mistress Prima XX

9th October

Hi,

I hope that you've had a great week. My legs and bottom are aching from My last kickboxing workout - means it must be doing Me some good lol.

Slave norman came for his heavy caning session - such a sweety - he'd waited ages for My hand to be back to it's former strength. Well - when he left - he had an extremely red and sore bottom.. worse than ever before.. I don't think he was disappointed!

I also had some extended sessions this week which kept Me busy but I've finally got round to putting the film I made with Mistress Angel onto My clips Store I'd had so many requests for another hot iron torture film that We included that. The slaves poor cock was put into a hot ironing press and as well as enduring a hot cup of tea down his pants he had the pleasure of Mistress Angel and Me boxing him, face-sitting him, farting on him and trampling him. As you can imagine We all had such a lot of fun. It's a 44 minute film and I've put it up at a bargain price with 14 minutes free so do buy it. I will be loading a DVD quality version of the film too if you can download a huge file. Or if you'd prefer it on an actual DVD email me and I'll post you one for £15 - here's some stills from the film:

I met up with My bodybuilding friend - Mistress Amy - this week and She is coming to have some photo's taken on Thursday at noon. Then Her pics will be on this site. If you'd like to session with Us both on Thursday - there's a couple of sessions available at the moment from 1pm. As well as wrestling She also enjoys foot worship if you'd like to worship both of our feet?

I have My uncle visiting Me this weekend so I have only 1 or 2 morning sessions available on Saturday and Sunday. Next weekend I have someone coming for a whole weekend session which should be fun but little to no availabilty for sessions then either. So if you can't wait to session with Me - book for today or in the morning.

I have managed to sort out My link on the Serious Mistresses Top List and finally My banner is showing - do vote for Me by clicking the link below as I like to see Myself doing well on the list.

Vote for Mistress Prima

Two of My email slaves are now onto their fifth set of 6 email instructions - that's keeping My wicked imagination busy! I'd also like to say Thank You to slave james for the Amazon vouchers (I ALWAYS WANT MORE!!)- I bought Myself Seasons 2,3 and 4 of The OC which I am currently enjoying watching before I go to sleep each night.

I'd love a new 50" TV if any money slaves would like to buy this for Me? or if you can't run to that this smaller TV would be nice for another room. Go on boys make Me smile :)

Slave nigel p - you'd better show up on the 31st at 3pm for your gruelling full-weight chest sitting session or the latest blackmail pics I took of you will appear on this page lol.

That's it for now

Mistress Prima XX

1st October

Well I had some very good news today - I was having some unwanted things collected by St Francis Hospice - a worthy charity that I support - and they told Me that My last donated item - My black leather corner suite managed to fetch £400! It has honestly made My day that it fetched such a good price. It is always important to feel gratitude for what you have and help wherever and whenever you can and I believe that in turn good things come your way. Later I opened My post and there were cheques for Adult Baby DVd's and session deposits - and additionally I have just been offerred an all expenses paid trip to Rome - sweet!

I am aware that many people are having a difficult time with the credit crunch so I thought that I would share a free newsletter that I receive that offers excellent health, wealth and success advice - it's called Early to Rise. My belief is that self-improvement is a life-long hobby and that you should never give up learning. I have been teaching Myself SEO over the past week - and boy did I realise all sorts of problems with My websites that needed tweaking. Of course, I could have got a submissive to do the work for Me but there is a satisfaction in learning the principles oneself.

However I do need professional help in building a domination clips on-demand website - as I really would struggle to find the time to learn to code dynamic web pages, shopping cart and arrange getting My own server. If there are any suitably qualified submissives that would like an exciting project please let Me know. In the meantime, anyone that just wants to download My Female domination clips just go to My Clips4sale store.

I do miss Exchange and Mart. Just as soon as I had started regularly advertising in there the stupid magazine discontinues! Catching those submissives that are not yet on-line was making Me a considerable sum - now I am left wondering where to advertise off-line to get an equally amazing response. If any Mistresses are reading this and know the answer - do please share it with Me.

I am thinking of getting a gorgeous slave girl or two (or maybe even a switch) to join in with My sessions. I think that it would add a new fun dimension :) and you poor, weak guys just won't know what to do with yourselves! If you are a beautiful submissive female with a great body (or know anyone) that is fairly local to Chigwell, Essex - do get in touch asap. Of course, I already have sexy male slaves available for slut training sessions.. and My well endowed black slave is always the most in demand.. I wonder why? lol.

Note to My cocksucking pimped out slut Miss Truly Goodlips - I have a client waitng for you - so start earning Me money - contact Me asap.

Well that's it for now - I'd better check that slave in the cage.

Mistress Prima XX

26th September

Hi,

It's just a quick update as I've been working until late and have more sessions in the morning - but I know that you wait patiently for the latest news - so here it is.

My Members Area is having major technical problems at the moment and is down and it looks as if I shall have to rebuild it - I may as well improve it too while I am there.

A good friend of Mine Mistress Angel is going to be working with Me evenings and weekends - She may look like a cutie but She's got an Imaginative and Mean side - just like Me lol. Sessions with Mistress Angel are £150 for one hour or with both of Us £250 for one hour - a deposit is required in advance for all sessions with Mistress Angel. Here's Her pic for now until I build an extra web page - contact Me to book an appointment:

I have been inundated with cock-sucking sluts as usual and I am back to thinking about how to make the most of it and pimp them all out lol .. news to follow in the future. Here's a pic as promised of My latest slut - Miss Truly Goodlips - this pic is a bit prim but I can assure you that 'she' is not at all prim and proper. After taking female hormones she has her own cleavage and loves nothing more than the thought of Me pimping her out and making a fortune from her cock-sucking and fucking :)

I have another friend of Mine wanting to start working with Me - a Female body builder. So soon there will be a choice of three Mistresses to choose from when you visit sunny Chigwell. I will give more details about Her soon - at this rate I need a larger house with two dungeons!

Thank you to femfan for advising Me where to buy a good punch bag but you'll see that I really don't need one lol... and if I look short against that slave - he is 6 feet 6 inches tall.. the height of most door frames!

Finally - TV Tess - if you are reading this please email Me and let me know that you are alright as I haven't heard from you.

That's it for now - see you again soon

Mistress Prima XX

13th September

For those smoking fetish fans out there that are a wee bit disappointed that I have quit smoking - I have a little pressie - see pic 2 on My Gallery. It was taken by slave michael earlier this year. Of course I have many pics of Me smoking in My archives so email Me if you'd like to see more.

The weather suddenly went cold a few days ago and I actually put the heating on and then yesterday I was in the garden in My bikini. No wonder the English talk about the weather all the time - it's because it's so strange. That cold spell has got Me dreaming about living somewhere warmer again. I will do it some day but for the moment I have too many family ties here in the UK. Lots of people have villas in warm places though so if you'd like Me to test it for you do let Me know :)

Talking of locations - I am looking for some different places to film. Any place considered - a normal home, a barn, a remote field, a shop. If you can offer a location you are welcome to be in the film as well if you wish.

Email slave matt was ordered to write My name on his cock in permanent marker and let Me know how long it lasted.. that was days ago and he still hasn't said it's washed off yet - at least he is reminded every time he goes for a pee who owns his cock - I wonder what his girlfriend thinks! Here's his pic:

As slut slave kelly was recently such a let down - several other sluts have kindly come forward and offered to be pimped out by Me. See, I will NEVER be broke lol I can always rely on My little cock-sucking sluts to keep Me in luxury. Anyhow, it is a huge privelege to be pimped out by Me as I will only take on one slut at a time at the moment - and the new slut? ... well We are actually working on her name at the moment but it is Bond inspired as she reminded Me of Miss Moneypenny..you know.. the prim secretary look. I'll keep you updated on her training and maybe show you her pics in my next update.

No sessions today - I'm having a nice lazy Sunday. My bellydance teacher is coming soon to give Me My first ever lesson. I am waiting for a bellydancing jingly hip scarf and My boxing gloves to come in the post. I am actually excited about both as kickboxing and bellydancing are two things that I have been meaning to learn for years. Very different they may be but they both seem totally appropriate and Goddess-like skills to Me. How sweet are slaves.. I have already had several people offering to be My human punchbag while I practice .. very useful actually as I don't have the space to hang a leather punchbag.

I was wondering whether TV's would enjoy a group make-over and bellydancing or burlesque class? Let me know if it sounds good and I may arrange it in the future.

Email slave kurt is back again for even more email instructions - I waited a while to think of a particularly humiliating task for him and he was concerned that I'd forgotten about him.. poor baby. I instructed him to find a seedy set of public toilets and masturbate there - emailing Me a photo as proof. As always reading about his ordeal was so funny I thought that I'd let you share it - what's more I've ordered him to do the whole task again as it was not meant to be in the privacy of the cubicle! Here's his email and his pics:

I'm not sure what country slave kurt is in - Germany I think? Does anyone recognise the building? If so, hang around there a bit and you might catch kurt re-doing his task lol. What's more those toilets don't look at all seedy.. what a wimp.

Until next time

Mistress Prima XX

4th September

After saying last week that I saw no progress yet in My performance at Kickboxing class.. well this week I could see an improvement. There's a lot to remember with learning any new skill.. but today I managed to remember to keep My boxing gloves close to My face while still concentrating on doing My punches and kicks. I think that I need to practice at home in front of the mirror as there's a little twist of the body that goes with the punches that I am still working on.

I had several attempts at giving up smoking over the past two years. I'd go a while and then think that I could have just one or two and then I would be back on them. Well this time around I decided to read Allen Carr's book 'The Easyway to Stop Smoking'. It really did make a difference and gave Me that little extra help that I needed to kick the weed for good. It's now 7 weeks since reading the book and 7 weeks of being an ex-smoker. I've mentioned it here as there's still lots of people that want to give up but can't and although the author's dead now his book lives on and has helped something like 10,000,000 people give up smoking .. including Me.. so.. worth a look for the couple of quid it will cost you. Read the reviews on Amazon if you don't believe Me!

You will remember Jill from My previous Diary entries - She sought My email support to help Her train her errant husband. Well, it looks like She has managed to turn him into a fat eunuch.. he was SUPPOSED to be motivated to lose weight by the promise of release from his chastity device. It sounds like he has given up way too soon! I mean, it was years of whining before My chastity slave michael finally realised that I was NEVER going to let him out lol. I will be making another film with slave michael soon.. even more extreme that the previous ones. Even he does not know what nasty surprises I have in store for him and I promise to share it all with you and film every agonising moment:)

28th August

I always know when I have left it too long between Diary updates because I start getting emails from people asking Me if I am alright lol. Well here I am - totally fine - I have just been very busy.

I have been going to physiotherapy for My wrist every week and also been going to Kickboxing classes once a week - I can't say that there's been much progress yet but We all work up a good sweat so it must be doing us all good.

Tonight I am going to see The Time Traveller's Wife - I'll let you know what I thought later. I should have been busy pimping out TV slut kelly - and I had several people ready to buy her services.. but alas she has bottled it and let Me down! So I have the night off after all - a rare thing - hence the cinema trip. Luckily I have very tolerant friends that understand I am often busy.

Recently I met up with some friends for dinner and told them all to park in a nearby McDonald's car park. We were parked for approx 2.5 hours and now we all have £50 parking tickets for going over the allowed 'Free' time. Given that we had several cars we could have travelled by Limo for less. Any UK legal guys out there got any advice or help? The ticket says if I don't pay within 2 weeks I will be charged £100 but one person said just bin it as they don't enforce it - sounds risky to Me as I enjoy My immaculate credit record. Comments welcome.

With it being summer there's ice cream vans out and about. It does make Me smile when I check to see is it Mr Whippy or Mr Softy? .. the BDSM duo serving up Vanilla - how ironic.

I had AB olivia come to stay with Me and Aunty Lisa for three days - and I shall be taking him to Club Subversion next Saturday if anyone else would like to attend or drive Me there and back?

That's it for now

Mistress Prima XX

1st August

I have been so busy lately - the time just flies between My Diary updates. I've been having such a lot of fun I can barely remember it all. I had adult baby Tinkerbell come to stay with Me from 21st-23rd July. We went to see the film Bruno together at the cinema and at one point I was planning to take him dressed as Bruno in PVC hotpants.. in the end normal clothes with a nappy and noisy plastic pants was scary enough for him lol. I really enjoyed his stay and look forward to looking after him as a sissy baby girl again soon - here's the email he sent Me after his visit - to My alter ego.. Nanny Betty :)

Dear Nanny Betty,

I'm sorry it has taken a little while to get back to you, but I have been without internet access. 

I want to express my thanks for looking after me so well last week.  I had a wonderful time and could not have asked for a better visit.  From start to finish you interpretted my wishes and put them into a believable and thoroughly enjoyable scenario.

You allowed me to step out of character a few times so that I could get to know you a bit and enjoy your company on another level.  At all times there was no doubt that you were in total control and you gently pushed my boundaries to let me experience things that I wanted to try but was a bit nervous about.  Whenever I reached a point that I was uncomfortable with you, stopped straight away. 

I'm sorry I 'wimped out' about going out in costume, but thank you for giving me the option of the trip in nappy and crackly pants under my vanilla clothing.  Your company made it really enjoyable rather than humiliating.  Perhaps next time I can be a bit more adventurous!

Please also thank Aunty Lisa for me.  Being humiliated and 'dommed' by two wonderful ladies who really seemed to enjoy what they were doing was the icing on the cake. 

I cannot wait to come back and see you again, but unfortunately working overseas will limit the opportunities I have.  My stay in your nursery was worth the 16 hour return flight and five hour drive on its own.  Thinking about my next spell under your control will really give me something to look forward to.

Thanks again.

Your Tinkerbell

Speaking of My Nursery.. it looks so sweet now... pink everywhere! I had sweet TV Tess also come from overseas for a visit with Myself and Aunty Lisa - We all had such fun and We also made a film - Part 1 is already on My Clips Store and Part 2 will be edited soon - here's a pic of Tess in the cot. Since then however I have added pink satin sheets and frills everywhere.. even more SISSY!

Everyone who follows My Diary should be aware that I adore making people's dreams and fantasies come true. Well I have a new slave - TV slut kelly and 'her' fantasy is for Me to pimp her out and make lots of money from her. I did warn her - be very careful what you wish for.. but she's adament that she wants that so that's what she'll get lol - a weekend of total abuse starting on Friday evening on 28th August!

She's tall, young and slim - a sexy little thing - so I'm hoping that there'll be lots of takers for My latest slut. Both ends of her are for sale and basically she'll do whatever she's told. She has to make Me £750 minimum and as her services will start at £40 or so she's got a lot of work to do for a beginner. I'll be advertising her on adultwork.com and maybe other places too.. here's her pics and do feel free to come and enjoy her tight little body for such a low price on the 28th and 29th August and help her achieve her target. If she makes me enough she'll be on a contract to do it regularly - perhaps monthly. Her own cock will be in a chastity device throughout her humiliating ordeal until she earns me enough.

I mentioned in My previous Diary entry that a Lady had enrolled onto My Email Training programme for advice as to how to dominate her husband. She has since said it's ok to publish her emails so here's an extract for you to enjoy:

To: mistressprima@hotmail.com

Dear Jill

You are coming on in leaps and bounds..  Well done.  What you are discovering is that there is no right or wrong.. it's all about having the right attitude and a naughty imagination.  I like the weight loss targets.. in fact I have had people request this before.  As for the health thing about long periods without relief.. I'm not sure about that really.. I have someone that has been in chastity for over a year without relief.. slave michael - he is in the film where I release him briefly and then tease him and lock him up again without relief... sealing the lock with nail varnish.. it's a very popular film!  I remove the device only for emergency reasons in slave michaels case.

As for the lingerie - many men totally enjoy being forced to cross dress - especially at work.  Wearing a pair of satin ladies panties and/or tights gets them very aroused and all in a dither in case their work colleagues notice.  Try it and see how your husband reacts - make him tell you in detail how it changed his day.

ps I am pleased that you are enjoying yourself too.

regards

Mistress Prima

I bought Myself a treadmill and have started at 2 miles per day and foolishly perhaps - on the same day I got the treadmill - I also started a Kung-Foo/Kickboxing class. I never do things by halves lol but I paid the price today with very stiff legs.. luckily I was able to relax and just sit still as I sat full-weight on nigel p's chest for 56 minutes. He's still on his contract and he will have to take the sufferring for over an hour on his next visit :)

For those slaves that have previously sessioned with Me - I have a multi-slave session on Tuesday 11th August 12 noon for approx one hour. It will NOT be filmed - contact Me asap if you'd like to participate for FREE.

that's it for now

Mistress Prima XX

11th July

I had a busy week of sessions this week and I also made an Adult Baby film on Monday with baby Tess and Aunty Lisa (AKA Mistress Lisa). We did have fun and the film will be edited and up for sale soon.

On Friday a new slave slut kelly came to session with Me and he wants to be the new 'slut karen' (see My previous Diary entries for slut karen's ordeals) and be forced to take female hormones and suck cocks for Me. He is an enthusiastic little slut.. it was his first session ever with a Mistress and he was an anal virgin.. that didn't stop him from greedily taking My strap-on though. He enjoyed himself so much that he's coming for another session today - two days running.. that is keen lol.

I still have loads of email slaves on the go including a Lady that I am giving advice to help her dominate Her husband... his poor little cock is locked away in a chastity device as I type this lol. Slave stephen's email made Me laugh as I read it - he'd been ordered to masturbate with Tabasco sauce and again later with Ralgex.. and tell Me which was worse.. I do have lots of fun at My slave's expense :)

Here's his Tabasco sauce adventure to entertain you too:

Mistress Prima,

I managed to purchase the tabasco sauce but unfortunately was unable to get the Ralgex.
I got tesco's own heat rub cream...... but I have a feeling Ralgex would have been hotter for my cock...... so I shall keep a look out for some.
Upon arriving home, we had guests.....
but I made my excuses and said I needed a shower as work was so busy.....
Why oh why did I think I could handle this task with people in the house....
You were about to teach me an important lesson.......
DON'T EVER GET TOO COCKY AGAIN WITH MISTRESS PRIMA OR SHE'LL IGNITE YOUR COCK ON FIRE!!!!!!
and oh boy did you!!!!!
I stood in the bath tub with the shower running, completely naked And nearly half emptied the tabasco sauce bottle on to my hand and started to wank.......
I had cum in seconds, I guess because I was so turned on......
A mild tingling, nothing........
I really thought you had gone soft on me Mistress.......
Then..... Out of nowhere, the most excruciating pain I have ever felt....
My cock & balls really felt they were on fire!!!!
I fell to my knees Mistress and I'm not too ashamed to admit I was crying.......
I filled a jug several times with cold water and poured it over my cock...... no good these fucking flames would just not go out!!!
I then refilled the jug to the top with cold water and encases my cock & balls in it pushing it against my body to stop the water escaping.......
Without realising almost 25 mins had passed, and my wife banged on the door to say hurry up.... I was keeping our guests waiting......
They were her guests.....
GREAT BALLS OF FIRE!!!!!!
I had to get dressed and go and make small talk in complete & utter agony!!!!!!
I got through it some how, it was almost an hour before my cock started to feel like my own again......
But for the rest of the day I had the heat rub before bedtime hanging over my head and I was so worried that would be worse.......
I applied it at half ten last night in the kitchen then went to bed......
It mildly ached but nothing more which after the tabasco sauce I was relieved.....
Would the ralgex have been hotter the the Tesco's own brand then Mistress?
Please can I have for my next task a fun masturbating task where I get to cum 2 or 3 times a day????
Mind you I bet you could get me dreading the thought of cumming if you wanted??
Well thank you for punishing me again Mistress and setting my cock on fire!!!!

Yours Forever

Slave Stephen

Well he's a foolish slave accusing Me of 'going soft' - so for his next task I ordered him to make a cock dog.. just like I ordered slave kurt to do a while back.. but this one was to have the addition of Tabasco sauce as he clearly enjoyed it so much lol.. to add to his humiliation here's his cock dog pic and the email report he sent about doing the task.. he's put so much stuff on you can barely make out his cock:

Mistress Prima,

Before bedtime last night I rubbed in a good handful of Ralgex and for some reason I massaged some into my japs eye!!!!!!
IDIOT!!!!
It was no where near as pure agonising pain as the Tabasco sauce, my cock felt hot, really hot but with the Tabasco I was crying and on my knees like a real pussy for over half an hour.
With the Ralgex I lay in bed in a great deal of discomfort, I think the affect of the cream lasted slightly longer than the Tabasco.......
But you have certainly put my cock through the ringer tese past few tasks, surely it couldn't get worse.........
Then Instruction 15 arrived in my email box!!!!!!
Its not the fact that I've to stick my cock in a hot dog bun or the humiliating fact the picture will appear on your Diary entry.......
BUT MORE TABASCO SAUCE IN CONTACT WITH MT COCK!!!!
IT MADE ME REALLY SCARED OF THIS TASK MISTRESS!!!
I got the ingredients,cut the bun, fried off some sliced red onion , hopefully to give the picture more colour.
I put plenty of the tabasco sauce in the bun, inserted my cock, added a good helping of mustard & ketchup and topped the embarring lot off with the red onions and some more sauce......I LOVE PLENTY OF SAUCE ON MY HOT DOGS????????
By the time I wasted fumbling around with the camera, My cock was on fire again........ BLOODY TABASCO SAUCE!!!!
I was crying again, what a wimp!!!!!!
But I had to finish the pictures for you my mistress.
Hope you are happy with the results, and I can't wait till you compound my humiliation with putting them in your Diary entry my Mistress.
I still can't believe the things you can get me to do for you.
You are amazing......

Your personal property

Slave Stephen

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

If you'd like to try My email training email Me and I'll tell you how to pay - it's £40 for 6 instructions payable by cash or over the Internet.

that's it for now

Mistress Prima XX

3rd July

Hi, it's been a while! I have been getting rest and was back to normal sessions last week with the exception of extreme CP. I had My cast removed yesterday and it feels so good to be able to wash My right hand and arm properly again. I'd had some strange things told to Me about what to expect when the cast came off. I was warned that My arm would be thin, withered and hairy.. I was quite terrified and curious to see what was under there lol as it turned out it wasn't any of those. In fact it is still swollen and slightly fatter than My left arm.. and guess what one of the exercises is that I need to do daily.. well let's just say some gentle daily caning is now GOOD FOR ME lol.

I'm fascinated by My X-rays and thought you may be interested.. so here they are - you can't see all the screws but you can see most of them:

There is a rumour going around that I broke My wrist caning/beating someone severely. I don't know how it started but I've heard it from several people. Now that wouldn't be a thing I'd want people to believe.. enough of you are terrified of Me already!!

Talking of severe caning - as promised here's a pic of slave norman's sore bottom.. from My new Singapore smoked Dragon cane.. it was actually much redder than it shows on the pic.

Great news - My extension and baby room are now finished... and I am finally free of builders' mess and dust. The baby room looks lovely painted in pink.

I had agreed with Mummy Stephanie of Bristol to buy her adult cot and highchair and sent a cheque about 5 weeks ago but I cannot get hold of Her as She doesn't seem to be answering her voicemail, texts or emails. If anyone knows what's happened to Her please let Me know.

As I cannot contact Mummy Stephanie I have now had a cot built for Me - I shall take a pic soon of the new nursery room - I love it. I still don't have a highchair - that will be next.

until next time

Mistress Prima XX

9th June

I'd like to say Thank You to the many fans, slaves and Mistresses that sent Me their good wishes over the past two weeks. I have been in a lot of pain but am getting a bit better every day.

I had just finished a session and was about to do another one when I lost My balance and fell. I was wearing high heels and a shiny catsuit which is not exactly what you want to be rushed to A & E in lol. Luckily slave pansy was around working on My extension and having witnessed several serious accidents in the building trade he knew straight away that My injuries were serious and being trained in first aid knew what to do as I went into shock. He helped Me get changed and drove Me to hospital. As soon as they saw My x-ray they said My injuries were very nasty and that I'd have to have surgery and I was taken to another hospital with bone specialists.

I'd managed to break My bones into lots of pieces including the wrist joints and luckily a nice surgeon had the patience to do a 70 minute jigsaw puzzle and put it all back together for Me. I asked if My bones were weak or something but apparently the surgeon had commented during surgery that My bones were of a very high quality and very strong making it easier to fix them.

They tried putting Me into a room with some other Women and that had to be sorted.. within 10 minutes I had My own room.. and the deal was - so long as they kept Me topped up with Morphine injections I was happy and looked after Myself. I won't be told what to do EVER - I was even chucked out of hospital as a 7 yr old child as they couldn't cope with Me refusing to eat.

I am extremely independent and despite offers of help from so many people I insisted that I spend the first few days at home on My own while I got used to doing everything one-handed. Wow - that was an eye opener - every little thing takes 10 times longer and combined with pain is exhausting. So I've been doing a lot of sleeping and healing. I had the staples removed from the wound 10 days after the surgery and was amazed to see that it had completely healed into a neat line.

My cast is coming off sooner than expected - early July - I can't wait for that... and then I will begin building My arm back up to it's former strength. The time off work has cost Me thousands already which I would have rather spent on a nice cruise or something but I have enjoyed the rest and have been entertaining Myself buyings lots of things via the Internet.

I'm really irritated that My personal training sessions got interrupted - I'd only just had My second session before the accident and had already shown progress in My press-ups. I asked several of the consultants will I still be able to do press-ups and they suggested doing them on My knuckles - well why not one handed on one finger.. do they think I am Rocky lol.

Poor slave pansy was so shaken up by it all - for a good while more than Me. At one point I thought I was going to kill him if he said one more time 'you nearly died' - he's coming back in 11 days to finish My extension and the adult baby room. I have just had a 22" LCD TV/DVD player delivered - I ordered that for the baby room - I thought that it would be nice for AB's to be able to watch DVD's while they lay in the adult sized cot. After I previously mentioned in a Diary entry that I needed an AB cot and highchair someone kindly emailed Me and let Me know of a Nanny with some for sale - I should have them once the AB room is completed in early July.

Before My fall I had taken some photographs of slave norman's very red sore bottom as I has tested one of My new canes on him - a smoked Singapore Dragon - since then I have had a junior and senior cane delivered.. so watch out norman your next session will be even more severe... I will put the pics on here on My next update.

I have been keeping My many email slaves busy and did a 3 hr AB session on Saturday. I am able to drive now and will be resuming domination sessions this week.

until next time

Mistress Prima XX

27th May

Well this diary entry nearly never happened again! On Saturday evening I took a head first fall down My stairs. I am very lucky that I am not dead or permanently disabled. As it happened I put My right arm out to save Myself and My arm took the brunt of the fall which probably saved My life. I have just come out of hospital - I have had to have steel screws and plates put in to rebuild My completely shattered bones and My right arm is in a cast for maybe 8 weeks yet. It was and still is very painful and as I am right handed life is going to be difficult for a while for Me.

I have some session commitments that I will try to do this week but as for all new bookings please give Me a week to heal before calling for a session. I will session with a cast on - I don't have much choice! If you are one of the slaves too scared of Me - next week onwards is your opportunity to have a mild session lol as I will be taking things more gently for a while.

Please be patient with regard to email replies etc I will do what I can do.

It's been an upsetting and scary few days and maybe My wrist will never be the same again but I am so glad to be still alive and able to walk.

Mistress Prima XX

14th May

After My last Diary entry, where I clearly sounded in an angry mood :) a new slave very sweetly offerred his complete body for Me to take out My frustration on. He had requested a domestic setting and Myself dressed in casual clothes and trainers. So I wore My gym gear and I spent well over an hour kicking and trampling lucky slave nick - even on his face. The sweety even taught Me some kickboxing moves - which he immediately got the benefit of lol. I did enjoy Myself - and so did he and I considered that I'd had a pretty good workout that day!

I am pleased to say that I am in a much better mood now - quite positive in fact. My extension building only has a few weeks to go and I have to admit that the dust everywhere has been driving Me up the wall. I have had several slaves come and scrub the place from top to bottom only for it to be all dusty again the next day. I am looking forward to having a room for My adult babies and have already bought the pink paint. It will be a while yet until I get the cot and highchair built.. but they will be coming soon.

I have quite a few email slaves at the moment - slave kurt's emails never fail to make me smile - or laugh.. and as for slave david m.. well I think he has completely wimped out - maybe he is waiting for me to reveal him on here? femfan apparently couldn't breathe for a second when he saw his email published here - bless.

slave john kindly did a birth chart for Me - he's only done part 1 so far and I did question him if he was biased as he knows a bit about Me already.. here it is.. see whether you think it reflects Me well:

Dear Mistress Prima,


Below is part one of your birthchart reading, which takes into consideration your Sun sign, Moon sign and Rising sign, and the aspects each of them make to other planets, or angles in the chart. Traditionally these three placements collectively consititute the keynote of the personality; its inclinations, preferences and tendencies:


Your chart indicates that above all you want to be yourself, you resist things tht try to make you conform to standards you cant accept.

You take life itself seriously, and want it to be a successful performance.

A strong sense of pride. Will get very angry if you feel someone has insulted you.

Forthright.

May have conflicts with others with a similarly strong drive.

A need to live as you want, confidence coming with age. A desire to perform in front of others, as a show off or to demonstrate your own talents.

You see little reason to do anything you dont enjoy.

A powerful personality, who enjoys making changes rather than having things too settled.

Your life has probably gone through more changes than the average.

You want a life that involves a fair degree of change to it rather than being in just one place and/ or doing just one thing for all of it. You are fond of new things and want your life to have plenty of excitement and interest.

Tolerant of people quite different from yourself, -moreso drawn to them. You want to see as many different aspects of life as possible.

You enjoy the excitement of new and stimulating kinds of recreation and pastime even if others consider them quite risky or terrifying! Bored by the tamer games that other people play.

Sensitive to other peoples feelings and can understand aspects of people that even they cannot express.

Idealistic.

An ability to see things on a grand scale and put things into proper perspective.

A fairly harmonious childhood is indicated.

A rich, lively imagination.

Intense emotions, which are also very changeable.

Attracted to people who follow their own way of life completely. Reluctant to get involved with anyone who makes too many demands or tries to limit your own freedom.

For you it doesnt matter so much whether your work is "good" but that you are expressing your imagination in a concrete form.

Something of a perfectionist who may demand that others live up to the same high standards you set for yourself.

Neat and orderly.

Unconventional person, your relationships with others will be unconventional as well.

An original, creative, free spirit who goes through very intense and dramatic periods of pschological change. During these phases you are very touchy, irritable and subject to outbursts of emotion.

Yours humbly,

john

As for the irritable bit - well I happened to be in a fowl mood when he turned up and was shouting at everyone including My little dog who wouldn't stop yapping - so he doesn't get any brownie points for that one. slave john just stood there shaking - poor thing - I explained that at a certain time in the month every month I am pretty intolerable. I have sufferred with PMS forever but I think other people suffer with it more lol. My previous boyfriend dreaded that time as he knew that he would get dumped as I predictably lost My temper and couldn't see the point of having him around Me. Generally I am calmer and sweeter nowadays!

As for trying new things - I have My first session with a tough Fitness Trainer Friday morning who will put Me through goodness knows what. It has taken Me a while to convince him to take Me on as he was reluctant saying that I wouldn't do what he told Me to. He has a point lol, I don't like being told what to do - but after hearing of his excellent results with other people - for a change I will do as I'm told. I have a session to do immediately afterwards - so hopefully I'll still have the strength to do the CP! My Fitness Trainer is based fairly locally to Me - so if you'd like him to put you through the same regime I am following email Me and I'll give you his details.

I have a Mistress friend - Mistress Lisa who will be available for double Domme sessions. These need to be booked a few days in advance and a deposit paid. She starred in The Three Fuckateers film with Myself and Mistress Kate - see below:

Mistress Lisa enjoys fisting and going topless - two things that I do not do Myself - and with her beautiful long blonde hair is a perfect combination in a session with Me. Double Domme sessions are £300 for one hour.

A slave of Mine that I do extreme breath control with (suffocation and strangulation to unconscious) is going to teach Me how to use chloroform at the weekend. As in all careers - a bit of training now and then keeps you at the top! If anyone can provide Me with some that would be appreciated as it's difficult to get hold of.

that's it for now

Mistress Prima XX

2nd May

I hope that you are enjoying the Easter weekend and that you have had a better week than Me. I have had the week of the Pratts! Idiots making appointments and not showing up and wankers calling Me non-stop and getting on My nerves.

I don't have a lot of patience at the best of times but I am in such a fowl mood at the moment I may just have to kick someone's balls VERY HARD LOL - I guess some people develped SWINE DISEASE! It's an occupational hazard common to all Mistresses - at times like this I have to remind Myself of all the good slaves out there or I would feel like jacking it all in. The wrotten apple really does spoil it for the rest!

My decorater slave is here at the moment painting My landing and he sweetly bought Me a bar of chocalate when he turned up - it's obviously the chemicals in chocalate but I can actually feel Myself calming down a bit. I also have slave pansy here working on My extension - he is incredible. Despite being ill yesterday he worked on and still did a 16 hour day. I am so impressed - I have never seen anyone work so hard or so well. I am going to take him out for a nice steak dinner as a reward (dressed as a TV of course) - as I'm a Veggie there's no meat in My house apart from My Chihuahua's food.

Enail slave kurt is back for his 4th set of email instructions - he is obviously enjoying them! My ideas are getting more wicked and I thought that I'd make him have to wear sanitary towels for 3 days. As usual his report was so well written and it made Me laugh so loud that I thought that I'd share it with you:

Email slave david m however is not quite so obedient - he actually had the audacity to say that he didn't want to do his third instruction.. after faffing around with the previous two too. I answered him and this was his reply:

I shudder to think what your undoubtably fiendish mind would dream up.  I guess I'll be off to the shop in the morning.

He is NOW completing his tasks as an obedient slave should lol.

I have had several enquiries recently from people too far to visit Me that want to be in contracts and blackmailed asking can it all be done by email? Yes it can - most of My previous financial and blackmail slaves have never actually met Me. I will explain how it works - firstly you need to decide how much money you can afford to pay Me each month and how you intend to pay - either Sterling cash in the post or over the Internet. Then I need incriminating evidence against you - say a photo of you wearing a pair of Ladies panties. I also need all your personal details and contact information. Contracts can be either 6 or 12 months and I do offer a 'buy-out' option starting at £1,000 in case you can't take the pressure :) Once the contract has ended - you have the option to extend or finish. If you finish or buy yourself out then I destroy all of your personal info and that is the end of it.

As part of My nightmare week - the hosting of My Members Area had to be changed so the whole site had to be reloaded to the new IP address. All members have been given 5 days free membership to make up for their inconvenience while the site was down and films are still being uploaded as I write this. There are hundreds of films on there so do join if you haven't yet.

that's all for now

Mistress Prima XX

23rd April

My house extension is coming along nicely however I urgently need a Corgi registered gas fitter to move my boiler and install a radiator. It is 1-2 days work and will be rewarded generously with sessions. If you can help please call Me asap. I will also require a plasterer soon.. contact Me. Reliable guys only need apply.

I rewarded My builder slave pansy with a trip to The London Fetish Fair. Of course he was fully dressed as an adult baby and he was sooo embarrassed.. even more so when I put him over My lap and spanked him in public. All the Ladies were laughing at him and he got quite excited! I will load a pic soon.

I already take TV's to The Wayout Club in Central London - but that does require an overnight stay on a Saturday - so I thought that I'd also offer dressing and public humiliation at The Fetish Fair as an alternative for those people that can only get away during the day. There is an After-Party too as an additional option. The next event is Sunday 10th May - email or call Me if you would like to attend with Me.

I have been meaning to get along to Club Black Whip for a while as I haven't tried it yet - maybe I'll go in May. If you would like a Fetish Club night contact Me.

The nigel p fiasco has now been resolved. I VERY KINDLY forgave him and he may continue serving me under his contract. I am all heart.. so kind.. it almost brings tears to My eyes lol. Talking of My kindness.. it reminds Me of My financial slaves. I do bleed them dry of almost everything.. but I do always leave them with just a touch so that may survive after I discard them. I had one this week - he paid My Tribute as normal but then said that he wanted to be a financial slave. I immediately made him empty out his wallet and give it all to Me. Sadly it wasn't exactly a thick wad but it all helps :) especially while I am spending so much on building materials.

I have a lovely new pair of black thigh boots - thank you slave mark.

that's it for now

Mistress Prima XX

15th April

I hope that you had a great Easter. I had intended to be good - but I received so many lovely eggs - I even won a wonderful egg in a raffle. It was so pretty I couldn't resist and managed to make Myself quite sick. I ended up puking at 5am as I just couldn't sleep properly after eating it. I have found that since giving up cows milk if I have cream or too much chocolate now it just makes Me ill.

Slave nigel parri-- sheepishly called Me after reading My last Diary entry begging to continue serving Me. I told him that he had to write a begging email to be published here - well- it's not very submissive to say the least - he even signed off with a capital N! Feel free to request various punishments for him - he deserves it.

So that you may compare - here is his email and below another email I received today. The second one is more like it and the link is quite funny:

Here's nigels:

Here's the other slave's:

Divine, delectable and all powerful Mistress Prima,

I apologise that I haven't written for some time, to help your memory, I was the man who came once to pick up videos and ended up broken and naked before you, licking the dirt from your boots and looking up to you telling you how superior to me you were... and knowing in my soul just how true it was!

I am just writing because I've been sent a link that made me think of you (in fairness, it doesn't take much!), and as I thought you might appreciate it and it might make you smile, I decided to forward it -

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbR8U5WbSAw&feature=related

Of course - were you to do a remake along similar lines I have a feeling that the effect would be less laughter, more panting, trouser tenting and falling to the knees of any man that saw it...


But then again, when it comes to you - a lady so devastatingly desirable, with such utterly drop dead curves on a scandalously sensual body - not to mention the outrageous sexuality of your every movement, and the irresistible fascination and hypnotic allure of your superior mind bringing all who meet you under your control, driving them to their bellies, prostrate before their owner, their queen, broken beneath your sharp deadly heels...  to kneel before you, to obey your every command, to lick the dirt from your boots, and obediently open one's mouth at a click of your fingers to provide you with a pot to p*ss in...  For any man in his right mind, he knows that to serve as your toilet is more fulfilling than to make love to a thousand lesser women!!!

However, I digress, I Hope all is well with your world, and your stable of enslaved men grows ever larger (I have to admit, the more you have, the deeper under your spell I fall, knowing that I'm just one of so many...) - I still buy your videos and read your blog online (did you ever get your scatdomme issue sorted out?  If not, I had an idea for a way round it).

Anyway, to close, I just wanted to say you are still as breathtakingly beautiful and desirable as ever, and your overwhelming dominance still leaves me shaking and gasping for breath, even now, even through a screen...  Just wanted to say it as it's so true, and it's never a bad thing to hear!

Yours humbly from his knees as always

after being Crushed and Subjugated in one meeting with you,

FF

I have ordered Myself a three-tier bean sprouter and lots of sprouting seeds. You may know that broccoli is considered a 'super food' and believed to protect against cancer. Well, apparently broccoli sprouts have up to 50 times the amount of the anti-cancer stuff. Sounds good to Me - especially as all My deceased close relatives died of cancer. Growing sprouts on My kitchen work top will be fun - I look forward to receiving My new toys.

I came close to buying Myself a chicken coop last week when I discovered that you can adopt ex-battery hens. The poor things are worn out at a year old and have never walked or even flapped their wings. Adopting them saves them from being someone's chicken and chips. If you can offer some a home - please do. Contact The Battery Hen Welfare Trust for details. As my garden is paved and not especially suitable I may sponser some instead. I will be delighted if someone wished to sponser some on My behalf.

Out of interest - a chicken's normal lifespan is around 7-14 years I believe and the ones that people normally eat - are only 6-7 weeks old... and so abnormally huge that they can't even stand up. Think about it!

To end I shall discuss another email that I received this week - from someone that supposedly has followed My Diary for years but then goes on to discuss his fantasy of being force-fed live maggots and locusts. Clearly he has not understood Me at all - I may have a reputation for being extreme (at times) but I RESPECT ALL LIFE and although I find maggots revolting I certainly would not kill them or use them or any other living creature in a session. they.. unlike you.. cannot give their consent!

Until next time

Mistress Prima XX

6th April

I had a new slave come for a forced-feminisation session on Saturday. He was so nervous and admitted that he had been reading My Diary for years and trying to muster the courage to call Me and pay a visit. He said that it had taken several attempts for him to even dial My number.. he'd dial 07 and then put his phone down before trying again later. Ironically, when he finally did call I was in a queue at the post office posting someone their DVD's and simply asked him to call Me back later. He did call back and We had a fun session - I won't go into detail but I believe that he was pushed to his limits.

I explained to him that although I do push people to their limits it is always safe and never further than what they can cope with on that day. That is My skill - to know you even better than you know yourself and judge how far to push you - so that you throughly enjoy yourself but are still safe. We have already planned a public humiliation for his next session and We are both looking forward to it :)

My good friend Mistress Stiletto visited Me this evening (last weekend She ordered one of her slaves to send me some Amazon vouchers which was very sweet!)- Mistress Stiletto does cam sessions on Adultwork.com and does not do one-to-one sessions. She told Me that when someone wants a one-to-one session She recommends Me and that they sometimes say "oh, I have heard of her - she is far too hard-core for me". I say - get the courage and give Me a try - I am very experienced with beginners - even the nervous and shaking one's lol and although I do some extreme sessions not all sessions are about pain - I enjoy the mind control.

I have loaded a new Forced Cocksucking film to My clips store - here's some pics and a free mini preview:

The slave above couldn't even answer Me properly with all the spunk in his mouth and up his nose lol.

Now, if you have been wanking while looking at My website.. without My permission may I add.. it's about time you paid Me a tribute so I thought that I'd set up a WishList a few nice things that I'd like. See it above My Diary ennty.

Some new thigh boots - I like both the red and the black - you choose. Size 7 please.

Amazon vouchers - all amounts even small welcome :)

Gloss Mistress Top - I like the black and the red. UK size 14 please.

50" Television - any money slaves out there.. I'd like a larger television as My 32" has started to look too small.. who ever said size doesn't matter lol.

I currently have a very well worn and skanky pair of leopard print slippers available for £40 inc p/p to the first person that would like them. Buy NOW or they go in the trash.

As for Nigel Parri-- he actually had the audacity to email My good friend Mistress Kate and ask for her help - his email to Her is below. I of course will now refuse to session with him again but he has until the 18th April to pay Me to buy himself out of his contract or his details go on here. I will then pass ownership of him to Mistress Kate as his punishment for being so foolish!

Until next time

Mistress Prima XX

31st March

I did have a funny time in a session today. Slave d was VERY impressed by the deep rythmic pounding of My new fucking machine and found it so intense he almost came immediately! He had much more ahead of him though as he had booked a scat session. As he lay with his head underneath My throne looking up at My bare bottom.. I squirted runny shit all over his face and into his mouth.

I couldn't help Myself, I burst out laughing very loudly as I hadn't been expecting that and neither had he. At the same time My phone rang and someone was trying to book an appointment - I heard slave d make a loud groan - presumably at the humiliation and indignity of being in the position he was and covered in shit while I calmly chatted on the phone lol.

I asked the slave to call Me back later as it was distracting Me. I then produced something more solid for slave d to chew on .. and as he lay there with his mouth full - WITHOUT MY PERMISSION he orgasmed. Maybe I need to be stricter and harsher with him next time. If you'd like a scat session - these are £250 for 1 hour and must be booked in advance and a deposit paid (as I can only do 1 session of this type per day).

I made some more films on Saturday that I shall have edited soon. Here's some pics so you may see what fun I got up to. I thought that I'd give you a sweet, smiley one as I really am as sweet as a kitten!! Too many of you out there are still terrified of Me and there's really no need to be :)

Email slave stephen has been entertaining Me with his reports - here's a little extract:

Mistress Prima,
OH.......MY.........GOD!!!!!!!
I have wanked and eaten my own CUM!!!
I nearly chickened out......
I went upstairs & put on the tights & panties,  posed a few times then had a wank.
I thought about not following through because part of me wanted you to punish me but thankfully I thought better of it!!
I mean if what you're putting me through now is not punishment, then what is!!!
My fantasies have come to life BIG STYLE Mistress Prima.

For that I thank you.

slave stephen

It's £40 for 6 email instructions - email Me for payment instructions if you'd like to participate.

slave nigel par_ _ _ _ is seriously pissing me off still. The rest of his name will be on here next time and then later his home/work address and telephone numbers unless he immediately gets his ass in gear.

Until next time

Mistress Prima XX

23rd March

I now have My new fucking machine and I tested it today on My hairdressing slave. He came to do My hair and got more than he bargained for lol I even filmed his ordeal so that you could see the machine in action.

I thoroughly enjoyed My yoga/breathing course and I feel so good now. It was exhausting travelling to Marble Arch every evening after doing sessions all day but it was well worth it. Someone on the course gave Me a book as a gift about past life regression under hypnosis and it is fascinating.

I also got My hairdresser to change around the furniture in My dungeon today. I needed a lot of space at the end of the bench to set up the fucking machine and it now looks more spacious. I know that many of My slaves will totally love just laying there and taking the pounding that it gives.. maybe I'll just chill out and complete My book or perhaps get them to suck a cock at the same time lol.

The filming went well last Tuesday - I made a totally disgusting film with several guys spunking into the mouth of 'emma' one of My slutty 'schoolgirls'. See the film at My clips store.

I have taken on a permanent slave to clean and do odd chores for Me every Monday. He is available to assist in My sessions either as a sub or Dom. Call for details. Slave pansy has started My house extension now and will be working on it next weekend. The target is for it to be completed by the end of May - I can't wait as I have never had an extension built before.

I have also spent a lot of time with chastity slave michael discussing some very adventurous plans for My Members site - a complete revamp - which should be ready within a few months. I am currently looking for a new host as I need much more storage and bandwidth - contact Me if you can help.

I have had a request for me to blackmail someone on here from david m - well, slave nigel p is messing around at the moment - wanting out of his contract and saying he can't afford the £1,000 buy-out I have oh so generously offerred him so his details may well be up here very soon. I may just give his boss a call in the meantime to show that I mean business!

Here's an email I recently received - I remember the incident he describes:

What a sweety - he can be sure that I won't let him change his mind or get out of sucking many cocks! here's a pic to remind him exactly what's in store:

If you are wanking now?? you deserve My punishment!

That's it for now - until next time

Mistress Prima XX

5th March

I am currently doing a six day breathing and meditation course from The Art of Living - I have the third class tonight and I already feel so peaceful and happy. I will be completing stage 1 of the course this Saturday and Sunday. A few days before going to My first class I started to get second thoughts.. wondering what I was doing turning down sessions to go and study breathing for 6 days, however I got talking to an Indian guy about it in the jacuzzi at My gym. He said that he knew all about it and said.. 'after that course you will feel different, look different and even your posture will be different'. I thought wow, I've got to give this thing a try. So here I am - trying (and enjoying) it. It's called Sudarshan Kriya® Yoga. Depending on how I find it - I might even go and do the Part 2 in Bangalore.

Regular readers of My Diary will know that I have been into the Law of Attraction for some years now and My ability to manifest what I want is getting better and better over time. In the last week alone I have manifested a friend with a VERY successful porn site willing to give Me business advice, a free local filming location and a contact to help Me with My home extension. I am a way off from instantly getting EVERYTHING I want but far too many good things just fall into My hands for it to be coincidence. There is a connection to My manifesting interest and the breathing and meditation. The Law of Attraction requires you to think only positive thoughts and to see your goals as already achieved. Well, that is the hardest thing especially when We are all surrounded by such negativity, particularly in the media. I am hoping therefore that My course, as well as making Me feel calmer and more centered will also help Me in manifesting all of My goals.

I went to the theatre last week to see Wicked - it's ages since I've been to the theatre and I did enjoy it. Don't worry - I am managing to still fit in lots of sessions :)

I am doing some filming on Tuesday 10th March at 11am onwards. I'm planning a cock and balls tug of war competition and lots of CBT, forced cock sucking, buggary and spit roasting. I shall be popping a few cherries that day lol. Email Me if you have anything in particular that you'd like to see.

There are new pics in My Gallery - take a look if you haven't already.

That's it for now - see you again soon.

ps I should be getting My new fucking machine in about 2 weeks - I can't wait!

Mistress Prima XX

14th February

Happy Valentine's Day. It was a funny start to the day - My first session was a beginner who clearly had absolutely no idea what domination involves. He looked terrified as I was stern with him for turning up 10 minutes early and the innocent sweetheart asked if he was allowed to give Me a kiss!! One of My 'Looks' answered that one and We simply had a mild tie and tease session - it doesn't all have to be about pain - but I doubt that he will be back again as the equipment alone was terrifying him lol.

I say it's a funny day.. as I sat writing this entry - still dressed in black PVC as I have another session shortly - the doorbell goes. I assume it's the post Lady and quickly pull on the nearest item of clothing to cover the PVC outfit.. a white adult baby frilly petticoat lol.. I probably looked a little strange.. heavy make-up, fishnet stockings and a white frilly dress.. a strange look for 10am on a Saturday morning.. and it wasn't the post Lady - it was Jehova's Witnesses. They are renowned for keeping you talking for ages but they handed Me a leaflet, said "we won't keep you" and left as quickly as possible. Now, what if I'd wanted to chat lol.

Later on today I have slave michael coming to take some pics of Myself, Mistress Kate and the new equipment.

An update on My no-smoking status as I know some people wonder how I am doing. Well, I went 5 months without smoking.. then I had 1 that led to more and before I knew it I was on 10 a day. I stayed off the wagon for at least a month but am pleased to say that I am now on day 10 of not smoking. I don't care how many attempts it takes.. I am determined to succeed at this. I have been listening to a Paul McKenna CD every night before I go to sleep and I am sure that is helping. It's funny that as well as disciplining everyone else I also have to dish it out to Myself.. but discipline really is the secret of success.

AS for the cruise offer below - I haven't had a lot of feedback. A few wanted to come and could afford it but can't get away from their wives or girlfriends and the rest just can't afford it. Therefore the opportunity is currently still available.

That's it for now, be especially nice to all Ladies today and be good

Mistress Prima XX

31st January

NEWS FLASH

I have decided to offer a unique opportunity to one special lucky slave. To accompany Me on a 10 day/night Connoisseur's Caribbean cruise sailing on 10th December 2009 from New York on Cunard's Queen Mary 2 - the grandest, most magnificent ocean liner ever built.. The details are as follows:

Queen Mary 2's lavish Queens Grill accommodation are unrivalled at sea. From the full bottle of French champagne and sugar-iced strawberries greeting you upon embarkation, to the personal butler service (including packing & unpacking) and access to private lounges, the Queens Grill experience is one to be savoured. Guests dine at a reserved table in the single-seating Queens Grill restaurant, and enjoy en suite dining from the Queens Grill menu. Exclusive amenities include:

until next time

Mistress Prima XX

28th January

The year started off good and is getting better and better. I am always happier when the days are getting that little bit lighter every day.

I recently made two films with my slave ali. A foot worship one where I just ignore him while he excitedly worships My feet and another one where I force him to fuck himself with all sorts of fruits and vegetables. How humiliating is that? The funny thing is that he felt self-conscious carrying the bag of fruit and vegetables on the tube - imagining that the Ladies looking at him knew what he would soon be doing with them lol. I have yet to load this one to My clips store but the foot worship one is on there now. Thank you ali for the Amazon voucher - I shall buy Myself a biography of Einstein as one of My pressies.

I have a slave that is too young to come and serve Me- he's only 18. I've named him loser and as he doesn't have any money but wants to serve Me somehow, I have allowed him to send me a DVD and a lottery ticket each week. I rarely watch television or films but I did enjoy American Gangster - the first film that he sent. Ages ago he bought a pair of My used tights - in fact I had forgotten and he reminded Me by telling Me that he wears them around his neck and sucks the gusset. What can I say.. there's a lot of dirty little perverts out there that need to be put in their place!

If you are a regular reader of My Diary you will know that I am fascinated by hypnosis. Although I bought a home study course over a year ago I just haven't found the time to study it therefore I have decided to attend a year long course. It doesn't start until September sadly as I'd love to start now but I will need to book it soon and the cost is around £4,000. If any money slaves would like to contribute or pay for the whole course it would make Me VERY HAPPY! Of course you may have some free sessions in appreciation - even including hypnosis if you wish as I will need people to practice on.

I now have a lovely bondage chair and spanking stool in My dungeon. I shall be trying the new bondage chair today with slave g. It has a lift-up seat that reveals a toilet seat - perfect for letting those balls hang down with heavy weights while arms and legs are tightly restrained.

I went to visit My good friend Mistress Kate on Sunday at her new place in Southend. She is now working there from Her own dungeon but is still available for double Domme sessions with Myself with an advance deposit. I took slave pansy along with Me and he did some work on Mistress Kate's bathroom for Her. Afterwards We both had fun spanking and beating pansy and as She also had a slave maid there he joined in too.

Slave michael is coming to take some photographs of My new dungeon equipment in two weeks and I shall load them on to My Gallery. He is still in chastity and has been for ages.. I can't even rememeber now how long but I expect that he does - to the day lol. I am supposed to be letting him out on the 1st April but would you trust a promise of April Fool's day?

My email slave kurt has now ended his email slavery - his last task was to post Me his inflatable butt plug. He described his huge embarrassment at having to describe the contents on the outside of the package as he handed it over at the Post Office in his country and wonders why I would want his butt plug? Well, reading about his humiliating experience made Me laugh so much.. that is why! I do like a good laugh at a slave's expense.

Slave david apparently fantasizes about Me in the piccy above and having his head being squeezed between My thighs. I warned him that I have been known to knock slaves unconscious with My powerful thighs so he should be careful what he wishes for.

If any professional website developers out there are interested in building Me a film clip site please contact Me. Advanced technical skills will be required as I require a shopping cart interface.

I am eating My breakfast as I write this.. Marmite and wholemeal toast.. and have slave g in the dungeon tied up, gagged and with weights on his balls. I have warned him that if he disturbs My breakfast I shall put him into the straightjacket and electrics and turn them up to full power. He's kind of annoyed Me already by screaming so loudly so I think I'll do it anyway lol.

until next time

Mistress Prima X

8th January

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of My Diary readers.Here in the UK we are having the biggest freeze of the century apparently.. thinking about that.. do they mean in the last 8 years or the last 100 years? Thankfully My heating sytem is excellent.. although PVC does keep you warm.

Thank you to everyone that sent Me Happy Birthday and Happy New Year emails and texts. I would like to give a big Kiss and Thank You's to baby Tess and slave nishi for the generous donations into My Paypal account, to slave pansy for the bondage chair, to slave danny for the leather straightjacket, to slave richard for the isolation hood and to slave paul for the leather sleepsack.

Mistress Kate and I had a fun night out on My birtday on New Year's Eve. A slave did volunteer to chauffer us but in the end We made our own arrangements as we did not know him and We were short of time. We are already making plans for more fun times.. you'd think that We get enough fun doing what We Both do all day!

I thought that I had come accross every strange fetish that existed over the years. However an article in todays news was rather funny - in case you missed it I have included it here for you.

If the doll is so good - why doesn't he take it home and re-use it? it's obviously part of the fun to be pumping it up (literally) at the scene of the crime lol. I felt a twinge of sympathy though for his ever-welcoming latex partners as they are abandoned in an alley after use. Sounds like just the treatment some of My slut slaves deserve!!

A man has broken into three adult shops to steal sex dolls before using them and dumping them in a nearby alley.

Local businesses believe that the culprit is to blame for various till thefts and break-ins around the Cairns area of Australia.

According to The Cairns Post, the burglar has a technique of smashing walls and squeezing through tight holes to break into the buildings.

The owner of the Laneway Adult Shop, who goes by the name Vogue, said that the man has taken a doll named Jungle Jane on two occasions.

"He has been taking the dolls out the back and blowing them up and using the dolls and leaving them in the alley," said Vogue.

"It is totally bizarre. It is a real concern that someone like that is out on the street."

Fleeting CCTV footage indicates that the man is a tall, skinny Caucasian. DNA evidence has been collected from the crime scene by investigators. Ugh .. we all know what that was :)

That's it for now.. speak soon.

Mistress Prima XX