Diary Entries 2008
25th February 2008
This is just a short diary entry to say that I actually redesigned My website Myself. I hope that you like the changes!! It should all load very quickly now and be easy to find your way around. There are a lot more pics in the gallery too - some that have never been seen before and some old favourites.
I have spent quite a few hours over the past week or so learning web design and maybe it's a control thing lol but I realised that I prefered to do it Myself - so, sorry to slave michael that had started working on My site and was then told that I had already done it. I don't like being dependent on anyone if I can help it.. I guess that strong, independent and determined streak in Me is what makes Me so suited to being a Dominatrix. I would be able to do absolutely everything.. if only I had the time to learn.
I am waiting for a payment from blackmail slave jon - if I haven't received it by Wednesday - his personal details will be published on here - it's funny but he obviously hadn't read My last diary entry - and he emailed Me asking if I had forgotton about him.. what a surprise he must have got - to see himself on here!!
slave nigel p also got the message and has arranged his next appointment with me - funny how a little persuasion always works :)
Do email Me and let Me know what you think of the new site design and the new gallery - I worked very hard to make it look good - and would love to hear what you think. In fact I enjoyed Myself so much I am considering becoming a website designer.. don't worry .. I'm not giving up domination yet.. but if you need a website designed.. think about asking Me.. especially if you have a BIG company budget.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
16th February
I have uploaded some new pics to My gallery including some pics of the new dungeon. I hope that you like them. slave michael is designing a new website for Me at the moment but I could use another slave with web skills.. so if you want to serve Me.. just email Me with your skills and availability.
How terrible, in My last update I forgot to say a big thank you to slave n for fixing My boiler.. and kindly paying for the £120 part. He was definately My hero that week, as the temperature was 1C outside and I was freezing. A big thank you too to danny for the 200 cigarettes and bottles of wine and TV Tess for the roses.
Blackmail slave jon has pushed Me to the limits.. he did not send Me his monthly payment.. even though he texted Me and said that I would get it. How studpid is that.. I mean.. who gives all their personal details to a Dominatrix, begs for blackmail and then doesn't pay? To make him think that I was going to let it go.. ha ha I have purposely not made the phonecalls to his girlfriend/boss YET.. so he is currently sitting smug.. thinking that I don't stick by My threats. As a lesson to him and all other slaves that may wonder do I really see My threats through.. here are two pics of him.. showing his face and wearing ladies panties and shaving his legs.. what would his family think of that...his full name and maybe more personal details will be published in My next diary update.. unless he pays Me £300 asap.
slave nigel p needs to take this as a warning.. he is on a one year contact to come and see Me once a month and after his last session, he said that he had reached his limits and tried to wimp out of the contract. Well, I very kindly offerred him the option of buying himself out of the contract for £1,000.. I mean, even the army lets you buy yourself out lol but he doesn't seem keen on that.. so enforcement it will be if he does not contact Me asap to make either his next appointment or a £1,000 payment. Remember nigel p.. I have lots of personal info on you and you willingly signed a contract to serve Me for 1 year... even though I was sitting on your chest and forcing you at the time lol.
I have a very mean pic of Myself and Mistress Kate - too scary to go on our mainstream websites.. but We may start a new Members area for real hardcore sadism fans.. apparently She looks extrememely evil and I look like a psycopath. As I have so many people afraid of Me already, I am not sure the world is ready for it yet!! I do have a sweet side .. really lol
Have fun
Mistress Prima XX
6th February 2008
I have been busy over the last week setting up a dungeon in My house in Chigwell. Mistress Kate and I and three slaves moved Mistress Kate's dungeon equipment from Southend to Chigwell. It was hard work but worth it - I have already done some sessions in the new dungeon - and I did enjoy Myself. A normal domestic scenario is still available for those slaves that prefer that and also for Adult baby sessions.
Mistress Kate will be moving in with Me in early March - She will be with Me this Wednesday, Thursday and Friday and also next Friday. Below is an email from one of Mistress Kate's slaves that helped Us with moving the dungeon equipment:
Dear Mistress Prima
It was lovely to meet you yesterday whilst helping, albeit in a very small way, Mistress Kate with her move. I thought you to be much more impressive in person than the pictures on your website, a reversal of the usual way of things. I was deeply impressed by your ability to get inside my head on such a short acquaintance and to bring out a hidden desire that I never knew I had. Unlike the many who would find this frightening, I find it reassuring; you are obviously a woman who knows exactly what she is doing, a Mistress of your craft instead of someone who just styles themselves “A Mistress.”
I am really looking forward to seeing you in session with Mistress Kate. Before I had the honour of meeting Mistress Kate I was for some years the personal slave/maid of a wonderful Lady, now sadly deceased Mistress Jennifer,hence the “Lucy.” She was never a pro-domme but was a keen scene player. She suffered two stokes last autumn and died between Christmas and New Year, she knew that her time had come and graciously permitted me to find a new Lady to love and to serve. Her strokes were almost certainly caused by her heavy smoking, which is why I had the impertinence to mention the fact of your smoking yesterday. I spent the best part of my time in service to her trying to persuade her to give it up, but she was a lady who lived life to full. She smoked at least fifty a day, always with a holder, of which she had three, one jade, one jet, and one ivory. She(and it has to said many others) thought it made her look sensual and sexy, but despite being of riper years she was sensual and sexy enough not to need cheap props, and it killed her. I am sorry to have whinged on but I feel the same way about smoking as you do about the mistreatment of animals. When I read on website that you had given up the evil weed my heart sang, even though I didn’t know you I thought “that’s given her another ten of years of life, good.” Believe me Mistress Prima watching somebody you love and worship needlessly destroy themselves is far more painful than anything you could deliberately inflict in your dungeon.
Yours obediently,
Lucy
Well I am still smoking despite lucy's pleas but maybe I'll get around to giving up again sometime this year. Here's another email that I enjoyed - it's always nice to hear that people enjoy reading My diary:
i really enjoyed Your latest journal entry. It is a privilege to be inside Your Thought Process on sub's fear of You, and so hot that You Enjoy it :) i can relate to the subs who are both scared and enthralled by You.
Every moment that i have watched Your Work on video, i have been so taken by You, Your looks, Your manerisms...just Your general way. At the same time, the hardcore videos are downright frightening! Which is a compliment. i tend to be too crazy for my own good and if i lived in the UK i would without a doubt eagerly attempt to session with You. But i admit, i would have a nervous stomach. i also enjoyed Your story about the vanilla gathering. One of my most favorite things in my life is getting to see the Cruel Women, who domme me so harshly, interacting sweetly with other people who are not their property like me. Knowing how cruel and sadistic She is, but watching Her carry on so politefully and fairly with others, it's like knowing a secret...plus it keeps me constantly hard knowing how unfair and wicked She is going to soon be to me.
And i liked the part where Your Laugh blew Your cover...because i sure do love Your Laugh! Hours of being Laughed at by You would make dire predicaments suddenly so appealing, Mistress Prima. i really enjoy Your clips, Mistress. And the dvd that i bought from You. Hopefully someday i will get to Europe...unless a lucky miracle brings Mistress Prima to San Francisco in the United States ;)
JR
Well, you never know jr, maybe one day I will find the time to visit San Fransisco - I am sure that I would love it. What a shame that there is only one Me to go around lol so many slaves all over the world wish that I could visit their country. I adore travelling but it's a matter of finding the time as My slaves here in the UK keep Me pretty busy.
Blackmail slave jon had the impertinence to ask Me what I would do if he didn't make his monthly payment this month. He is truly pushing Me for some very severe punishment.. very unwise as I have his work and girl friend's telephone numbers, real name and address and several incriminating photos of him. I think a call to his girlfriend and/or work saying that his results from the 'Special Clinic' are now available and that he needs to come in for medication might do the trick.. unless I get that payment this Thursday I will be making those calls... and that is just the start of it!
I will be having some photos taken this week of the new dungeon and will post them on here next time I update My diary. Until then, keep safe and have fun.
Mistress Prima XX
27th January 2008
I went to a lunch party today of one of My vanilla friends. She and her husband of course know what I do, but the other guests do not. Of course, I was in vanilla clothing and I believed I passed quite naturally for a 'normal' person... ie. sweet, gentle.. maybe even shockable ha ha. Well that image of Myself didn't last long. A child at the lunch happened to pass a Mr Men book called "Mr Small" to one of the male guests and as I just happened to notice I couldn't help but laugh out loud.
Well everyone immediately commented on My 'evil' laugh... My cover was cracking. I was having a normal chat with a couple and explained that I used to be a teacher.. and they both then said.. "a mean teacher" and started making Dominatrix like gestures.
I have had comments like this all MY life - since I was a young schoolgirl - way before I ever considered being a Dominatrix and I have always wondered why. So many strangers have suggested that I be a Dominatrix - maybe as many as 100 - and I honestly have no idea why. I guess that it is just My natural calling in life. Many of My Mistress friends tell Me that when their slaves mention Me to them that they say that they are too scared to speak to Me. I actually find that quite funny as I really do see Myself as a sweet and gentle person... but then maybe not.
Even funnier, when I then logged onto My Mistress Prima emails - the first one I opened was this:
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From: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
To: mistressprima@hotmail.com
Subject: A worshipper from afar
Date: Sun, 27 Jan 2008 01:29:25 +0000
Mistress,
I am writing to you whilst waiting for my computer to download one of your forced cock sucking humiliation clips from clips4sale. I have seen you on the internet for over a year now and am very intimidated by you and your extreme power. Forced cocksucking is a fantasy which I have never carried out. It frightens the life out of me, and yet I often masturbate while thinknig about it, or while watching it my computer screen.
I'm sure you have heard these type of sentiments before Mistress Prima. I am writing simply to tell you that I feel in awe of you. If I lived in England I have no doubt I would have sought an audience with you Mistress. And I am sure I would have felt unbelievably anxious and worried after entering your lair - more so I am sure than with any other Mistress I have visited.
There is something about you Mistress Prima which strikes the fear of God into me and yet excites the hell out of me at the same time. The stinging nettle clip is an example of the extremity, and originality, which makes my mouth gasp and my cock twitch. I hope to speak with you one day. Sadly our currency is very weak so I will have to save my pennies before I can afford a niteflirt call.
Yours Jon
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RE: A worshipper from afar?
From: Mistress PRIMA (mistressprima@hotmail.com)
Sent: 27 January 2008 03:13:26
To: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Dear jon, You sound very sweet - what a pity you can't come and visit Me in person.. I would force you to suck a cock for My entertainment while I laughed at you. Continue to support Me by buying My films... I will be making more forced-bi films in a couple of weeks. regards Mistress Prima
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One of Mistress Kate's slaves told her the other day that he was too scared to visit Me but that if She was going to be there then it might be alright. We were both laughing about it and Mistress Kate thinks that it is really cool that I am the most terrifying Mistress.. that I am both exciting and terrifying men throughout the world. It is quite cool really and something that I do enjoy. But you should get the courage to come and visit Me.. nothing will happen that you cannot handle.. My skill guarentees that.
On a totally boring note - My central heating boiler broke down this evening - hopefully adult baby stevie will be able to fix it for Me - but just in case he cannot - if you are a gas man - please call Me asap to offer your help. One of the perks of being one of the UK's top Mistresses is that I rarely have to pay for these things.
Until we meet again
Mistress Prima XX
18th January 2008
It's been a while since My last diary update as I've been so busy but I would like to wish you all a very happy new year. I know that just eighteen days into the month all that now seems like ages ago.
I have some exciting news. My good friend Mistress Kate will be working from My place in Chigwell full-time within the next few weeks. What's more She will be bringing all of her fantastic dungeon equipment over to My place as well.. excellent news for those slaves that have missed Me having a dungeon!! I will let you know via this diary the exact date that the new dungeon will be set up and when Mistress Kate will be working from Chigwell Mon-Fri 10am-8pm. On the same subject I require a man and a van to help move the dungeon equipment from Southend to Chigwell. Reliability and discretion is essential but a free session with Mistress Kate and Myself will be your reward (worth £220). Please contact Me if you can help.
I had a wonderful birthday on new Year's Eve and thank you so much to all of the people that sent lovely cards and presents. A slave that wishes to remain anonomous gave Me a very generous gift of £2000 which as always is lovely to receive.. I received far too many presents to list them individually but they were all lovely and greatly appreciated.
I have a new blackmail slave called jon - I shall be planning some exciting and scary tasks for him over the coming months and if he doesn't comply in any way - a photo of him in a pair of ladies panties and his real name and address will appear on this page. Ha Ha I do love to put such terror into a slave. Another slave of Mine is now under contract to come and visit Me once a month for one year - and the same humiliating punishment will be in stall for him should he fail to show up for an appointment. Slave michael has now been in his latest bout of chastity for over five months and he sent Me a pleading email, saying that he cannot even have love with his tackle locked away.. I just laughed.. what more did he expect.. sympathy???
Until we meet (again)
Mistress Prima X