
It's been a while since My last diary entry as I have been very busy. I have also been away on holiday in Morocco. I did have a lovely time relaxing in the sun and managed to read some books - something that I don't often get time for.
On Tuesday 7th November I am visiting Mistress Pleasuredome with a couple of My slaves to do some filming. I believe that She will have a couple of Her slaves there as well.. so we will be having fun! The films will be available at both Mine and Mistress Pleasuredomes members areas and clips4sale stores.
If you have been watching My clips4sale store you will have noticed that I recently made some films with Mistress Bully. She will be visiting Me again sometime in November and will be available for sessions with Myself then. I will publish the dates here once they have been decided.
Slave m has been locked up indefinately in a chastity device. See My clips4sale store for the film... what a wimp he was when I whipped his cock around a bit before locking it away.. for good! actually I will allow him out of it occassionally.. just for filming and the odd exception. Now.. I must remember where I put those keys.
I have had quite a lot of requests from wannabe domestic slaves recently. I do not currently have vacancies for non-paying domestic slaves... however I do require the services of a qualified electrician for a small job asap.. so email or call Me.
until next time.
Mistress Prima X
I now have a slave to manage My members area www.adultfetishxxx.com for a while it looked as though I might have to do the work Myself as no decent volunteers came forward. Well, no adored Mistress needs to think too hard to find some hapless soul to do her work.. so I volunteered slave michael to run it for Me as he is very good with websites. As he is locked into his escape proof steel chastity device he really doesn't have much choice about what I ask him to do!
I had a nice long telephone chat with Mistress Pleasurezone the other day. She kindly rang Me to offer Me a magazine opportunity that She knew of. I hope to visit Her at Her Northants dungeon in the future and make some films with Her. That should be fun.
I shall be offerring posters of Myself soon. I am currently checking out the quality of poster printers and will advertise them on this site when they are available. Great for those slaves that want My face to be the first thing that they see when they wake up in the morning!
Just a short diary entry today.. as busy with My slaves.. until next time
Mistress Prima XX
I have done some unusual sessions since My last diary update, one was particularly rewarding. I had a slave come to Me for his first session ever.. an older man...he had been fantasizing about a particular story that he had read in 1968! Just imagine having a fantasy for 38 years.. and finally having the courage to act on it. I won't go into detail about what his fantasy was.. apart from that a bit of role play was required.. very easy for Me as I really do enjoy getting into role. At the end of the session he said that he could now die a happy man.. now that he's finally lived out his fantasy. Wow.. that was an extreme moment of job satisfaction! I don't suppose many people can make such an impact on someone's life in only an hour.
On another day, I had another slave come to Me for his first session with Me. His fantasy was to be verbally humiliated, ridiculed and financially exploited. I naturally asked him his profession, how much he earned and how much savings he had. I thought that My prayers had come true when he said that he earned £450,000 a year and had savings of £2.5 million. Believe Me - I would have no qualms about draining him of ALL his hard-earned cash.. I deserve it more than he does after all. Well, the pathetic slave writhed naked on the floor in mental anguish as I asked him if there was anything in his Kensington flat that I might want to steal..
I was really getting into it and was ready to drive there and then to pick his prize possessions.. the pathetic worm begged for mercy and said that he's never experienced such an intense session in his life and that he needed more time to adjust psychologically. I was planning to take him to the money machine at 11.55 pm and again at 12.05 am but he was such a loser.. he begged to be released early. Now I was tempted to force him anyway... but ultimately everything that happens in My sessions must be consensual... even the blackmail slaves have to give their permission in writing.. or I could face prosecution.. and I really can't see Myself in prison.. can you? So I let him go after 2 hours of very intense interrogation and kept his £500. Of course I laughed at how pathetic he was but I was disappointed at not getting My hands on his millions! If only there were more rich, weak men around.
I had My biggest ever purchase from 1 person the other day at My clips4sale store. One person bought over $600 of My films in one day.. now that's a fan!
Chastity slave jamie.. who I was going to send his keys back to in December.. has since put solder into the locks on his device as he wants to stay in chastity forever. I shall be keeping his keys as a reminder of his sufferring when I need to have a little smile.
I took some time off from making films over the summer... everyone needs a rest sometime. Instead I enjoyed more leisure time. I went to see The Rolling Stones in concert, went to The National Portrait Gallery and Trafalgar Square, visited friends and had several lovely meals out. My favourite restaurants are The Savoy Grill and The Oxo Tower Brasserie. They do make a very potent Martini at the Savoy bar.. with frozen vodka... not to be had on an empty stomach though. I also went to see The Producers at the theatre and Turrandot and Tosca at the Royal Opera House in Covent Garden. I shall also be going to Morocco next month for some sun.
I am looking for a new slave to run My new members site http://www.adultfetisxxx.com for Me. I am not happy with it's progress so far and require someone with some knowlwdge of website promotion and maintenance. You need to be based in the Uk and available for regular meetings with Myself (and be good enough to meet My exacting standards). You will also be confident with html.
Until next time
Mistress Prima XX
I am still looking for a small man to film a lift and carry with.. ideally about 5' 7" and 11 stones or less.. so if you fit the bill please email or call Me asap.
A good friend of Mine, Mistress Zara will be working with Me for a while. She will be available for sessions with Me this Wednesday and next Monday. She specialises in foot worship and facesitting and She occassionally allows intimate body worship too - if She feels like it on the day! I will have photos of Her available on this site sometime next week. In the meantime, if you would like to book a session either with Her or with the two of us - call Me on 0798 409 6689.
I will be having another of My cocksucking sessions this Wednesday at 10.30am - the more the merrier.. so if you would like to be forced to suck.. call Me asap.
I DO NEED another financial slave urgently to pay for My Ebay purchases. Mainly high heeled shoes and sexy lingerie.. so if you have a Paypal account and are happy to allow Me to use it you may have the priveledge of finding out what I am buying Myself at any time... with your money ha ha!
I discovered a beautiful site for stockings and 50's inspired corsetry.. VERY SEXY.. it's at secretsinlace.com and I particularly love the Glamour full fashion stockings in copper.. so if you were waiting to know what perfect gift to send or bring Me.. now you know! It's particularly nice that Dita Von Teese features on the site.. one of My favourite stars.
Until next time
Mistress Prima X
Ugh I have been ill all of today and last night with a severe sore throat and aches and pains in My arms and legs.. so no beating any slaves up today! I recently made a lift and carry film which immediately shot to the best seller list on My store at http://www.clips4sale.com/store/1010 however I am looking for a shorter and lighter slave to film with as I have had requests for more lift and carry films. Someone has even requested a film of me carrying someone on My shoulders.. which I will be happy to do once I am feeling better and have a volunteer. So come on small guys out there.. volunteer by emailing me asap.
People often assume that I have someone else read My emails for Me .. no - I read and reply to all of My emails.. sometimes there's a bit of a delay when I am busy as I do get a lot of them. I have mentioned before that I really do enjoy getting feedback on My films - it really does make all the hard work that I put into producing them worth it. Here's some recent feedback - 1 from Denmark, 1 from Switzerland and 1 from.. not sure.. probably the UK.
Hi Mistress
I just want to tell you how good a job you are doing by making those clips.. I just got my VISA card a week and a half ago, and the first purchase i ever made on the internet was a couple of your clips.
THEY ARE AMAZING! Im a sissy, who has a hard time finding forced bi-material, but not anymore.. You are Awsome, Mistress..
I first bought "Swallow the cum, slut" and I was so impressed, that i bought like 5 more (Including fartbag, which i didn't get to see, because my computer went crazy)
It felt good to buy your clips, Mistress Prima, and I will buy more at the first of August.. Sorry for wasting your time with this ass-kissing, but you are G-R-E-A-T in what you do..
Love and curtsies from this danish-sissy-gurl, marlene.
PS: Pansy gardening and the "Council-blackmail" ones are my favorites so far. Have a devine day!
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Good evening, Mistress Prima
My favourite clip is “cola injection”……I like also the game you play with the metal sounds into the slave urethra……and very nice are the clips with the nettle insertion and the cotton sticks…….
Oooh, and the cock torture with the hair tongs……very great !
I like your reason to treat your slaves……. really fantastic. You are a great woman.
Greetings from Switzerland
bert
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Dear Mistress,
I am a 22year old male submissive. I have been submissive all my life and all I have ever wanted to do is to serve.
I came across Your website a long time ago. I believe it was one of Your earlier websites. I must appologise as at first I was not too impressed with the content. I made the error of thinking You were just another Beautiful escort in PVC.
But as Your website has grown, You have clearly proven that You are the real things. A beautiful Goddess who can have what You want, when You want and can treat men like shit. Yet You are so beautiful and dominant that all man worship You.
You have proven that time and time again. You early work of humiliating men and forcing them to eat their own cum showed Your power. You then really stamped Your authority by getting them to eat each others cum. Then You got them to eat Your shit. And now You got them shitting on each other.
That is how powerful and beautiful You are. Men would degrade themselves so much just to be in Your presence.
Mistress, You are a real Goddess and I worship You. I am currently working on building up my courage to see You and hopefully also feature on Your website one day.
Submissve always
Louy
I am assuming that My diary readers also enjoy reading mail from other slaves? no one has ever given Me any feedback about this. I know from the shaky voices that call Me sometimes that it can take a lot of courage to make that first call to book an appointment and I hope that by reading other slave's emails you will realise that you are not alone in your desire to serve a dominant Woman.
For some reason there appears to be a world shortage of dominant Women. I know of so many submissive males hoping to find one somewhere to have a romantic relatioship with. I personally have no idea what makes someone either dominant or submissive (although we all have an element of both to some degree). For Me being a pro-domme simply means that I get the opportunity to speak and behave as I really feel. There aren't many professions where you can shout at someone or kick them just because you feel pissed off that day.
I used to be a teacher and the head of department in a large educational establishment and had over 600 students under Me.. so I have been into discipline for a long time. Other careers I once considered were prison warder, police woman and auditor. I was always attracted to careers where people were kind of afraid of Me and never felt the need to be liked... I loved the way that people run around scared of auditors and treat them like god. I guess that I have achieved that!
Until next time
Mistress Prima XX
I have a new chastity slave called jamie - he has been securely locked into his device for four months already and I now have the keys to his device. I have left him waiting weeks to find out when I will send him his keys back. I told him that I would inform him via this diary entry.. and the poor soul must have been checking several times a day for over two weeks.. ha ha .. the thought of his misery amused Me so much.. that I purposely delayed writing a new diary entry until now. So jamie -this message is for you (and everyone else interested in your torture/deprivation).. I will be posting your keys back to you on Friday 15th December 2006.
I used to charge £50 a month for My keyholding service - however I have decided to accept sets of device keys for £100.. and I will return them either on a pre-arranged date in the future or on a date chosen by Myself. This makes My keyholding service more accessible for people that want long-term key holding.
For the foot slaves out there - here's a piccy - a still taken from one of My recent films called 'Lick my shopping shoes clean' I do get many offers from slaves wanting to clean My dirty shoes with their tongues and am seeking a shoe slave to buy Me some new shoes. There's a pair I particularly like in Russel and Bromley .. 1 lucky slave may buy them for Me and in return may either clean ALL My shoes clean or have a pair of My used, sweaty trainers. Applications by email please.
My new black leather sofa has now arrived and is very comfortable.. with all My torture equipment stored neatly underneath the seats.. ha ha. My latest purchase is a nice slim HD LCD television - which will arrive in a day or two. I do like nice things around Me and My generous slaves make My life so much nicer. I curently require more Marlboro Lights cigarettes - so bring/send Me some.
Until next time
Mistress Prima XX
4th July 2006
I had to take a week off from doing sessions and making films as I had the new wood floor fitted in My living room and kitchen. It looks great and is much more hygienic... excited slaves do tend to drip everywhere even though I wack them for it!
I now have a new black leather corner suite on order. It has storage under the seats where I intend to store all My torture equipment. It's funny to think that My vanilla guests will be sitting only inches away from it all and will be totally oblivious. Of course I will have some explaining to do if it ever occurs to them to look under the seat and they pull out a huge strap-on.
I received a sweet email today from chris in Australia - see below - I really get a kick out of having fans worldwide - the Internet of couse has made that possible.
Hi Mistress Prima
What a fantastic Mistress you are - without doubt one of the best I have seen. I have watched four of your clips so far - great work! Not only are you great looking but you seem to have a great sense of humour. I bet you need one in your line of work!!
I loved the clip in which you emptied 2 cans of expanding form into the slaves "Denim skirt" I bet he regretted that one!!
Also I really like the ones where your slaves are made to swallow the contents of used condoms! Any chance of any more movies???
I recently watched a great clip of 2 Mistresses "burying their slave alive". It was a bit tame - the hole was only a few inches deep and the soil barely covered him, even his head was sticking out of the ground. How about trying something like this - I don't mean killing anyone!! but maybe burying a slave in a box with a breathing tube etc. I have watched thousands of S and M downloads from the internet and this one would be quite unique!!
If you like I could email you a copy - its about 33 MB and runs for 2 or 3 minutes - it was supposed to have made the 2 Mistresses famous in America!
Keep up the good work and I will keep treating myself to your downloads
With Kind regards
Chris - Melbourne Australia
I take it as a great compliment that someone that has watched thousands of S & M downloads loves My films. Re the film with the expanding foam.. have you ever had contact with that stuff? I got a tiny splash on My arm while making that film and could not get it off whatever I did. I scrubbed really hard in the bath but it wouldn't come off and eventually I got it off with acetone. The slave in the film told Me that when he removed the foam it ripped out all the hairs around his anus... ouch.
I had a session today with a complete novice.. his first session ever with a Mistress. He wanted it filmed as a momento.. so you will soon be able to see the film of him taking My strap-on (once I have edited it) on My clips4sale store. He took to it like a duck to water.. and even licked the s--t off My strap-on after I'd taken his little virginity.. that part of the film will go onto My Scatdommes site as it's too extreme to go on clips4sale. I shall have him back this Wednesday sucking real cocks for the first time. Dirty little slut - he can't wait.
Until next time
Mistress Prima X
I have been busy choosing furniture and stuff for my new house. A carpenter slave has volunteered to lay a wooden floor in My lounge and kitchen. I chose Birch wood and he immediately spotted the irony in that choice! Of course he may well get the odd beating while he is working hard... so long as he does work hard. I still require a builder slave to pave My garden.. I have had offers but they were not suitable as too far away.. so come on builders.. give Me a call asap.
I had great fun making a film with 2 slaves this week - I pumped a pint of milk into each slave's rectum and made them squirt it all over each other.. it was so funny that I couldn't stop laughing. You may see the FREE trailer at http://www.scatdommes.com luckily I had covered the whole floor with plastic sheeting and boy did it need it! A lot of the films I make are quite serious.. but sometimes I just like to have a laugh.. at the slaves' expense of course. About 50 or so stories will be loaded this week onto My scat website.. making it even more entertaining.
Just a short update this week.. as I am sooo hot.
Mistress Prima X
Wow, the temperature is heating up here in England. Great for those slaves of mine that love to worship My sweaty feet. I had a slave visit me for the first time yesterday to do just that. slave yohan - what a sweety he is - he bought me 200 Marlboro Lights cigarettes and a bottle of perfume. Being very particular about the feet he worships he had not had a session for 3 years. He came all the way from Dubai to worship My feet after he's managed to find My website while travelling 2 months ago.. it's inaccessable in Dubai.. I actually think that is the record so far in terms of distance. Previous records of distances travelled for a session with Me include Toronto, Norway, Belgium, France, Turkey and Italy.
Of course many of My UK slaves also travel long distances too and a slave this week travelled four hours each way for his one hour appointment. He was a sweet, young little thing and I ended up filming him drinking My golden champagne and his own cum.. both of which he's never done before. See the film clip 'Drink it all' at clips4sale for pictures of his adventure.
I did have a rather strange session this week with someone called john. I had not met him before and on arrival he told Me that he had 10 years experience as a sessioning sub. Well, it didn't take Me long to find out that he was making it all up - especially when I used the strap-on on him.. ouch.. I do go gentler with a beginner. When confronted with why he'd made it all up.. he finally admitted that he wasn't really a sub and that he'd just wanted to meet Me and preferred just sitting and chatting to Me. I just laughed at the little liar and told him that I would tell you all about him on here. I don't mind if someone prefers to just sit and chat.. naked and at My feet of course.. but I do require honesty at all times.
I have had some offers of help from various builders but they have all lived way too far away.. so I am still seeking a builder to pave My garden asap. Please call me on 0798 409 6689 with offers to help.
There is never a dull moment in the life of a Dominatrix.. that's why I love what I do so much.
Until next time
Mistress Prima X X
Well the warm weather seems to be bringing all the nutters out. I went to a friends to catch up on My emails - I am hopefully being re-connected to the Internet sometime today- and have emails from one person asking Me to medically castrate them (actually cut their balls off) and another person asking for Me to kick their balls so hard that they suffer permanent injury.
They are totally missing the point. I am a Dominatrix - and yes - sometimes there may be consensual extreme pain in My sessions - and yes I may well get some sadistic pleasure from the power exchange going on.. but ultimately it is PLAY and slaves can merrily get on with their normal lives after the session - and with no marks either if they have requested that - and certainly NO PERMANENT INJURIES.
I also get some very nice emails and enclose one of them here:
Mistress Prima,
I doubt you remember me, but I came to see you once, just to pick up some DVDs, and you reduced me that day, shaking, to my knees and had me naked on the floor before you, licking the dirt from your shoes. You had me crawling around after you and even made me open my legs to allow you to kick me repeatedly in the balls. Finally, before you allowed me to leave, you made me kneel before you and admit my inferiority to you and proclaim myself as your slave as you stood over me, burning into my mind my place as an inferior male born to serve and worship you. As I said, you may not remember me, but I will never forget my experience of a true (and truly irresistible!) female supremacist! You showed me my place that day in no uncertain terms, and my pulse still races and I get breathless whenever I remember it (and I remember it often!).
The reason that I am writing is just to say that, since that day, I have been fighting the urge to beg you to break me and make me into your total slave, using my mouth as your toilet, and because of this I often look at your site, check what clips you’ve uploaded on clips4sale, and read your diary. I just wanted to say, that you are looking PHENOMENAL!!! In the photo of you in the garden you look utterly beautiful! And the pictures of you in that almost seethrough body suit (teased, tied and denied) are breathtaking!
I have to say I’ve almost worn out the DVDs I got from you, and while I’d love to buy more, I have to say, the thought of being in your presence again… Well, let’s just say it’s a spider’s web that I doubt I’d ever leave. My first experience has changed me for life and I barely left with any free will, I can’t imagine being in your presence again would have any less an effect…
I know I will always be in your thrall, but I fear the time when I beg once more to come and buy DVDs from you…
Yours still (in a very real sense)
FF
I have settled into My new house and have already been busy doing sessions. Things are working out fine without a dungeon and I don't intend to hire one or set one up. Ultimately a great session is down to the skill of the Mistress - not the dungeon - and a domestic scenario appears to be working fine and many slaves have said they prefer it. My first session in My new house was with a new slave that I had not met before, he had been to other Mistresses before but was over-the-top impressed at how quickly I could get into his mind. That is the skill of a Mistress... not how well they tie ropes or lash a whip.. although these skills are obviously necessary too .. but understanding someone's deepest and darkest desires.. that they themselves may not fully understand.
Until next time
Mistress Prima X
I have finally moved house. Still in Chigwell. Wow it was hard work.. and a VERY big thank you to slave tony and slave martin for their huge efforts on moving day.
I am busy getting everything ready to continue sessions from Tuesday onwards. Sessions from now on will be in a domestic scenario and I am busy buying extra bits and pieces for bondage etc.
Just a brief diary entry today as I am so busy. Please bear with me re: emails... I will be re-connected to the Internet Monday week.
Until next time
Mistress Prima
If you read last weeks' diary entry you are no doubt waiting to hear what happened to alex. He got MUCH more than he bargained for. He ended up naked and exposed on My kitchen table while I tortured his cock and balls with a battery operated coffee frother and a knitting needle! you may purchase the film clip of his 'adventure' at My clips4sale store.
I have some very GOOD NEWS.. My NEW Members Area is now open and available to the public. Wow, it has been a lot more work than I expected getting it how I want but I think that you'll be very pleased with the results. There's 10 FREE trailers at the site to give you a teasing taste of what's inside and if you join you get access to 50 of My films for only $29.99 as well as Mistress Interviews and photographs - that has to be the bargain of the year! I would love to hear your opinions of both the free part and the members only area. Of course if you only want one or 2 film clips these may still be purchased at My clips4sale store.
I am doing a filming session on Tuesday with Mistress Opium - if you would like to book a double Mistress session for Tuesday please call Me asap.
Enjoy the new members site
Mistress Prima X
It's great - the sun is out and finally I get the chance to drive My convertible car with the roof down! A photographer slave took some pics of Me today.. the new one on My homepage is one of them.. I hope you like it. I have decided to take up photography as a new hobby and have bought Myself a set of studio lights and other bits of equipment. It's all pretty technical but I enjoy a challenge. Of course, I have already been taking photos of Myself and other Mistresses for a while now and choosing stills from My films etc but I intend to take it to a much higher level.
My new members area is coming along nicely.. it is taking much longer than expected.. doesn't everything! I already have ideas for a new one once that is completed.. something quite different from anything I've done before.. an adult babies fantasy film members area. I have a few technical bits to learn first before I start shooting those films but if you would like to contribute your (original) stories or film ideas to either site please email them to Me.
Below is an email I received Friday from cheeky alex... he'd better watch out.. photography is an expensive hobby and I am looking for someone to fund it!
To: Mistress PRIMA <mistressprima@hotmail.com>
Subject: RE: DVD
Date: Fri, 5 May 2006 08:36:26 -0700 (PDT)
Dear Mistress Prima,
I've just spoken to you. Apologies that I did not come across very well as I was feeling quite nervous and was shy to address you as mistress in case I phoned a wrong number. So I will come to you on Tuesday at 12pm to purchase a DVD. As requested I will phone you Tuesday morning to reconfirm. My budget at this time is around 100 pounds, so would love as many clips as possible that can fit into that budget. I would especially love the DVD to feature lots of forced bi, Scat and heavy CBT and ballbusting. The cock sucking triangle seems particularly appealing I have just bought a BMW Z3, so unfortunately 100 pounds is all I can reallistically afford right now but since I coming all the way to you, if you could also include a short domination session (maybe some ballkicking, facing slapping and w/s, but entirely up to you) along with the DVD, I would be in heaven. Please let me if that might be possible. I am such a whimp I am also sure I could be coherced and manipulated through any means (whipping, ball kicking, w/s, humiliation, CBT, forced trip to ATM etc) to bankrupt myself by spending a lot more on you over a period of time. You really are amazing and your website is the most captivating I have ever come across. I love reading your diary entries and just wish there were more of them.
I look forward to hearing from you.
obediently,
slave alex
slave alex,
As you love my diary entries so much.. your email will appear in the next entry. I look forward to draining your hardearned cash from you over a period of time. As for your short domination session.. you are a cheapskate! films + domination for only £100 yet you buy yourself a flashy car.. I shall slap your face and kick your balls to teach you your new priority in life.. do I need to spell it out?... ME.
Speak to you Tuesday.
Mistress Prima
I shall let you know what becomes of poor alex in My next diary update
Mistress Prima X
I hope that you had a great May day holiday - for once the weather here in the UK was sunny - so I made the most of it and went for a walk in the forest - I do love nature.
One of My slaves informed Me that he had purchased his copy of Miss Dom from a newsagent - I currently have a 10 page feature - but wasn't sure where to buy it as My copy was sent to Me by the publisher.
I know a few Mistresses read My diary updates and I would like to wish Mistress Pleasuredome well on her forthcoming trip to the OWK.
I still do not have a moving date - I am now getting very impatient - and will take My frustration out on My slaves.
Some words of warning and threats are due:
slave martin and slave paul - it is polite to call me if you cannot make a filming commitment! you will either be totally ignored from now on or severely kicked in the balls - depending on My mood when you next approach Me.
john b tel no 0787 946 2518 thank you for your money.. but you really should have made an appointment by now. I warned you that I'd publish your number if you didn't. Did you think that My threats were empty?
Here is an email sent to Me recently - I get many such requests for financial and lifestyle domination.. please see My reply to nigel..
Dear Mistress Prima
i am a very submissive inferior male creature, i suffer from depression and cannot hold down a job for more than two months, it was suggested that i contact a superior lady as she would just take complete control and what was needed it was suggested was that i surrender complete control to someone. As the bosses are in general female now, all my bosses were female , it was suggested by a friend that i contact a female dominant. I looked up the web and found that there were lots of these therapists around offering to dominate men in turn for men giving up complete control of their lives to these women, i know this is what i need, i need for a superior lady such as yourself to take complete control off me, to rule me completely and not to take any nonsense off me, i am a submissive inferior male and i must do what you say no questions asked, can you help me, i live in Ireland and therefore the only service i could give, the only training i could get from you would be in an online capacity. Is this possible?
obediently yours
i will do everything you say and obey you without question
nigel
Dear nigel,
For it to work from a distance there needs to be an 'incentive' to do what I say ie blackmail if you don't. I will need your real name, address, tel no, work details and an incriminating photo. I will control you by email for £200 per month payable by paypal or cash. Let me know how you wish to pay.
Once I have received your first payment my instructions will begin.
Mistress Prima
So.. contact Me re: how to pay Me... before expecting any of My time!
Mistress Prima X
I forgot to mention last week that I have a 10 page spread in the current Miss Dom magazine including an interview and an extract from My email slave training. I believe that it is available from Sex shops and perhaps on-line.
I got up to some great fun this week. slave karen came 'fully dressed' for 'her' monthly session and after some great strap-on play I drove her to My local chemists (still dressed as a woman) to go and buy Me a large tube of KY Jelly. Surely that had to be the least discreet purchase possible ha ha but I had actually almost run out.. and with 3 strap-on sessions due.. it was getting pretty urgent. I couldn't stop laughing at karens terrified face as I drove 'her' to the shop. I do enjoy seeing that look of sufferring and fear!
slave david recently purchased a special package from Me including a pair of My worn panties, worn tights, some of My golden Champagne, some chewed sweets, hair and cigarette butts... and his favourite article.. a signed photograph. Personal items may be purchased from Me and are always posted discreetly. Email Me for details.
slave paul has volunteered to help move furniture on My moving day next month. I still need a few more volunteers - must be strong and fit.
I am planning to have a conservatory built at My new home - if any experienced builders are reading this and can help - please email Me.
I currently have an ongoing dispute with a company that I purchased on-line advertising from for My clips4sale store. Depending on the outcome over the next week or so I may require some legal assistance and welcome a volunteer solicitor/lawyer.
Gosh - all these volunteer skilled slaves I require.. it occurs to Me as I write this that I should complile a list of professionals willing to dedicate some of their time to help Me occassionally. So if you have skills I may need at some time and are willing to serve Me - do email Me with your details - plumbers, builders, lawyers especially. A villa in the Costa del Sol would be nice to have use of occassionally too.
Have a great week
Mistress Prima X
I would like to wish all My diary readers a very happy Easter. I visited Chelsea yesterday and went for a walk around the Chelsea Hospital grounds (where the Chelsea Pensioners live) - it's a beautiful location with lovely gardens. I also went to dinner at Sketch on Conduit Street, W1.. great food but very strange unisex egg-shaped pod toilets!
I went to see the film 'Hostel' with a friend and just before We went out I'd shown her My castration film (one of My more horrific films that I'm very proud of).. well I don't want to give the plot of Hostel away.. but We were giggling at some of the similarities! The write up of Hostel describes it as 'sick, twisted, disgusting and absolutely brilliant' - qualities I believe that can also be attributed to My Castration film! The film was really good and I recommend it - you can get details here: http://www.hostelfilm.com
I'd like to say thank you to slave anthony and slave mark who between them paid for a lovely pearl, gold and diamond bracelet I bought myself as a little Easter present. slave mark will be appearing regularly in My films and slave anthony has been promoted to My cleaning slave - he will have the honour of cleaning My home and ironing My clothes once a week. I will be putting him into a steel chastity device next week and health issues aside - have no intention of releasing him for the forseable future.. you can be sure that he will be the most attentive servant ever! slave anthony has also volunteered to get a van and do My removal job when I move house next month. I do not have a date yet and sessions will continue as normal until I move.
Mistress Ingrid has settled in well and works from My dungeon on Tuedays and sometimes Wednesday mornings. She is great fun to work with and although she looks so sweet is incredibly strict. Her website is at http://www.mistress-ingrid.com
I have been clearing out My wardrobe and have an old pair of red shoes - worn in many sessions and films. You may see them in the 'Balls Nailed' clip on page 1 at http://clips4sale.com/store/1010 - they are available to the first person to make Me a reasonable offer by email. They are a size 7 and well worn. Email your offers now.
Mistress Prima X
I've had this viral thing that's going around lately.. I haven't been particularly ill - just a bit tired feeling. I have still managed to torture My slaves and make some new films though and I expect I'll be back on top form very soon.
I have some excellent news - I have a new Lady that I will be working with from now on - Mistress Ingrid. She has recently arrived from Sweden and although young has a lot of experience and is VERY MEAN. Mistress Ingrid will be working with Me every Tuesday from now on and will also be making films with Me. You may book a session with the two of us or with either Myself or Mistress Ingrid alone by calling Me.
As you will know if you have read My recent diary entries, I will be moving house some time in May and will no longer have a dungeon of My own.. however Mistress Ingrid and I will be visiting a local dungeon this week to see if it meets our requirements. If it is - sessions that require an equipped dungeon will take place there from May onwards.
I have many slaves request scat sessions with Me - however I have always declined because I fear not being able to produce on a set day at a set time.. well, Mistress Ingrid is excellent and adores scat humiliation.. and puts her success down to her high fibre vegetarian diet. Her tribute for a scat session is £200 for 1 hour and this must be booked 24 hours in advance. warning.. only book this if you are into some serious degradation.. see My latest film at http://scatdommes.com and you'll see what I mean!
We are a little behind schedule with My new members area.. why? because I keep demanding that it is made even better.. and that even more films are added. I really want it to be the best BDSM site out there. Today I joined one of the top members areas (with 15,000+ members) to see how Mine compares.. and I am very proud to say that My films are far superior in terms of content. However we are still working on how the site looks once members sign in.
I had slave karen over for 'her' session last week.. and made her dress up as a sissy maid and do My housework.. I hope that you like the pic.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX
I've been up to all sorts of things since My last diary entry. I mentioned a while ago that I was planning to move house.. that got so many of My slaves worried that I was moving miles away.. rest assured I intend to stay in leafy Chigwell. I have now found a new house and the long process of buying it has begun.. it is only 5 minutes drive from where I live now. However as My new house is smaller I will not have a dungeon anymore once I move (in about 6 weeks time - I hope) so I will then only be seeing slaves that are comfortable being dominated in a domestic scenario.
I already do My foot worship, TV makeover and adult baby sessions in a domestic scenario - so these will be no different. I will be keeping My canes, whips, restraints, latex vacuum bed, strap-ons, hoods etc so I will still be able to have lots of fun. Sadly, as My new garden is not so private - outdoor sessions will no longer be possible... sorry mud bath slave. Email, chastity and blackmail/money slavery will be unchanged too of course.
I have also been busy doing sessions.. I thought that I'd mention what I did to slave mandy - remember - the one that is under contract to keep coming every month.. initially this was for one year.. but this has since become indefinate.. ha ha. When slave mandy turned up for 'her' regular session.. I dressed 'her' in lingerie, stockings, high heels, a wig, dress and ladies coat.. and then to 'her' dismay made her get in My car. I took her for a drive and made her return some DVD's for Me. The poor slave was mortified at the prospect and just went very quiet.. and 'she' did attract some strange glances and comments. Once it was all over though.. there was a feeling of elation and slave mandy was pleased that her limits had been stretched. I did exactly the same thing once to another of My regular slaves.. My video shop must think I'm strange!
My film sales have been growing tremendously.. I even sold a clip last week to someone in Hollywood.. that entertained Me! I also sold one today to someone in Erlangen, Germany.. I know it well as I used to live there many years ago (even colder than here in the Winter). I do like to see where My films are being watched.
One slave emailed me and said that he'd fallen asleep while watching 'eat my snot, slave' for the sixth time - well that's enough to give you nightmares. Here's a nice email from slave j - I thought that I'd share it with you:
Sadly slave j is already giving almost all of his cash away to another Mistress.. but he's weak so I am sure that I will get some out of him. However, as moving house is an expensive activity I require a new money slave asap. To be considered and prove that you are serious you must first make a payment into My account.. no long calls about your fantasy of being a money slave until you have PAID! Contact Me for account details.
Until next time
Mistress Prima
I've had this viral thing that's going around lately.. I haven't been particularly ill - just a bit tired feeling. I have still managed to torture My slaves and make some new films though and I expect I'll be back on top form very soon.
I have a new money/blackmail slave in Germany - I call him shitbrain - he sent Me some money tonight and I have ordered Myself a black shiny catsuit with his hard-earned cash. I hope that it fits nice and tight and looks good. He is being driven mad by My films.. particularly the scat and cocksucking ones.. poor weak slave ha ha I shall use his weakness to My advantage. I have realised that through My films, My domination is reaching the whole world - in a much greater scale than I ever could just doing one-to-one sessions. I obviously sell a lot of films in the UK but My domination reaches the US, Australia, South Africa, Israel, all of Europe including a lot of sales in Scandanavia and even a very loyal fan in Afghanistan!
I do love reading all of the lovely emails that I get - here's one I got today:
Dear Mistress Prima,
I'm slave Jo from Belgium A few days ago I ordered some clips from Your clipstore :
- Balls nailed. ouch!!
- Extreme STING Cock Play
- Pig's Torture #2 Electrics & human ashtray
- Pig's Torture #3 Cock torture
- Straightjacket #2 Needle Torture to Nipples, Cock & Balls.
I think the clips were absolutely great and very exciting!
I just loved Your attitude , the tone of Your voice and the way You tortured Your slave mercilessly : the needles through his nipples and cock , the electrics , the stinging nettles and most of all the burning of his nipples and cockhead with Your cigarette ...
I wish I could be in his place and suffer for a beautiful and sadistic mistress like You. It's a pity I live so far away from You and it's difficult for me to visit You. Otherwise I would beg You to have a session with me. Any chance You visit Belgium in the near future e.g. visiting one of Your colleagues - Mistresses?
Anyway I really enjoyed Your clips , I hope I can see more in the future and I wish You all the best.
Yours sincerely,
slave Jo.
I don't have any plans at this time to go to Belgium - however for slaves that are too far away to visit Me - I now have My webcam up and working. One-to-one webcam domination sessions may be booked by appointment and must be paid for in advance. I only intend to do a couple of webcam sessions per week as I am very busy but I would like to meet some of My far away slaves. Webcam sessions are £75 for 30 minutes. Email Me if you would like to make an appointment. You will need a webcam and microphone to see and hear Me.
I said that I'd mention slave fuckhole in My next diary entry... he is a new slave in My stable.. and I look forward to further stretching his poor little ass beyond recognition!
slave simon has fixed My Violet Wand for Me - I broke it ages ago - when I dropped it during a session. I tested it out on a slave this week - and of course filmed My adventure - and it is now working perfectly fine. Can you imagine being naked, hung upside down and having Me shock your cock and balls with it? Pretty helpless and vulnerable.
I have a new members area being built for Me at the moment. I am hoping that it will be up and running by the end of March. I am having a lot of input on it's design and I can assure you that it is going to be one of the best members areas available. It will be updated with loads of films each and every month and therefore will be great value too.
If you have an interesting or unusual venue that I can use for filming - please email Me. A house with an indoor pool, a barn, a chapel, a clinic, a shop or a restaurant.. all would make great film sets.
Until next time
Mistress Prima X
It's been a while since My last diary entry. I have been busy and also spent a week on holiday in Lausanne, Switzerland.
Recently I have had a patch of timewasters and wanker phone calls and it was really starting to annoy Me. Briefly, I felt like not being a Mistress anymore and perhaps just concentrating on My film making but then I sessioned with some of My lovely regulars and met quite a few very pleasant new slaves and I realised how much I enjoy doing sessions. It's a great shame that Mistresses do have to put up with so many losers when the vast majority of people genuinely into BDSM are such nice people and usually much more intelligent than average. Imagine how annoying someone calling your phone every two minutes is - up to 30 times in a row, too cowardly to speak.. just their pathetic wanking noise.
I guess it is quite sad really that an adult can act that way and it surely reflects a lonely, unintelligent, unfulfilled person that doesn't have anything more interesting to do. I do understand why many Mistresses reach a point where they will only see their regulars.. but that's a shame as each new slave met is an interesting experience.
I have been contacted by several young, beautiful bi women recently.. and I am hoping that they might be interested in helping out with My sessions and films. I'll let you know if and when they are joining Me.
I have opened an Ipod store on clips4sale - there's only a small selection of films on there so far but I will be updating it regularly - so now for the cost of a couple of dollars you can watch Me in full sadistic action wherever you are. One of My favourite film clips on there is 'Filthy Cum Drinker' .. it really is disgusting and always makes me laugh!
until next time
Mistress Prima
I'd like to give a big thank you to everyone that sent their condolences last week and for the quietness of My telephone. I spent a few days being quiet and feeling sad last week and then got back into the swing of things with My first session back on Friday. A 4 hour session with slut karen - one of My regular slaves - who was may I say, very sweet and understanding about the fact that due to My grief I wasn't totally with it when he rang to confirm his appointment. slut karen has given me an envelope containing his personal details.. and if he doesn't visit me every month for 1 year I will open the envelope and do what I wish with the information.
On each visit he is to wear an additional item of women's clothing on his way to visit Me.. in February he is to turn up in a pair of high heels, stockings, suspenders, lacy panties and bra. By the end of the year he will be turning up fully transformed - complete with large breast forms and wig What fun I have!
A reminder is due to slave anthony B.... I have your incriminating photos and personal details remember.. and it's time you booked another session to serve Me. you have been warned!
I'd also like to mention money slave mike - he is working hard at his job and sending me his cash so that I may live a better life. Of course I have his girlfriends number.. and I'll quite happily call her and tell her what a cum drinking slut he is - if he doesn't please Me. I do love spending your money on Myself.
I am going to be filming this Wednesday between 12.00 and 2.00pm. I am planning on the biggest ever forced cock-sucking film! The film clip that I am curently selling has only 3 slaves sucking each other and yet is such a huge seller worldwide that I want to outperform it big time. I am hoping to have at least 10 slaves sucking each other in this film.. and any slave that would like to join in please contact me asap.
My film sales are growing every month.. and I sold well over 1,000 clips worldwide in January alone. I received this email last week which was very sweet:
Thanks so much for getting back to me so quickly. I've become such a big fan of yours. I have to tell you, your films really are among the best I have ever purchased anywhere. Your subject matter, film quality and overall feel are really second to none. It's like you know exactly what i'm fantasizing about and are making it happen.
Once I get back on top of Xmas bills I'll renew my subscription to your scatdommes website too. I wish you continued success and look forward to many more of your adventures. Thanks so much for making these happen.
humbly
ted
Bye for now
Mistress Prima X
It is with great sadness that I announce that My dog Benny, My most loyal companion for almost 15 years suddenly had heart failure and died this evening (Sunday). I feel as though I have lost a child. He had to be the most spoilt dog in the world and was never more than a few feet from Me. He slept in My bedroom and despite being so tiny, always barked at strangers that dared come too close to Me. He lived a pampered life and was treated like My real baby. I shall miss him so much.
Here is a pic from My personal collection - note the little smile on his face.
I did have plans to mention various slaves and all sorts of things in this diary update but they can wait. Todays entry is a tribute to Benny and a message of love and sympathy to those readers that like Me feel the loss of someone they love.
Mistress Prima X
I have had an 'electronics' week this past week. I have a new mobile 'phone that plays music and films, takes pictures and seems to do everything but make Me a cup of tea. I don't have the patience to read the manual at the moment.. so the gadgets will have to wait. I have also invested in the latest, state-of-the-art digital webcam.. apparently it's so clever that it will track My face when I move so that I am always in the frame.. however I cannot get the bloody thing loaded up properly... so I need a visit asap from one of My technically gifted slaves. I have also ordered one of those 3 into one USB adaptors.. as the back of My PC seems to be getting fuller all the time.
My new strap-on arrived and it didn't take long for one of My diary reading greedy sluts to book a session with it. What can I say.. they managed to take the full 2 inch girth and 8 inches of length!
slave ray is one of My email slaves and he's been buying a few of My DVD's.. he sent Me the email below after watching the Ballbusting DVD.. I thought that I'd include it here as he describes quite a bit of the detail (and his reaction to it):
Dear Mistress Prima
I am glad to say that I received your Ballbusting DVD yesterday (and I took my relief while watching the candle wax being applied!!!) Your DVD was awesome and has certainly put doubts in my mind as to whether I am worthy enough to visit you.
With a couple of exceptions I would not be able to take the treatment shown, I think what makes it hit home is that these are genuine situations and that these slaves are truly devoted and so masochistic.
The nailing and castration had me feeling queasy just watching, the severity of the CBT was far more than I could endure and I know this from first hand experience, I have had a penis whip but a paddle and a tawse would be well beyond me. The kicking and trampling just seemed to go on forever and I do not know how these slaves could ever stand up straight again. It makes a wonderful film but certainly scares the hell out of me.
The breath restriction and the vacuum bag again are certainly not areas that I would like to be exposed to I think that at my age I would probably have a heart attack !!!
Even the ashtray scenario was so intense.
All in all the film was brilliant showing many things that you read about but never get the chance to see and as I said the reality of it hits home, some of the American DVDs you can always convince yourself that they are not real but tricks of the camera and good acting, this is not true of your films which show it the way it is.
Yours very nervously and unsure
Slave ray
If you are reading this and now feel terrified of Me - remember I do gentle sessions as well. Skilled domination is about pushing your individual limits a bit further each time and each session with every slave is individually tailored.
A big thank you to TV Tess for the most beautiful flowers - My kitchen currently smells adorable.
For a few days last week My film store at clips4sale was no 8 best selling store. That's the highest that it has ever been so far. It has dropped down slightly since then and at the time of writing is no 11. It is hard work to maintain that level of success as I make all of My films Myself as opposed to having a team sharing out the tasks. I have been getting some lovely emails of appreciation from film fans all around the world which is always nice.
If you have enjoyed reading this or enjoyed browsing My website - then vote for Me on the Serious Mistresses Top 100. The more people that get to view My sites - the more famous I become, the more money I make and the lovlier My lifestyle is. So do it NOW - show your devotion and VOTE FOR ME.
Bye for now
Mistress Prima X
Happy New Year to all My diary readers. The celebrations have been over a while now and I have been playing hard doing sessions and making films. I have already achieved one of My goals for this year... I didn't expect to succeed quite so quickly! I am currently at number 15 of the 30 Best Stores at clips4sale.com - My goal was to get into the top 30 again quite soon and to be within the top 10 sometime this year. Now I have to maintain and improve this great start to the year.
I drove My new car pretty fast for the first time, down some country lanes the other day, with great music - really loud of course, and it was really responsive. I can't wait for the warmer weather so that I can have the top down too.
slave paul came for his second session last week (mentioned last in My diary of 29th Nov).. I have incriminating photos of him that will appear on here - along with his parents telephone number - if he does not come for his third session by Feb 10th... I do have to be strict with these slaves! did I mention that he passed out during his session? silly slave was trying to impress Me by not using his safe word when the pain became unbearable.... the safe word is given for a reason and should be used when necessary.. it is not a sign of weakness! If you are a novice reading this or hate pain.. don't worry.. I cater for all types of slave and don't always inflict pain.
Another one of My goals for this year is to move house... I shall start looking seriously within the next 2-3 months. When I do move I may need a team of slave labourers and builders - depending on whether it needs doing up (and men with vans).
I have ordered Myself a new strap-on... I do like new toys.. life-like looking and pretty huge.. when it arrives it will feature in some new films (and privately in sessions too!) .. if you can't take huge.. don't worry I've ordered a more modest attachment too.
I have two regular footworship slaves that lay under My desk while I answer emails, browse Ebay or edit My films. It's great fun because I tend to forget that they are there - while they are being crushed by My spike heels.
A big thank you to TV Tess for the wide angle lens for My camcorder. You are such a sweet TV girly and I look forward to shaving off all that nasty, manly hair this Wednesday.
I am still looking for a Mistress (and a Female assistant to help in My sessions) to work with from My dungeon - and in films. Essential criteria: intelligence, commitment, sense of humour, professional standards and reliability. Any interested Ladies reading this please contact Me.
Well, I hope that you have made your own goals for this year... and one of them should be to ensure that you too make time to PLAY HARD.
bye for now
Mistress Prima XX